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A/N: OMG I updated!!! So quickly! ahaha. this proves more reviews makes me UD faster(: PLEAS I NEED HELP, SUGGESTIONS, ADVICE, AND INSPIRATION PLEASE! (: so ppl jusss review and stay patient. PLEASE IN REVIEWS CAN U TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ON THE OC CHARACTERS NOT JUST C/J. but thanks so far on ur guys' views on the characters. I see Karina like Jenny Ariel like Blair Andrew like Eric Ryan like Carter/Chuck and I think Nick is a mini Nate or Dan lol. I need to know if you guys like them :). BTW THE SONG I USED IN THIS CHAPTER IS LIKE MY ALL TIME FAVORITE SONG! its called "Monster" by Meg&Dia. google it the song is jussst amazing i mite make a CJ video wit this song!(: Oh so just remember REVIEW!!!!! HOPE YOU ALL LIKED IT! :) Monkey out. =]

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN GOSSIP GIRL IT BELONGS TO THE CW. MUSIC BELONGS TO "MEG&DIA"


"Little Jenny Humphrey?" Chuck asked in a voice that was completely and utterly upset. That's when the two former lover's hearts started to race again. Jenny turned around and saw him. He looked the same, correction even better. How can seeing someone for a second bring up so many feelings again? Love, hate, passion, disgust, regret. The feelings were mutual. Chuck didn't see Jenny Humphrey, famous fashion designer but Jenny Humphrey from Brooklyn whom he adores.

"Hello Chuck." Jenny said bitterly. He gave her a nod. That's when they saw Serena go on the stage

"Ok everybody. As you know everynite the adolescents are allowed to perform a song of their choice. So I have many requests to call Karina Humphrey to the stage. Tonight's theme is a song about a past event." Serena said cheerfully. Karina's eyes widened she thought to herself that now isn't the moment to sing. But she couldn't decline the offer. She went up on stage and said:

"Everyone knows about an event that happened to me in the past thank you Gossip Girl. This is a song about it." She took the acoustic guitar and sat on a stool center stage.

His little whispers.
Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for.
Love Me. Love Me.

Jenny looked down and memories filled her head.

Jenny held his hand and said: "Three words, eight letters, say it and I'm yours."

"Jenny I will not start some game with you."

"Neither will I, but Chuck Bass I am falling in" She paused. "Love with you" She said looking in his eyes, and placing a hand on his cheek.

"I-" he tried to muster out. She had hope in her heart. She said it maybe he will say it back. But she kept thinking on what happened to Blair at his father's funeral.

"I'-" "I'm sorry." He said that instead. Then he kissed her forehead softy and quickly and walked out of the building.

He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.

Chuck soon remembered about her first time with him. Her first time with anybody actually.

She walked up towards him, and sat on his lap. Chuck's mouth dropped. She put one hand on the back of his head and played with his hair, while the other hand was on his check. "How about we go somewhere quiet to talk?" She asked softly and slowly. Now the song changed to "Just Dance" He was shivering as much as he wanted to, he shouldn't. But now, he didn't care. Right before he could answer she kissed him. It was deep and passionate. But he pulled back asking her:

"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" He really did mean that. She had a worried and innocent look in her eyes.

"Yes" She whispered.

Jenny was in his room, on his bed. He was kissing her neck. She wants this.

Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window...

Jenny soon remembered everything that happened after that night

"Jenny." He said softly putting his hand on check.

She smacked it away.

"No Chuck! Don't touch me or get near me." She said with an angry tone

"Jenny, It was your suggestion to play strip poker, you kissed me and you wanted to do it I did nothing" He said with a firm face

"But you went along with everything" She said looking away.

"I kept asking you sure but you said yes" He said

"Jenny I'm apologize for what happened, but you left in the morning without a word." He continued.

Jenny looked into his eyes, he was serious. He is trying to apologize.

That night he caged her.
Bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer.
Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles.
Silent Pain.

'Kiss on the lips was what they both remembered. And everything that went along with it.

"Who's the newbie?"

"Jenny Humphrey. She's a freshman."

"I love freshman they are so…"

"Fresh?"

"Anything about her on Gossip Girl?"

"Not until you're done with her."Chuck then headed down towards the leggy blonde

"Hi. I'm Chuck." He smiled,

"I know!"I mean- Hi, I'm Jenny." She smiled at him,

"It's nice to meet you..."

"You too." They shook hands and his fingerers playing with the soft skin of her palm.

"Hey. Let's go talk some place quiet to talk." His hands playing with hers

"Oh... Okay" She nodded, although she was quite hesitant

"Well this is definitely quieter," She laughed, "but do you actually know where we're going?"

