Hi there! Anyways i'm sorry this is so late coming out. I was struggling on what to do next it's also not a very long chapter which i again apologize for. Anyways I just wanted to let you know that God really does love yaoi but he also likes to screw with people so sorry no lemon yet. ^_^

Peace


Zero listened intently to the pitter pattering of the rain on the rooftop, his eye lids growing heavy. He found himself slowly slipping out of the conscious world the rain lulling him.

Kaname stared at the drifting Zero and found that he himself could use a good nap as well and using his telekinetic abilities closed and locked the barn before allowing himself to drift to sleep.


When Zero finally awoke from his slumber the rain was still pounding away and the sky had gotten darker, thunder clashed angrily in the sky and lightening flashed menacingly. He attempted to rise from the hay but found that he was unable to do so because of an arm that was tightly clasped around his midsection. His arms were tucked securely against his chest and the owner of the arm's chest. Zero felt his heart rate rise at the thought of whose face was attached to this body he was currently curled up against. Summoning his courage Zero looked up. Kaname, the arrogant pureblood, that's whose chest he was currently nuzzling his face into. He couldn't have been more mortified. Panic rose within Zero as he tried to collect his thoughts before he made a drastic choice. Taking a deep breath to calm himself, Zero attempted to wiggle himself out of the purebloods grasp. In response to Zero's wiggling the vampire king pulled the hunter closer to his warm body forcing Zero's head back into his chest. Zero tensed immediately turning his head so his ear was pressed to Kaname's chest so he could glance at his face. The pureblood still looked comfortably asleep though. Zero sighed as he attempted to figure out another way of escape when a burning erupted in his throat.

Inhaling sharply Zero brought his hands to his throat and breathed heavily as his hands clawed lightly at his throat. His breathing came out in heavy pants though he was showing no other signs of bloodlust he knew it was not far. He had to get out of there. He pushed slightly against the pureblood hopping that he would release him without awaking.

The constant movement finally roused the sleeping pureblood, who, sleepily blinked before looking down at the creature in his arms. Smiling to himself Kaname looked at the top of a silver head until the harsh pants reached his ears. Pulling the hunter away from his chest slightly he looked at thirsty eyes that were rimmed red though they would not meet his gaze. Frowning he pulled both himself and the hunter into sitting position.

"Zero," he called the hunter softly attempting to get the other to meet his gaze.

Zero barely looked up before looking back down. He was so ashamed, this beast inside him was destroying who he was and Zero was deathly afraid of losing himself, it was all he had left.

"Drink Zero," the pureblood commanded softly.

Refusing to meet the others gaze Zero nodded slightly. He hated himself for this but this was the only way, the only way to retain himself.

Zero startled the pureblood who was still in sitting position. Zero brought one of his hands to rest on the back of the purebloods head, his finger tips just barely grazing the hairline. Zero held onto the pureblood's shoulder with the other hand and brought his mouth down to a main vein. He let his pink appendage slip from his lips to slowly drag up Kaname's neck. A sudden crack of thunder shook the barn making Zero tighten his hold on the purebloods shoulder. The pureblood grasped his waist tightly leaving only one hand to support his body as Zero continued to suck and lick at his neck. Zero panted heavily on the pureblood's neck, hesitatingly slightly before sinking his fangs half way in.

Kaname took a sharp intake of breath as the hunter began to slowly take from his neck and the bond tightened its hold on both of them and suddenly the pureblood knew what the other felt. The desperation to not lose himself, the self hate, the anger, the confusion it was all there in Kaname's mind like a book for him to read. And Kaname read it desperately trying to find a way to help the breaking hunter.


The air was thick in the barn with the moisture seeping in from the rain outside. Heavy breathing could be heard as it was the only sound in the barn, even the horses had seized there whining. Blood seeped down the side Zero's mouth as he stared down at his lap. His bangs covered his features though the pureblood knew it could only be one of anguish. Kaname sat more upright shifting the hunter who was still in his lap. Kaname brought both hands to hold onto either side of the hunter's lithe waist securing that Zero would stay in his place.

"Zero, look at me." The hunter refused by lowering his head further so his chin almost rested against his chest. Kaname lifted his hand to move Zero's bangs from his face. His hand trailed down silky skin till he grasped Zero's chin and forced him to meet his gaze.

Zero's eyes held a deep sadness to them and though tears were not gathering in his eyes they were falling.

"Zero I know you were taught to hate vampires as beasts but you have to understand not all vampires are that way." Kaname sighed heavily trying to find a way to make Zero understand.

"Humans kill as well, Zero, it is not what we are but our choices that determine if we are a beast or not. We are all capable of being one human or vampire we all have the choice." Kaname spoke in a calm tone though it held a warmth too it that the hunter had never heard before.

"Zero you don't deserve what happened to you but you can still be in control admittedly it is much more difficult now to control but you can."

Zero was shocked to say the least how someone could know exactly what to say and just when he needed to hear it the most was baffling to him. But Zero somehow felt like a weight had been lifted off of him and he smiled slightly at the pureblood.

"Thanks Kaname."