To this day, Winry has nightmares where she can't do anything to save Ed. In her dreams, he bleeds to death or his automail surgery fails or his fever never breaks. She wakes abruptly, panting hard, heart booming in her chest, so hard it feels like it might break out of her ribs. Winry wishes she knew where the brothers were, right now, so she could call and make sure they were both safe.