Caroline didn't remember the drive home. It was like she looked out the window and there was her house. A little ramshackle house on a road that desperately needed repaying, high up in the hillside of Pittsburgh. It had been her grandmother's and her family let her have it when Nana died Caroline's senior year of college. Her entire family lived in Ohio and no one wanted to step foot in the land of black and yellow. Caroline, always wanting to see what was out there, took it eagerly. The house was old and needed lots of work, but Caroline managed for now and without a mortgage she had some extra money to keep it nice. She had a roommate for a few years, more for reasons of loneliness than money, but Sara had moved out this past summer when she became engaged to Shane, her coworker at UPMC, where Sara worked as a surgery tech. Caroline didn't mind living alone anymore. She had her cat Eliot to keep her company and with school being so demanding, Caroline spent nearly all her time at school or sitting on her bed working on lesson plans.
Caroline dropped off her bag and set about making dinner. Her mind was all over the place. The last hour played over and over in her mind. She had gone from meeting Sidney Crosby, who's name at the time was synonymous with a turtle, to developing a crush, to having sex with him, to eliminating the possibility of his child, to pretending he didn't even exist, to thinking she could date him, to being asked to be his sex partner so that the hockey team in this city could win a trophy. And she was going to do it. Once she divorced the idea of anything more than sex she started to like the idea. They didn't have anything in common. Dating him would be a disaster, it wouldn't make sense. His life was hockey; she knew nothing about the sport. He needed some cheerleader type to rah rah rah him and his ego. She needed a sexual education. An opportunity to get all the experience she had lacked for so many years. She would get it with one of the best looking people she had ever met. He wanted her. He seemed to enjoy the idea of having sex with her. It put a smile on her face and a flutter in her belly. When would it happen next? She had wanted to wait a day or two, let him sweat it out. But she couldn't wait to see him again. She picked up her phone and looked at his entry. Sidney cell. Pretty straightforward. So familiar, like any other friend's entry in her phone. She wouldn't text him tonight. She would wait until tomorrow.
It was 3pm the next day when Sid got her message. "I'll do it." it read. Ok. Sid smiled. Ok. His fingers flew across the keyboard while sitting at the red light on his drive from the consol to his apartment for his afternoon nap before the game tonight against the Blackhawks. He wasn't playing but he still could use the nap. He hadn't got much sleep the night before, thinking about his career, the concussion, what had gone wrong over the past few months. Then he had thought about her. How excited she had seemed about the idea of them having a relationship. He liked Caroline. He thought she was cute and funny, but to date? No. He didn't want to be a snob, but...no. A week didn't go by that actresses, models, athletes (female, but an occasional male too) didn't look him up and try to set up dates. Sid had been raised that the man was the initiator in these types of situations and he wanted to find the right person, not have them throwing themselves at him. These women didn't appeal to him. But who did? He ignored the voice in his head and had finally fallen asleep. Now here at the light he wrote out a quick message. "Ty. Tonight at my house...10?" It was a Friday night; Sid knew she didn't have school in the morning, so hopefully the time would work. By the time Sid was home he had her reply. "Ok. See you then." Sid smiled for the first time that day.
The penguins won that night. It frustrated Sidney to not be able play, but the team was looking good without him...it hurt, but what could he do. He would be back in 10 days and he would show them what he could do, for good this time. Sid was home by 9:30. He changed out of his suit and into some track pants and the usual penguins t-shirt. He changed the sheets on his bed and set out the wine he had picked up on the way home. He was anxious and excited. He would have her whenever he wanted, he would have his game back and everything would be right with the world. A knock interrupted his thoughts. He took quick strides towards the door and opened to see her standing there. Her hair was down. Soft brown waves framing a pale face with the big brown eyes, button nose and small mouth. She had light makeup on and was wearing jeans and a plain t-shirt. She looked perfect. The thought scared him to death.
"Hi." he said giving her his best smile.
"Hi" she replied looking nervous but smiled back.
"Come in." he gestured her in and led her down the hall, briefly noting the time they had spent in this hallway. Once they got to the kitchen, she set her bag and coat on the marble island.
