Summary- Isabella Swan has been married to her husband Edward Cullen for 6 years. She has had to deal with his infidelity throughout there marriage. Sick and tired of it she asks for a divorce not before getting into a near fatal accident. Now watch as they try to rebuild there lives and their marriage.
There is something terribly morbid in the modern sympathy with pain.
One should sympathise with the colour, the beauty, the joy of life.
The less said about life's sores the better.- Oscar Wilde
Chapter Songs- Johnny Cash -Hurt
Joan Jett and the Black hearts- Crimson and Clover
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I saw that the door was partially open so I decided to let myself in after all if they were having a conversation about me I might as well be present in it.
"Hello guys, what's going on" I said sweetly.
Alice gasped and Jasper looked shocked. I would have laughed at his face if I wasn't so mad and so over it at this point bit, I think what hurt the most was the fact that Alice my sister who was in my corner for my separation with Edward was doing the same thing to me.
"Bella this isn't what it looks like" Jasper said putting his hands up in defense.
"Really so this doesn't look like you and Alice are in here deciding on the future of your relationship and how you can break up with and still be with her" I said seething.
I really didn't want to be mad but, my anger over my own failed relationship was bringing up doubts in my head. Is there something wrong with me, why do my relationships fail? Those doubts were not coming back again, I'm at a point in my life were I don't need the stress of this nonsense from anyone.
"Bells I'm so sorry, sweetie I never meant to hurt you" Alice begged.
"Really you're no better than Tanya in my mind. You know that if you wanted Jasper you should have said something in the beginning. I'm a grown woman Alice I can take rejection what I can't take is the lies".
"Bella please," Jasper began.
"Please don't give me that bullshit I wasn't born yesterday I know exactly what that looks like. Please do you remember my husband?" I said seething
"Bella I love him and you may not understand this now but, I do he is my soul mate" She argued back. The fact that she was trying to justify her actions was getting me more upset than the fact that she was actually with my ex-boyfriend.
"Alice I have no words for you, you've been with me every step of the way you are my sister, my family you need to make a choice here what's it going to be" I looked at her.
"Bella please don't make her choose" he looked at me.
Alice looked from me to Jasper and I knew at that moment, all her hopes and dreams were written on her face as she stared at him.
"Fine" and with that I walked out the door effectively throwing two more people out my life .
"I can't believe she did that" Rose looked shocked.
"Well believe it" I replied back watching the golden girls on my flat screen. Blanche was talking about one of her many conquests and Dorothy was looking at her like she was a fool.
"Are you upset?"
"No, not really can I say that I'm shocked, no. Surprised may be a better word for what I'm feeling no matter what her excuse is Alice should have known better. I'm done looking pathetic and always accepting peoples apologizes and excuses. Do you know women everywhere are probably laughing at me? First, my husband cheats on me with a blonde bimbo, second my sister seduces my boyfriend and I'm not mad at all." I laughed "Rose does that make me crazy."
"No sweetie, I think that makes you brave" she smiled touching my hand.
"Rosie I don't want to ask but whose-"
"Bella, Ally was there for me at a time when I was so alone even before me and you got close again after college she was the only person that I could depend on when my parents-" I cut her off.
"Rosie you don't have to say anything I just wanted to know I had a feeling, so what's going on with you and Emmett?" I asked.
Rosalie blushed "He is an idiot, he always talking about our future" she said shaking her head. "We have no future"
"How long have you guys been dating Rosie" I said looking at her muting the TV.
"Four years" she said quietly.
"FOUR YEARS" I nearly screamed. "How could you keep that a secret from Edward and I don't you think we had a right to know?" I asked.
"Of course you did, I mean you still do."
"Were you ever going to tell us" I asked.
"We were going to tell you the night of your anniversary party but, with everything that has happened it never seemed right"
"Are you guys thinking about marriage" I asked.
"Of course we are, I love him so much it hurts Bella he is the reason why I wake up in the morning" she said unshed tears in her eyes.
"Sweetie so why don't you" I said grabbing hold of her hand.
"How awkward do you think that will be Edward will be his best man, you of course will be my maid of honor and Alice will be in the wedding party. How do you think it will be Emmett and I confessing our love to each other while our wedding party is fighting with each other? Please I don't need that kind of drama on my wedding day"
"Rose-" I started to reason with her but, she cut me off.
"Bella we've talked about this were basically married were moving in together soon when the time comes were we feel ready to have everyone we love there with no issues then we'll talk"
"Okey Dokey Rosie" I laughed.
"Bella don't you dare" she screamed as I dashed around my apartment.
"Ring around the Rosie a pocket full of posy ashes, ashes we all fall down" I screamed laughing.
"Bella" she jumped and tackled me.
"Loser buys dinner" she asked.
"You're on" and our thumb war began.
After drinking with me Rose decided to go home Emmett was lonely and she wanted to get in her freaky mode with Emmett. I laughed.
Maybe it was the wine but, it had me feeling frisky, I wanted to let loose and have fun. I took of my offending cloths and turned on some music. I was definitely the wine that had me giddy. Dancing around in silk is so sensual that it was amazing. There was a knock on the door and I almost missed it.
"Hello who's there?" I laughed my head was swimming. As I walked to the door I was shocked to see Edward.
"What are you doing here" I said trying to be angry but, I just kept giggling.
"Are you drunk Isabella" he said coming closer to me. I could smell the whiskey on his breathe.
I remembered all the good times I had with him I remember all the ways he used to touch me and make my body scream.
"I know that look" he whispered. "Do you want me?" he chuckled.
I forgot all about our problems for the time being and kissed him. I felt his hand all over my body as I dragged him inside my apartment slamming the door behind him.
Damn the consequences.
author's note- Next chapter we will be hearing from edward and his side in this story Yes bella and edward will get back together. No the baby won't die but, I think what I have planned will shock some of you lol hope I'm keeping you all interested. LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM WILL BE UPDATED SOOM IF YOU NEVER READ IT BY ALL MEANS PLEASE CHECK IT OUT ALSO CHECK OUT WHITE LIES AND HEARTS AFLAME. SEE YA SOON
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