Monster Island- 11 PM

30 Days Until Great Battle

I'm gonna do it. Tonight. I'm gonna try and explain how I feel to Baragon. I mean, it's what's right. You tell friends this shit, right? I want to tell him that I think I want...to be more than friends. I think that's what it is with me. I think that I'm feeling affectionate towards Baragon. I...

Oh, godammit.

I love the little bastard.

I want to just sit next to him and look at the night sky forever. I want to talk with him. I want to just...I want to be with him in general. I don't like him so much that I'd bang him. That's a bit too far. I like him for personality. Y'know, what's on the inside. He's a fucking great guy, even when he's energetic as all hell. I just wish I could build up the courage to do it. That's my other problem. I have low self-esteem. I kinda went down that negative spiral a few years after the, ahem, "(Not-So) Final War". I'm hoping that making friends and shit will help me, and if that's the case, talking to Baragon tonight will probably help me greatly.

Okay. I got that out of the way. I'll just tell you what happened this morning.

I was still a bit sore from yesterday, even though those who mocked me were forced (by a certain someone) to apologize to me for their actions. It hurt knowing that they could use what little knowledge they have of me against me. I guess I'll accept their dumb little "I'm sorry for bla bla bla..."

I didn't sit around like a sadsack all day. I played with my son, Minilla, for a bit. Got my mind off of things. The kid does sorta look like me, but his head looks like an apple. I'm not joking. It looks like a rotten apple. A rotten apple head. Heh. I shouldn't be making fun of my own flesh and blood. It's like making fun of me, but as a little kid.

After I fooled around with Minilla, I took my daily stroll. I was thinking about how there hasn't been any attacks on Earth recently. Usually, there's a threat every other damn day, but ever since last month, the attacks have been decreasing more and more. At one point, there was an attack once a week. Then it got quiet. I loved it. Nothing to do, so we all get free time. Time to do whatever we damn pleased. It's been lovely. But it's also quiet, in the eerie sense. Why has there been a lack of activity? The aliens and other guys haven't given up, have they? They're persistent. They never stop! But they did. It got me thinking back to yesterday. When Mothra showed up to warn me that something major's gonna happen.

Usually, when there's a big-ass war between everyone, the evil guys still attack, right up to the day before the battle happens. But now they stopped, and something big's going on soon. There's gotta be a link with this.

If it's major-mondo-gigantic-triple-decker trouble, and the attacks aren't going on, could that mean...?

Okay, this is gonna sound a tad typical, maybe even cliche, but what if all of the attacking forces stopped attacking because they're all working together to destroy the universe this time? I'm not talking "aliens control all the monsters", I'm talking "aliens and monsters work together". If that's the case, we're all screwed, even if we're prepared for it. I'm not gonna host another meeting after...y'know...but I have to tell someone.

Oh, no. I know who you're thinking I should tell. But I won't. I won't because I'm already gonna tell that person some other things. Personal things.

And even then, I don't know if my theory is right. It could just be a coincidence that the attackers stopped attacking and that an urgent even is to occur. For now, I'll just leave my thoughts to myself, and wait to see if anything happens.

I gotta plan my talk with Baragon out now. I don't want to screw up, as I always do.