"Would you like some wine." he asked. At the same time she said, "I have a few things I would like to discuss with you."
Sid looked startled, "Oh, ok, sure. Do you want the wine first?" she nodded.
"I'm sorry." she said when he handed the glass to her. "I just wanted to make sure we are on the same page with all of this."
"I understand." Sid nodded. "Thank you again."
"Please don't thank me, it makes me uncomfortable. I'm prepared to get as much out of this as you are." Her face reddened by her confession. "I just mean that I could use some...education on these types of matters." Funny how only the last time she was at his home she was telling him to fuck her, now she couldn't even bring herself to saying the word sex.
She continued, "I just have a few...guidelines I want to follow. First, if at anytime I want to stop during...sex. You will." Sid nodded. "I know you were able to do that the first time we met, I just don't want you to think that now that we are...sexually active that you can disregard my comfort levels. Sid voiced his agreement. "Good.". Next, you need to use protection. Always. We can't let what happened the first time happen again. I don't want to get pregnant. She shuddered and Sid felt momentarily put out that the idea of having his child was so unappealing. But he allowed her to continue. Also, if you decide that you don't want to do this anymore, I need you to tell me and be honest about it. I don't want to be left hanging; it's not fair to me. Sidney nodded, "Is that all?" he asked. Caroline bit her lip, "One more." she looked very uncertain. "I don't want you to sleep with anyone else while this...arrangement is going on. I don't think its right." Sidney breathed out with great relief. He could definitely handle that he thought. It was time for her to know that the only person he had any interest in at this time was most definitely her. He smiled predatorily and walked toward her until he was very very close. She looked up at him surprised. He took the glass from her hand and set it on the island. He shot out an arm with his sharp reflexes, curled it around her waist and pulled her flush against him. "I don't want to fuck anyone but you." Caroline's face flushed quickly and she squealed out a "really?" And Sidney lowered his mouth to hers to give the affirmative.
They stood there in the kitchen for what seemed like an hour, making out. Pulled close to his wall of a body and his arm around her waist locked tightly around her, Caroline imagined herself rooted to this spot for eternity. Sidney's mouth teased hers in all the best ways possible. His teeth nipped at her lips. His tongue licked at the corners of her mouth. His tongue toured the inside of her mouth leisurely. Examining each region of her mouth, leaving no part unmapped. His pulled his mouth from hers and pressed his forehead to hers. "Lick my lips." he told her huskily. She looked up at him apprehensively. "It's ok, he told her. "Just take your tongue and taste me." Caroline looked at his lips and tentatively stuck out her tongue. She touched it to his closed mouth. First straight on, then she moved to the corners of his mouth. "Now kiss me, he said. She did what he said. "Now lick again. Go back and forth between the two." she compiled and after a few moments Sid's mouth opened and Caroline's tongue found his. They slid against one another while their lips pulled and pushed at one another's. Sid pulled his mouth from Caroline's and attacked her neck. Sucking and nipping at all the places that felt so good. Caroline pulled back and found her favorite part of Sid and began to suck and lick at the sharpness in his throat. Heat instantly filled her from toe to top, Sidney growled and in one swift motion, Caroline was no longer standing, but her legs were wrapped around Sid's waist with one hand cradling her ass and the other holding the back of her neck. He attacked her mouth again and turned her around as he walked her to his bedroom.
Sidney deposited Caroline on the bed; she bounced a little and laughed. It was one of the best sounds Sid had ever heard. He crawled on the bed towards her, like a predator stalking its prey. Caroline shimmied up the bed so that her back was to the plethora of pillows at the head of Sid's bed. When she had no where left to go, she watched him with wide eyes as he crawled closer and closer. He stopped at her waist and straddled her hips, as he leaned back on his haunches. In one quick movement he reached his hands behind him and pulled his t-shit up and over his head, exposing his wide muscular chest. Caroline's eyes darkened. Sid leaned forward, balancing his weight on his arms on either side of her shoulders. He moved closer and closer to her face. Caroline prepared for his kiss, but instead he put his mouth very close to her ear and whispered. "Touch me."