"Here looks pretty good," He said as he cut her off.

He went closer to her then soon brought his lips on her. She was shaking. He brought his lips close to hers.

Jenny pulled away and looked down as she said. "So. You said you wanted to talk... Um. What did you want to talk about?"

His finger brushed her cheek and his other hand played with her hair. "How into you I am," He whispered.

His once again softly pressed his lips on hers.

He pulled away, as he felt her resisting. "Okay, I'm sorry. If you don't want to do anything that's cool. Let's start over," he lied.

Jenny giggled as she thought everything was fine now. "Yeah, uh... Do you want to start over back at the party?"

"Have a glass of champagne." He smirked."Please?"

"Okay... maybe just one..." She gave a fake laugh.

They were sitting on the steps on the stairwell. They kissed and as they pulled apart Jenny smiled and said:

"Well. I guess that wasn't so bad." Chuck gave out a small laugh and said:

"Well you really do know how to make a guy feel special." She blushed and looked down. Then chuck said:

"Come with me you can see the whole city from up here."

"Um isn't it kind of cold out?"

"Mhmm. You can borrow my jacket. Blair and Nate are meeting us up here for the after party."

"Blair?" She asked then said "Okay!"

"No!" She whimpered as she was pinned back on the roof.

"Quiet." Chuck whispered

"Stop!" She tried to yell

"Get off! Stop!" She begged. But then she heard Dan yell and she ran towards him.

Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
Monster.


How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the windows.

"Please after what you did at the' kiss on the lips' party last year like I would EVER live in the same house as you."

"I never apologized. I deeply regret my actions of that night. But if you ever do, move in here. I'll make sure I'm not around."

After the flashbacks Chuck and Jenny booth look with sad eyes but soon turned away. Then they paid attention to their beautiful daughter on stage singing with the most remarkable vocals they have heard.

I will
Hear their voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hannah's regrets.

Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.

There's bath tubs
Full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosene
Their words tattooed in his veins, yeah.

Other than Ariel, everyone in the room was standing clapping for her. He whole crowd cheered because of how beautiful she sang that song. It didn't just talk about her parent's emotions but hers' also. As she got off the stage her mom ran down and hugged her daughter and said "that was beautiful honey."

"Brilliant." Chuck added.

"Thanks." Karina said to both of them. With her mother's smile.

"I know it's late. But honey do you want to go somewhere to eat or talk?" Jenny asked feeling a little awkward. Karina looked at her dad who looked away thinking it wasn't any of his business. But it was his business!

"Yea. Of course mom!" Karina said and then added: "Let me just grab my coat."As her daughter walked off Jenny walked down to her daughters so called 'friend', she didn't know Chuck was right behind her.

"So Andrew." Jenny started.

"Since when did you and guppy become an item? Like I'm all on board for the whole 'Andrew Karina Andrew Karina whoo!' thing but how did it all start." Jenny said smiling. Andrew laughed but said:

"Ms. Humphrey. I am just completely lost as you are. She pulled me in and I think the friendship boarder line has been crossed" he said. Jenny was confused

"Oh ok. I'll ask her about it. Consider your ass saved." She said smiling then said "I will see you tomorrow but bye." She hugged him and gave a wave then as she turned. She saw Chuck right behind her saying "Ms?" With a smirk. She rolled her eyes and walked off. Karina was in the limo waiting for her mom. She saw her coming out with Chuck following her. "Stay right there sweetie ill be in, in a second." Then closed the door Karina yelled "What?" because she wanted to hear the first actual conversation of her parents. Jenny then turned towards Chuck and said:

"Can you make it quick Chuck?" he raised his hands up and said:

"don't worry I'm only offering you a place to stay."

"Thanks but no thanks. I'm staying with Nate." He grinded his teeth from hearing that name. She turned to about to open the car door when Chuck stopped her and said:

"I think we should first talk about 'us'" Chuck said firmly holding onto her arm.

"I'm with Nate." Jenny abruptly said as soon as he finished saying his sentence. Chuck looked down for a second but then said

"and I'm with Blair." Jenny nodded and said

"keep that in mind." Jenny then got into the limo leaving Chuck alone outside of Victrola. This all felt too familiar to him

"Chuck how do I-" She said joyful, until she froze and saw them together.

"Jenny!" Chuck shouted, when he pulled Blair off of him.

"I'm sorry I was interrupting you guys" She said looking down with tears. Then she ran out.

"Wait!" he said but he was too late.

"Oops" Blair said with a smile, and walked out triumph smirk.

Chuck looked out his window. And saw Jenny crying outside. Until he saw Nate go up and hug her. Then he saw them get in the limo and drive off.


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