DISCLAIMER: X files is not mine, neither are any of its characters.

A/N: You know x-files has a season 10? Someone wrote it as a comic book, all Chris Carter has to do is film it... just thought I'd point that out :) thanks to everyone who favourited and followed this story, as well as anyone who reviewed! Its great to know people enjoy what I write.

I grabbed at the wires, ignoring the frantic beeps of protest from the machines and the pain. The pain just mixed in with all the anger and hurt and made me want to get away more.

"You're not my mother" I answered, denying it even though my mind screamed it was true.

"Bella..." She trailed off

I saw the hurt look in her eyes, and clenched my fists in anger. I knew the truth. Everyone I had ever trusted were liars and murderers.

"You killed my sister"

"No, Bella I tried to save her. I did all I could" Her lip trembled as she begged me to listen.

"You killed her. You knew exactly where to look, you just refused to believe. What killed Emily was your ignorance of what was happening right in front of your eyes"

I turned and walked away, hearing her gasp and a strangled cry.
My whole life fell apart before my eyes, all my hopes of having a true family, of belonging were shattered like a broken window. I ran out of the hospital crying and the tears blurred my vision, but not enough to stop me seeing Emily. I saw her out the corner of my eye.

"Don't do it"

My blue eyes glistened as I walked over to the bridge, stepping up onto the side and holding on to one of the cables.

"Don't do it"

Below was blue water, inviting me, and the hope of all my problems going away. I edged forward, trying to take deep breaths as I stood shaking.

"Don't do it" she whispered, before turning and running. I have never felt so abandoned in my life. She just turned and ran, away from me, away from my life full of lies.

And then I jumped.

"Bella" Scully screamed, falling to the ground screaming still. She lay there crying, as Mulder ran out.

"She's gone"

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I felt the water drag me down, the weight of all my emotions leaving me as my heart broke, and then I felt strong arms around me, pulling me up, towards the sun.