In The Door Of Freedom
Rework Of Jealous And Different
Chapter 8 – The Drama Begins
„Do not you blame it on me and set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now" – Lacrymosa – Evanescence
A/N: I don't own The Incredibles. Neither the song. Oh, and it's in Violet's P.O.V!
Cara is the only one, who can understand me, whenever I talk in half words. Even thought Ann and I are supposed to do present for her, making a video, where we share her every single of our pictures together, and that causes a lot of trouble, I am mainly focusing on myself. Lately. As I promised it to Dash. But I kept being sick. More and more. The throwing ups became a routine for me. And I didn't want to do a thing against it. I have sent Ann the video part, then turned to Cara. Who were trying to solve the mistery reason for me being more and more sick, than usual.
„So it means did you two…?" Cara asked.
„Ah, snap out of it!" I answered. „Why does it a matter?"
„You know why, Vi." Cara sighed.
„Not really want to answer to this. Do I have to?" I asked.
„Obviously, yeah. Will your answer be the same?" Cara asked back.
„Obviously, yeah." I answered.
„There is possiblity for your sickenss, girl. You know." Cara sighed.
„I know." I sat down, and tried to look into myself.
What if this is all true? And it will get worster? I don't want my life to be more dramatic. It supposed to be good, and at least, making me happy, but no! I am worried. I am scared. I do it all the time. I am more depressed now! Why doesn't my life want to be a little normal? Why do I ask this even? Ugh… I am such a horrible person.
Cara's Birthday
Like we would get ready for something what is further away, was the title for Cara's birthday. Ann got everything ready, as usual. For the three of us. As it always supposed to be. Cara really loved the video we put together for her. She couldn't be any happier. I tried to be happy with them but… I couldn't. I felt my stomach closer since I found out the truth about my sickness. And yes, Cara was right.
The supposed to be girl night was off. I couldn't sleep. I didn't wake them up. So silently walked down, out to Ann's garden. It wasn't that cold. I held my phone in my hands. I had everything in my hand. The choice of telling now, or later. I checked the hour. It was the usual hour when we supposed to be together. I hated whenever we supposed to be together, I was away. I am always away for Cara and Ann. I was kindda sad about it. No matter how hard I wanted this to happen. Why does my life do it? Cannot find the correct answer for it. I guess no matter what I will alway be stuck in the beetwen.
2. 47AM: Are you awaken?
„What are you doing, Vi?" Cara asked.
„I can't sleep." I answered.
„Me either. I am worried." Cara said, while sitting down next to me. „I am feeling something inside of me. Something weirder, whenever he is around me."
„You mean, who?" I asked back.
„You will be suprised, but it's no other than Wilbur." Cara answered.
For a second, I gasped. I have been put to shook. I didn't even dared to think about Cara and Wilbur together. I just, never thought Cara would even be in the same shoe, like me! It is weird and good at the same time. We can understand eachother more and more, from now on.
„Same shoe, girl. Stays in family." I laughed. „How long? And since when? Tell me everything. You know I am so down for these stories!"
„Since he is back to school. This school. It is so weird for me. Like, I never thought I will ever fall in love again." Cara explained. „It is so good, that it feels wrong, and I don't have to explain myself infront of a girl who is loving her brother."
„I understand you, perfectly." I smiled at her.
2. 52AM: I miss you, Vi…
2. 53AM: I miss you too, Dash…
„So, did you found out why are you so sick?" Cara breaked the silence.
„Cara, I am pregnant." I sighed.
„You are what?!" Ann asked, a little louder.
„Are you totally sure in this?" Cara asked. „And shut your mouth, you idiot. It's almost 3 AM!"
„Holy god, you are carrying a child inside you, Vi. This is extremly crazy." Ann said.
„Like my life wouldn't be that crazy already." I sighed.
We talked. Long over everything. And I am still not that sure what I wanna do in the future with this information about a children inside me. But I know I have to talk with Dash about it. I am just way scared. What will happen in the future. And I am so sure in that, there will be no return then in our relationship.
The morning talk became a tired thing. We were all tired for the end of these long talks. I was so sure I can sleep until the late afternoon. But also want to talk with Dash about this. Can't have any single break now. Every hour is ticking fast.
Cara wrote a long message, during her way to home. To explain everything. Her feelings towards Wilbur. I wrote back, and we talked about it. It is weird to see Cara in love again. The last time she was in love was in the Freshman year. When everything happened. Normanisan Island. Cara fell in love with someone, and they have hurted Cara so bad, that she was thinking in something real bad… That is in the past. Now I am focusing on Cara's lovelife. To make it better. And try to give her everything what she deserves.
3. 59PM: Vi, I need your help…
The message this time wasn't from Dash. It was from Wilbur. I was suprised I still have his number. But what if Wilbur feels the same towards Cara? Then it can all be amazing, and a happy ending story. Put down the enemy thing now, and care about your friend!
4. 00PM : I am willing to help. Let's meet up, but quick.
What am I doing…?
