Emma buttoned up the last button on her black tight shirt, leaving It open just enough to see the beginning of her chest. She pulled on a set of loafers Zelena had given her that she bought in town when Cora had taken her daughter out for a day trip. She was getting ready for the meal they were having tonight. Zelena's whole family were going to be there, her brothers, Regina, Teresa and her cousins. Almost everyone, but with a house the size of the one Emma was in right now, Having everyone over for a meal wasn't so bad.

She checked herself over one last time in the mirror after she threw on her dark grey blazor and silver watch and left her room. Zelena had been ready before Emma even began and left to go help Cora with preparations. Emma had forgiven Zelena for the other night when she got a little to over excited when she sat the blonde down and apologized greatly and said that she hoped Emma wasn't too mad at her for it. Emma couldn't not forgive her, she was sweet when she wanted to be. They had kissed and made up and spent the whole day together. Emma felt happy, even though she wasn't 100% sure on what she was going to do about her feelings for Regina. She knew she couldn't just up and leave and take Regina with her, she'd be killed by Vince.


'Look, What happened the other night...It was a mistake Regina. It cant happen again' Emma said quietly to the brunette who was leaning against the balcony of the back porch.

'Emma. I know you want this...Don't do thi-'

'No Regina. I want my fiancé. This needs to be where we draw the line. We had some fun and that was it' Emma explained.

Her heart was breaking. She didn't want to do this at all. She loved Regina, more than anything. She wanted so much to sweep her up in her arms and run away from here. Leave this town, and never come back. She'd love nothing more than to go on the run with the brunette. She was supposed to be the one she would marry, Not Zelena. She wanted Regina to be the one who brought her back to this manor and introduce her as her fiancé to her mother and step father. She hated this. Emma Swan knew what she wanted, but she also had honour. She knew it was so wrong to have done what she did with Regina that night in the Jag, but she couldn't help it. Two hearts that had been away from each other for so long, finally in the same space. Of course Emma was going to make love to her. She had dreamt of having that chance again for years. And she took it. Without thinking of the consequences and who would get hurt.

'If that is what you want...' Regina breathed, her own heart breaking.

'Its not. I don't want that...But I know what is right and wrong. No matter how much I love you...I cant do that to Zelena' Emma explained softly.

'But you are already hurting her. You don't love her Emma' Regina said pulling the blonde closer by her collar of her leather jacket.

Emma felt the tears in her eyes and saw the ones in Regina's. She looked down to the smaller woman.

'Because you love me. There is nothing wrong with that Em' Regina whispered looking up to the woman she loved.

Emma reached up to Regina's wrists and pulled them free from her collar.

'No more Regina'


It had been a week since Emma told Regina they wasn't to do that again and that whatever she thought was going to re-blossom between them was over. It was hard for the blonde, she was always tempted to take Regina away to somewhere where it was just the two of them and make love to her the way she did the night Regina took her for coffee. But she couldn't.

She walked past Regina's room and stopped. She glanced at the door for a moment and was thinking of going in there. She wanted her.

She shook the thoughts from her head and began walking again when she heard the slightest moan coming from behind the door to Regina's bedroom. She frowned and stepped back to the door quietly and tilted her head so she could get a better hearing of what was happening behind the brunette's door. It was hard to hear because the shower had begun to run but Emma listened close.

Regina must've been getting in the shower. Emma pictured the brunettes body and the water running down it. Her breath caught in her throat at the image and then she heard it.

'Oh..Emma'

Emma's eyes shot open and she stared blankly at the door. What the hell?

'Yes...Oh god...'

Emma gently pushed open the door and stepped inside, closing it quietly behind her. She had to see what Regina was doing. She saw the bathroom door on the jar and she approached it as quietly as she could. She smirked when she realized what was happening.

The brunette was in the shower clearly thinking about Emma whilst touching herself. Emma watched her for a moment before tapping on the steamy glass door of the shower. The brunette jumped and turned to pull it gently poking her head around to see who had interrupted her, feeling very embarrassed.

