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Misaki's P.O.V

I was walking in the same garden I love to breath some air at whenever I felt overworked or tired. I love this garden the most 'cause it has so many trees, unlike other parks around. It even has a row of trees surrounding it, making a fence-like shape. However, there are few areas of sand for children to play.

I don't know why. I just felt uneasy and seriously needed to be here.

A nice, gentle breeze blew over the place, making the small branches of the trees dance in the air, making a light voice along with its movement. Kids were playing happily everywhere. They were just so pure. I smiled when I recognized one of the cutest kids ever, Yuya-chan. He didn't notice me. He was too busy tring to give his best shot to kick the ball just as I tought him before. He did it! Without falling! I was about to go unconsciously to hug him, but I noticed a familiar figure around the corner that stopped me on my tracks. A lot of confusion hit me. I blinked thousand times, then an ear to ear smile rushed over to my face.

My mother! I felt so happy. I ran towards her then collided to her, hugging her.

"You're okay!" I yelled.

She said smiling:"Yes, my darling" She broke the hug. The gentle smile of hers was replaced by a cold look as she said :"But those children, they shouldn't be fine"

"What do you mean?" I asked, wondering.

"Let's set a small fire here" She said with an unreadable look on her face.

"Haha, you still have your bad jokes" Yes, she must be joking. I mean, a fire?

"Do I seem like I'm joking?" She asked in a stern voice, which made me frown.

She dug out a lighter out of her pocket with a small envelope. I was wondering what's all that about. She burned the edge of the envelope, then threw it on the grass.

As soon as what's happening sank into my mind, I panicked! I looked around, searching for anything to put out the small fire that wasn't small anymore. My mother pulled me out of the garden that was filled with flames in no time. Everyone ran away as well. I looked around. I saw two of the kids. My heart skipped a beat. Where's Yuya-chan? I can't see him anywhere around! He must be in there, but how do I get in? The wooden entrance is on fire! Someone besides me had a bag filled of water bottles. I snatched it out of his grasp, poured water on myself, then dashed into the garden.

The heat of flames hurt my eyes more than the light, making my eyes tear. My sight was blurry as I tried to search for Yuya-chan. Not to mention that the smoke was choking me. I started coughing. My lungs begged me to get out, but I had to find him. I was soon dragged out by a strong force. I struggled to stay and look for him, but my struggling was futile tries. Whoever was dragging me out was so strong. I soon realized he was a fireman.

"There's a child still in there! " My hoarse voice tried to yell, pleading, but my pleads were ignored. I coughed badly as soon as I was out. I tried to get in again, not caring that there was no place to get in from. There must be a way! I was held again by the same fireman. I gathered my strength to yell once more as tears were rushing out of my eyes

"There's a child in there! "

"It's a suicide to get in now! " I heard another fireman say as he was trying to put out the fire.

Mom ran towards me. I cried to her asking:"What did you do that for? Why? How could you?!"

She said nothing and dragged me to the car. She drove back home in silence. I was too confused and disappointed. My tears refused to stop all ride long. Without I knew it. I fell a sleep.

In my dream, I was walking in a dark corridor, then I spotted a little child laying on floor. Getting closer, he was Yuya-chan, but he was covered in blood! I shook him in a try to check if he was fine.

He opened his eyes slightly saying:"You killed me Misaki... You didn't help me..." Then he closed his eyes.

I woke up, feeling my cheeks wet. I was crying. It made sense since I felt that terrible pain in my heart. I called Mika. I didn't really know what time it was. I didn't care.

I heard the rings. One by one. I wondered if she'll ever pick up. I needed to talk to someone. Anyone!

"Do you even know what time it is? " She answered, scolding.

"I... Don't"

"Misaki? Don't call this number again." She hung up, leaving me daze out at space.

The next morning came, and I had no sleep at all after that nightmare. I went to drink some water since my throat was so dry. I saw my mother making breakfast. I didn't really talk to her and got back to my room. In a while, she got into my room, saying:"You don't want to talk me?"

I didn't answer.

"Fine. I didn't think you'll give up on your mother like that" She continued. What is she accusing me of? I can't believe it!

"You didn't tell me, why in the world did you do that?" I asked, trying to ignore the previous words I heard.

"I don't have to explain myself to a bad girl who denies her own mother. Actually, you should be punished" She answered in a stern voice, which scared me. This wasn't my mother!

"Maybe you should follow the kids you preferred on your own mother" She added. I didn't know what she actually meant 'till I saw that lighter in her hand again.

Is she for real? I didn't believe it 'till I saw flames everywhere. I pulled her out of the room, but before we managed to get out of the house, she yanked her arm out of my grasp.

"What are you doing?" I asked, filled with confusion while she stood still, not even looking at me.

"I'd rather die than be with you" She whispered, but I could hear what she said. It went right through my heart like an arrow, but that wasn't the time to weep about being hurt, nor the time to talk. I held her wrist to pull her out before the flames get to swallow everything. She yanked her arm once more yelling:" Let go of me!"

I stood in daze for a split second, then unconsciously yelled : "Just get out and I'll disappear from your life!"

A burning piece of wood fell in front of me, seperating us. I felt Usui dragging me out despite my struggles. It only took a moment for the house to totally collapse as soon as we got out. My mom was still in there! I was too shocked to utter a word. My tears were stuck in my eyes as if shock didn't give them the permission to pass yet. Did she hate me 'that' much?!

