Authors note: okay guys here's the deal I am so so sorry it is taking me so long to update I am writing but I don't know how long it will be before I get to a computer long enough to type it. Thanks so much for the reviews I honestly have thought about not writing the story any more. You know those times when you just want to give up everything that matters to you well that is what I am going through its hard to keep going but I will for all my lovely reviewers that is if you still want me 2 but I have to bounce for now thanks so much for all your support. Also keep looking for an update it will be sometime in the next 2 weeks.

LOVE ALWAYS,

JULIA