'You really should close the bathroom door and keep your moaning to a minimum' Emma smirked as she placed her hand on the shower door and her other in her pocket.

'Jesus Emma. Get out!' Regina snapped hiding herself from the blonde by hiding more around the shower door.

'Hey I just came to give you a friendly warning. Stop moaning my name so loudly. People might start to wonder' Emma smirked. She knew she shouldn't do this but she didn't care. The brunette was inches away from her and completely naked. Emma wanted her.

'Don't be ridiculous! I wasn't making a sound' Regina defended.

'I heard you' Emma smiled, amused at the brunette's embarrassment.

Regina didn't say anything. She glared at the blonde, wet hair dripping down her shoulders and chest.

'Why don't you get out of that shower and ill give you something to moan about?' Emma growled, her eyes turning a shade darker.

'What happened to drawing the line?' Regina asked laughing.

'I guess I just cant help but want to fuck you' Emma said in a low voice, already unbuttoning her shirt and pulling it off with her blazor.

She saw the way Regina's eyes raked over her almost naked body as the blonde stripped, Emma smirked looking as smug as ever. Emma pushed open the shower door revealing the brunette and she stepped in roughly pressing her lips to the smaller womans as she pushed her against the tiles. Regina reached over the blonde and pulled the glass door shut as she let Emma touch her in the sweetest places.

Boy was Emma in trouble.


'God where have you been?' Zelena smiled to her fiancé who walked into the dining room placing a kiss to her lips.

'I had a shower' Emma smiled down to the redhead.

'You been using lip balm or something? You taste like cinnamon' Zelena said frowning and tasting her lips.

Emma frowned and then realized. She had been kissing Regina and she used some lip balm with a hint of cinnamon laced in it. It must've come off on her lips.

'Oh uh, Yeah. I bought some with me' Emma lied through her teeth. She smiled down at her fiancé who seemed to be content with the answer and shrugged it off. She turned to bring Emma closer to the table to find her a chair and sit down at it.

She didn't know what she was going to do. Once she could handle, but the second time? She was in deep now. Regina was going to have this hold over her for a long time. Emma would either end up having to leave and start fresh of come clean to Zelena. How could she go on lying to the woman she was supposed to love?

Emma looked up when she saw the brunette walk into the room. She looked beautiful. She wore a tight black knee length skirt with a maroon blouse to go with it. Boy did Emma eat her up with her eyes. She watched as she smiled to her family members who greeted her, kissing each one of the cheek before shooting a glance over to Emma before smiling slightly and looking away. Emma smiled back, but didn't hide it.

'Well well, Does someone have a small crush on the other sister?' Killian smirked dropping down gently in the chair next to Emma at the large dining room table.

'No of course not. She is very beautiful though' Emma smirked to Killian.

The man smirked at her before laughing and Emma joined him. They had become some what, best friends and were always laughing and mimicking. Regina had looked over and smiled at how well Emma got on with her younger brother and it warmed her heart.

'I don't blame you. Regina is a very beautiful girl. She has ever man and woman chasing her. Always gets the attention. I think Zelena had always been a little jealous of it to be honest' Killian explained to Emma quietly whilst the rest of the family indulged in conversations with each other. The only part of the sentence Emma had paid attention to was the part about every man and woman chasing after Regina.

'So, does she go on dates and things?' Emma asked concerned. Jealousy obviously running through her veins.

'Sometimes. She hasn't for a long while though.' Killian informed. 'And I think I know why' He added.

Emma turned to him, pulling her gaze from the brunette and to the dark haired man next to her.

'Yeah?'

'She thinks she is going to find the woman she had some love affair with back in America over 10 years ago. I remember when I was a boy she'd tell me about her. She was really in love. Seems a shame for it to have been ruined' Killian explained.

Emma smiled to him sadly before returning her gaze back to Regina who was laughing with Teresa and another woman Emma didn't quite know. She didn't miss how Regina who looked her way every now and then and they'd lock eyes for a moment.

'Yeah. Its a shame' Emma agreed.