Caroline's breath hitched. "Where?" she whispered back.
"Everywhere."
Caroline brought her hands up to his chest. He was smooth, warm and rock solid. She moved her hands up and down his stomach and made her way around to his back and shoulders. She spent a lot of time and concentration on all the muscles in the wide expanse of his back. Sid's breathing was shallow and he was hard as a rock. However, He wanted to take his time, show her how could this could be. Make her realize this arrangement would benefit them both. He sucked hard at her necked, alternating from side to side. Finally, his patience wore and he leaned back into his seated position and put his hands at her waist, inching Caroline's shirt up until she lifted her shoulders off the bed and allowed him to removed her shirt. Sidney wasted no time making his mouth more familiar with her clavicle and the space between her breasts. He brought his mouth to the lace covered breast and gently sucked at the material and the flesh beneath. Smiling at the sound of Caroline's moan, he reached behind her and deftly removed her bra. Her hands came to his head as she led him back to her newly exposed breasts. After a few moments of taking turns touching and tasting, Sid removed Caroline's jeans and underwear. Then removed his pants as well. He deftly leaned over to his nightstand and pulled out a foiled wrapper. After a brief awkward fumbling, he was sheathed. He lay there naked above her naked form and just continued to explore her mouth with his. He could kiss her forever. "I want to touch you. Tell me to touch you." Sid breathed into Caroline's mouth.
"Touch me."
"Where." he asked her.
Caroline paused; she didn't know how to tell him. She didn't need to worry, he figured it out.
"Here? He asked touching the heat between her thighs.
"Yes." she answered throatily
"How about here?" He asked again opening her up and gently stroking.
"Yes."
"And here?" Sid asked a third time, rubbing with more pressure on the nub that had grown during his time at her breasts.
"Yes, please."
Sid put his mouth at her ear again. "My polite girl, you deserve a reward. Don't you?"
Caroline nodded numbly. She was unable to put a single thought together, all she could feel was his weight on her, the hot, hardness digging at her thigh and his fingers, rhythmically rubbing at her clitoris.
"I know to be gentle, Care. I don't want to hurt you. I'm going to put my finger in you. Slowly, carefully...ok?"
No matter how mindless she felt at that moment, Caroline knew when he called her Care that a little piece of her heart was given to him. She couldn't stop it, she didn't want to, no matter what a bad idea it would be.
"Ok." she replied and felt him circle her entrance with his large finger. After some massaging he entered her. Her body was wet and ready for him. He moved his finger in and out, stretching her. As he did this he whispered affections in her ear. Things that warmed her, made her blush. He told her when he was adding a second finger, as his thumb continued to massage her bundle of nerves. Caroline began to feel hot and shaky. Her breath was coming fast, Sid with his head buried in her neck told her to get ready to come. The pressure was building and building, suddenly Sid removed his finger, positioned himself and filled her. The pressure reached an unbearable state. Sidney kissed her fully and he thrust above her. He reached around her body and pulled her close. His pace was languid, leisurely. Caroline however, moved her body to increase the friction and move him faster. His hand still between the two of them, worked at her. Finally, Caroline could think no longer. Her body locked up and a great pleasure filled her entirely. Sid felt her come as she milked his cock tightly.
She reared her head back deep into the pillows and bit at her lip. It was the most saturated and intense feeling she had ever felt. When she felt herself drift back to what was happening, she looked up at him. His eyes closed, face tight with concentration and before she knew it, he opened his mouth and let out something between a roar and a growl. It was the most erotic thing she had ever seen in her entire life. She felt him pulse inside her. Then still and soften. He collapsed on top of her, remembering at the last moment, to brace his weight above her. Sid opened his eyes and found her staring back to him, drowsy and aroused. He gave a lazy grin and kissed her full and strong. Then moved off her and lay flat next to her. They lay there, next to one another for a few minutes, just breathing, and then Sid leaned up on an elbow and looked at Caroline. "Wow." he said with a smile. Caroline smiled back, "Yeah...wow."
