Meredith paced back in forth in their large living room. She grabbed a hair tie from the table and put her hair up in a messy pony tail, figuring that if it wasn't tied up she would probably pull it all out and that would definitely not be good at all. She knew this was good news but she couldn't bring herself to be happy. All she was, was scared but not in the same way as she was the first time. The first time she was scared in a good way. Now it was bad all she could think about was what if it was a repeat of last time.

She stared at her cell phone for a long moment before she finally decided that what she was going to do was worth how angry Derek would be. She scrolled down the names in her contact list until she found the person she was looking for and hit send. She answered the phone immediately.

"Dr. Montgomery." She greeted on the other end Meredith took a deep breath to calm her self.

"Addison… It's Meredith."

Immediately her voice seemed a little… happier to Meredith. "Meredith it's so nice to hear from you! I heard about the baby and I've been meaning to call but you know work has been insane. How are you doing?"

Meredith bit her lip she still hated when people asked that it drove her crazy for some reason.

" I'm fine I just need your help with something."

"Oh sure of course but I'm not sure how I can help you all the way out here in California."

Meredith didn't reply she just waited for Addison to draw her own conclusions. It only took about a half a second.

"Your pregnant aren't you?" She asked quietly.

"Yes." Meredith replied shortly.

"And you want me to fly up there to be your OBGYN?"

Meredith nodded and then realized how stupid that was seeing that she was on the phone.

"I would pay for everything and even meet your salary for the time that you're here or I could talk to chief and he could give you a temporary position yeah I think that would be best if you worked at the hospital for the nine months that I'm pregnant and I know that what I'm asking is a lot seeing as you're my husbands ex-wife and all but I-"

"Meredith your rambling." She laughed lightly.

"I know I'm sorry… Just please you're the best in your field and I want to make sure nothing happens to this baby."

"I don't know…" she trailed off.

Meredith sighed she knew it wasn't very probable that Addison would drop her entire life for the women who stole her husband even if she had said more the once that they were friends.

"Please." She begged her voice broke like she was about to cry which she probably was.

"Addison I'm so scared that I wont be able to keep this baby I need you."

"Alright fine I'll do it."

"Oh my god thank you so much Addie!" She exclaimed. "So your ticket will be waiting for you at the gate you'll be leaving a week from today and you can stay in our guest house."

Addison laughed.

"Good to know you were so confident that you could get me to come."

"Not confident." She said back. "Just very hopeful. Thank you for doing this Addison."

"No problem."

M-D-M-D.

Once again Meredith was pacing in their living room this time waiting for Derek to come home. She took a deep breath and counted to ten. It was okay really she was excited about this. She was excited that she had another chance to have a child.

The door slammed and she took another deep breath. "Mer hun I'm home."

"In the living room." She called back the nervousness that she was feel could be heard in her voice. He appeared in the doorway and gave her the dreamy smile she felt her knees go weak and all her nerves go away she smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"Mer you're all pale are you okay/"

"Perfect/" She did her best to give him a convincing smile.

"Come on I know you better then you know yourself. And I know something is wrong with you."

Meredith groaned he knew her a little to well. "I called Addison and she's coming out here."

"Why?"

"Umm…She'sheretobemyOBGYNbecauseI'mpregnant." She mumbled very quickly

"Honey you need to slow down I can't understand you."

She closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose. "I. am. Pregnant."

"again." she added as and afterthought.

"And Addison is coming…?"

"because I'm taking no chances on this baby."

Derek smiled a big smile at her that made Meredith's heart melt. And muttered something that sounded like amazing and he kissed her fiercely.

"Your not scared?' Meredith asked biting her lip.

Derek nodded. " Terrified. But I know everything will be okay this time it has to be."

"I hope your right." She muttered under her breath.

M-D-M-D

Meredith sat down at the table Christina was sitting out for lunch she smile at her friend and took a bite out of her salad all the while staring at her.

"What?" Cristina snapped.

"I have something to tell you something only Derek knows. Something I'm going to tell you before I tell anyone else I know." Meredith smirked.

"Yeah well what is it?" She asked impatiently.

"Hm." Meredith laughed "I'm pregnant."

"Seriously? Again?" Cristina stared at her in disbelief. "What the hell are you like the most fertile women ever?"

"I suppose." Meredith laughed.

"And your happy?"

Meredith hesitated but eventually smiled. "Yeah." She said. "Yeah I think I am."

"As long as your happy." She grumbled.

A/N: So…? Surprised or not? Lol. I'm surprised I actually got this chapter written due to the fact that I've been reading the best story ever… Breaking Dawn If you haven't read it you need to! Also if you're a writer you might be interested in checking out the web site at the bottom of this author note I'm doing a writing work shop to help people grow plus it's a great place to talk about Grey's anatomy.

Also I know the reaction is pretty much the same as in chapter one to Meredith being pregnant but I would like to think on the show that Meredith would be scared out of her mind but also happy about it and Derek would just be happy.

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