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The walk back to the house was a quite one. I went over in my mind how I would be able to keep the Cullens out of my problem. I know Renesmee would want to come with me, and if she came then so would Jacob. I wouldn't be able to keep this from Alice either, with her power. This was going to be a lot harder than I thought. For now, I would wait and see how long it would be till they actually decided to make their presence known. Then I would come up with a better plan.

We arrived back at the house and everyone was sitting inside waiting for us.

"Thank you Alice for calling everyone together," Edward said to her. She just nodded her head to him, but looked at me directly in the eye. She must have seen what I was planning and would definetly call me on it later. Well then that was something I would deal with later. Now I needed all the Cullens attention.

"I don't know if Alice has told you anything," Edward said looking at Alice. She just nodded her head no. "Well then, it has come to my attention that a certain two vampires, James and Victoria, are headed on a path straight to Forks." Renesmee Head shot up, her eyes black as coal, Jacob was growling. "There is no need for you to worry. Alice, can you see how long it will take them to get here?" His head turned and he looked intently to Alice. Her eyes glazed over for only a second before she began to speak.

"Two weeks. We will meet them out on the baseball field. It will be easier to take care of them their." Her tone held no life, something that was very uncommon for her. She looked to me again and my heart skipped a beat. I was scared.

"Very well. That gives us plenty of time to get ready. Any questions?" Edwards head quickly roamed over the few of us.

"Yes," Renesmee began, "I would like to deal with them myself. Bella, I'm sorry, but I don't think you will be able to handle this one. Especially with what they did to you. Jacob and I will be able to take care of them." Jacob nodded his head next to her. Of course he wouldn't even consider her going by herself.

"That is not fair!" Anger was surging through my blood. "I am the one they, well more James, is after. I am not going to put any of you in danger." I looked at them all.

"Bella," Esme began, "Look at how many of us there are. Two vampires are not going to damage us." She smiled at me and I wanted so much to believe her. She did not understand these two vampires. They were evil, pure evil. I know if we all went to fight, one of us would not make it out alive. My life seemed fullfilled. I had achieved great status in my short life, known around the world, feared! If anyone was going to die, then I would rather it be me.

"Thank you all, but I won't let any of you out there. Not at least without me. I must be there." Determination was written all over my face. They would not be able to stop me from going.

"Bella," Alice began, "that is fine. No one was going to keep you away. Unless you were planning on running off before hand, which I miay say is a dumb thing to do." The look in her eyes told me that she knew everything I had been planning. There was no way I would be able to get out there myself now.

"Fine, if that's is how it's going to be." They all nodded their heads.

"Now, I was planning on starting dinner soon." Esme said to me. "Jacob said he wanted some stake. Is that fine with you Bella? Ill be making some vegetables and a salad as well." She was trying to hard to please me. I would have been fine with a premade can of soup. I knew Jacob was really getting a kick out of this though. I decided I would tell esme about that later.

"Yes, that sounds delicious thank you. Would you like any help?"

"Oh no, I actually enjoy cooking very much. It gives me something else to do." The smile on her face was genuine. I couldn't help but smile back. I nodded my head and left the dinning room.

I walked up stairs to my room. No one was waiting for me inside so I layed down on my neatly made bed. Esme's doing no doubt. I let the tears fall silently. For my parents, for Renesmee, for the situation I was no in, for my life. If only James had not been so hungry that night. If I had not been such a bad girl to my parents that day, we wouldn't have even been home. So many what if's, none of them ever to be fulfilled. A silent knock filled the room, and I quickly rubbed the tear tracks off my face.

"Come in." Renesmee's head peaked around the door. She walked in and sat down next to me on the bed. She must have heard me crying, otherwise she would have left me alone.

"Bella, what is wrong?" Sadness poured off her face. She knew what it was like to lose so much as well. It was one of the things that we connected on so well.

"Just knowning that they are going to be here, makes me remember everything that happened that day, that night. I can't stand it." The tears were now falling freely, sobs silently working their way through my chest. She pulled me into her arms, craddling me to her chest. It was nothing like the loving, warm comfort hugs you recieved from your friends or family, but she was all I had left and it made me just as happy. She had gone through the same thing as me basically. When she was changed there was no way she would be ever ot go back to her family in fear of killing them. We both lost so much that night.

I knew no one would interupt us, even though they all heard what had been said and could hear me crying now. They had all been through something similar in their lives that led them to where they were now. We all lived such sad lives, but that was all we had now so we just put up with it.

I cried for some time and must have fallen asleep for when I woke up it was dark outside, and I was lying in my bed with the covers over me. I looked over to my clock and it read 3am. I rolled onto my back and looked up at the ceiling. I didn't think I would be getting much more sleep tonight, and the weeks to come. These were going to be hard times for me, but I would have to live through them and work on a plan with the Cullens to kill these two.

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yeah its short again. im just trying to get more out to you readers as fast as i can. review please. i kinda like reading them now...make me feel better!

oh and if you could help me out....i was reading a story a few nights ago, something along the lines of PHYSICAL ENCOUNTERS and i really lliked it, but i wasnt able to alert it. if anyone has any information on the story PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pm me!! i would really appreciate it.

1 1/2 days people. ughh could have gone to the premiere....boohoo