My mind stopped functioning as the ultimate goal of my body was to get in there. Where my mother is, but my body's struggling went to no avail. Usui's grasp was chaining me! No, that can't be happening. Mother can't be under that debris!

A hug. I felt a tight hug, but the coldness in my heart didn't allow me to feel it's warmth. My tears started falling without control. Maybe that hug melted them from their frozen state. Pain... I couldn't feel anything but pain and agony. I wanted to scream. My voice came out so shuddered. I felt like choking in my own breaths.

"It'll be okay" A whisper came from Usui who was hugging me, but I didn't believe it. Everything was so real no matter how much I tried to deny it. I wished if there was no tomorrow.

I stared at the food in front of me as if it was my biggest enemy. My head felt really light. I could guess it's from not sleeping, crying my eyes out,and not eating, but still, I had no appetite what so over. I laid back on the bed that had a damp pillow now. It's my eyes' fault for wetting it just recently. I could care less about that.

A strong bang on the door was heard. I ignored it. Usui would take care of it since it's his house. I'm not in my house anymore, nor with mother. Mother doesn't even exist anymore. I felt new fresh tears gather upon my eyes at the thought. I failed miserably to block them from falling down.

"Misaki is here. Isn't she?"

I heard a familiar voice shout. Father?!

My doubt had been confirmed as father barged into the room.

"You killed her! You killed my wife! If not, how could you survive alone?!" He shouted, his tight grasp on my shirt's collar.

I did nothing but crying. It felt terrible. It all felt unbearable. I didn't know what I'm supposed to cry for. I was hated by everyone. I'm sure my real father hated me too. That's why he's gone.

Usui hit my father, trying to push him away from me. I saw them fighting. Usui on top of my father. Both of them holding knifes. No! My father will kill Usui! I unconsciously took a needle that was on table and injected it into my father's body, wishing it wouldn't be harmful. It was the only weapon around.

Everything started to get blurry. With the last bit of consciousness in me, I felt myself collide to the floor, then everything turned black.

Waking up, Usui smiled at me and said: "It'll be alright" He kept saying that all day.

"Nothing will be alright!" I yelled, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Why am I tiring myself with you when you don't believe my words?" He snapped at me.

He dragged me to the room next to the one I'm staying at.

As soon as he opened the door, I saw my father, tied to a chair. My mother, Mika and Yuya-chan. I was in a total daze. Mother was a live?! Yuya-chan too? What's happening?

"Wondering what's happening? well, let's say your mother found a way out from the back of house and didn't tell you since she didn't want to see you. This child, well, he survived, but that doesn't matter now. Let's get done with this."

I ran to my mother's side. I wanted to feel her existence. It all felt like a fantasy. Before I could reach her, I stopped on my tracks as I heard:

"Since you insist nothing will be alright, let's turn it for real"

I was like... 'What?'

"Say goodbye to them" He gave me a sick smirk. There was a metal in his hand,hanging on his side. I didn't recognize it 'till it was too late

*Bang!*

I stopped breathing. The direction of shooting... I followed it with my gaze, my stomach felt as if someone just punched it hard. Mom?! He shot my mother! I shook her violently, begging her t open her eyes, but...

*Bang!* Another bullet interrupted. A weak yelp was my guide to know where the bullet resided. Father!

Before I could move, he shot once more.

*Bang!* Mika! My heart was shattered billion pieces and stepped on that pieces. With the only sanity left in me, I stood in front of Yuya-chan. 'Not the child too! ' I begged in my mind

I was soon pushed aside, and *Bang!* echoed in the place.

"Happy now? Nothing will be alright. They're all gone. Because of you."

End of Misaki's P.O.V

Usui ran back to his place. To where Misaki is. That freaky scientist words playing in his head.

'Let's just say I was trying to make her believe things that never happened. As if trying to control her mind. Who knows what the world can do when they are able to control someone's mind. Unfortunately, the fastest way to show results was making her live a nightmare. Her worst fears came all together. I have no idea what she was dreaming of. I was still in the middle of controlling that.

The tube that was attached to the back of her neck sent signals to make everything in her nightmares absolutely real, so even if her nightmares didn't make any sense at all, she was forced to believe them. I didn't finish the work, so I have no clue how long this will last. However, she'll not believe any of the reality. What she felt those two weeks is the only thing that's real to her now'

'Misaki...'

A/N:

Everyone who reviewed, Thank you So much. It feels sooooo good to see your pen-names around.

Pervert outerspace alien lover:
I guess this chapter answer your question of 'What happened to Misaki?'
I'm looking forward to see more of your reviews as well :3

Honoko-chan:
Good to know you thought it's great :D

Magica Ring :
I do try to update as soon as I can na. Plz bear with me.
Hehe, you read my mind. I was wondering if anyone would follow if I wrote another story. I already have a strange idea in mind. And don't worry, your expressions are good :D

Twinkle Earthling :
Waah! I think you pity Misaki even more now. Me too. I know I'm not the one to say that though.
The scientest HAS to suffer -_- .
I love how you call me. 'Love4dreams-san'
"I'll tell you since I have nothing to lose."
Sorry for giving you the wrong hint XD
Regarding the ending note: Thank you so much for the support na :DDD

inksilverblue :
I think that's where the fun lies, when you keep guessing :3
You thought the fight scene was good? What a relief!
Thanks for understanding and for your support :DD

Razielle :
'What kind of drug is it?'
This chapter answered your question
Good to know you're still following :3