READ THIS! THE WHOLE THING!

You probably know that my best virtual friend has been hospitalised for a while. On 30th December, 2012, she died for a second. SHE FUCKING DIED FOR A SECOND, OKAY? She's BARELY alive right now. And on 26th December 2012, another friend, Mason, was killed on the streets by his fucking bullies. HE is also DEAD. FUCKING DEAD. On that same day, another friend of mine, Haylee, tried suicide and she was hospitalised too and DIED for a second TOO. And they were all three of my closest friends.

On, January 3rd, 2012, this girl I knew, Demi, took 100 sleeping pills. ONE HUNDRED FUCKING SLEEPING PILLS, YOU HEAR ME? She is FUCKING DEAD TOO BUT AT LEAST SHE WOULD ACHIEVE ELYSIUM AND HEAVEN GAINED ANOTHER ANGEL. She was one of my most devoted fans. Not a silent reader.

On the same day, one of my CLOSEST friends (he was like a brother), Joseph, tried OVERDOSING himself with his medications. He has heart issues and was hospitalised before, but received medications. I knew that he was taking them, but I didn't know he was OVERDOSING HIMSELF. When I found out, I felt betrayed, upset, and angry okay? I've been talking to his friends and they've been giving me information. He ONLY has a 15% chance of living.

Only TWO WEEKS AGO, I tried taking pills. You wouldn't have known. I TRIED. But I didn't, because an asthma attack hit me. So, you are even LUCKY that I am alive here. I can't try suicide again, because I have promised so many people.

I can only upload as fast as I can. I have a life outside of FanFiction and Wattpad. I've been out most of the time. I try to keep my chapters long and consistent, and interesting at the same time.

To those who have been PM-ing and forcing me to upload, STOP IT! If you continue doing that, I won't continue this. I'm serious. The people on Wattpad understand, but do YOU?

Give me a fucking break people. I'm only 13! I have a school life, a personal life, a life with my friends, and a love life, okay? It's holidays and I'm never even home half the time. Holidays for me means running away from my family, not being with them. I'm always arguing with my mum and my little brother, it's not even funny anymore.

For those who think I'm making this up, DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD SPEND TIME MAKING THIS SHIT UP? IF YOU WANT PROOF, GO TO MY FUCKING WATTY ACCOUNT. LOOK at my 'Me, Myself, And I' story, which has my WHOLE LIFE UP THERE. LOOK AT MY 'Dear Beloved Friend' letter to my best friend. LOOK at my fucking MESSAGEBOARD. LOOK at the millions of HATER accounts out there. LOOK at the number of RIP pages there are. THERE ARE SO FUCKING MANY.

GO TO WATTPAD and type in 'GirlGotSpunk'. That's my username. You'll find tonnes of proof there.

ANYONE have an account on Wattpad? Fan me. PM me that you're from here and give me your username here. Also FAN the against bullying accounts and RIP pages on my profile. If you do that, I WILL fan you back.

IF YOU THINK I'M MAKING THIS UP, JUST FUCK OFF.

Look. I didn't mean to blow up, but the way some of you guys are sending me demands to update isn't motivating me. It's only making me mad okay?


What has this world become? Bullies are dominating the world. This isn't right. We NEED to stand up and FIGHT. We CANNOT do this. I'm putting emphasis on my words here. THIS ISN'T RIGHT. WE NEED TO SPEAK UP. I have come out of my shell and I've been defending tonnes of friends on Wattpad from bullies. There have been tonnes of hater accounts and I've reported them, helping get rid of them. Bullying and Cyber-bullying have become HUGE issues in the society.

Words hurt. They are powerful. They express a lot of meaning.

Today, I was trying to defend my friend, but the bully was insulting us endlessly - calling us ugly, fat, dumb, air headed, etc.


Here's something people put on their profiles on Wattpad. And we should too on FanFiction.

The boy you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin. The boy you called lame. He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day. She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat. She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars. He fought for our country. The boy you made fun of for crying. His mother is dying. You think you know them. Guess what? You DON'T! Re-post if you are against bullying.


- Review Responses -

Beaulover: Yes it is true. Thanks and I know.

IamPiperdaughterofAphrodite: I know! It's okay. There actually was a Christmas miracle! She twitched twice, but that was it. Thank youu!

WritingIsMyPassion15: Thanks youuu!

MysticLion: She's moving now.


If you read all this, put #StandUpAndFight on your review.


I hope you have had a great Christmas and a Happy New Year.


This isn't an update. An update will be coming up. I'll start writing when I wake up tomorrow.