AN: There are 3 things I'd like to address that have come to my (and other writers) attention in recent times. If you don't want to read what I'm going to ramble on about (because I'm know to write "chapter long" AN's), just skip down past the bolded text ;-).

#1: If a writer that you consider to be 'exclusively' a femslash writer posts a story that is of a M/F pairing (or any other pairing for that matter), DON'T be rude and belittle what they post even if you pre/post face it with a "no offence". Writers write what WE want to write including F/F, M/M, M/F because it's what our muses tell us to write. If you don't like the pairings we write, DON'T read it! Constructive criticism, yes. Outright criticism, not cool.

#2: If you PM a writer requesting them to write a story and that writer politely turns that request down for whatever reason (the writer doesn't ship the pairing; the writer is uncomfortable with the subject matter they're being asked to write about; or the writer is busy with other writing projects), accept their answer (maybe even thank them for at least considering your request) and move on. DON'T PM back and say (and I quote) "thanks for ruining my day". Little bitch ass comments like that won't endear yourself to the writer WHATSOEVER.

#3: If a writer hasn't updated their story in a while, DON'T bombard them with "update soons", and DON'T repeatedly point out that's been so many days/months since it was updated if it's ONLY been a month or so since they updated. Firstly, see if they have updated/posted another story even if you don't read/follow that particular story. They might have an AN explaining why they haven't updated their other stories. Perhaps their muse is wanting them to write something else? Perhaps they have writers block? Secondly, check their lookup. They might have posted why they haven't been updating. They might be having personal problems/health issues etc, or working more/different hours. I did that back on November 13. Thirdly, send them a PM saying you read their story and was wondering when an update might occur? Writers will be happy to let you know these sorts of things. Receiving 1 or 2 is fine... Receiving 7 anon feedbacks asking when I'm going to update in the space of a month is a bit OTT, don't you think? I get you love this story and eagerly await updates, but if you'd bothered to do any of the above suggestions, you'd have seen that I've bought a house and am in the process of moving my house AND my entire business while still running the business! I have very limited spare time and already feel bad for not writing/updating as regularly as I've done in the past. Getting numerous feedbacks pointing out I haven't updated since October 5 is NOT helpful to me. I haven't updated 'ISBY' since July and 'Forbidden' since August, so the beginning of October for this story isn't that long ago seeing it's now the end of November. I have, however, posted Olivia's POV in 'Missing Mama', and posted the opening chapter to 'Don't. Want. To. Get. Up' (in which I explained why updates might be a bit slower) during that time frame, so I'm not sitting back twiddling my thumbs. Yes, some writers can post quickly and often, some of us can't like we usually do when things in our lives alter. I hope I haven't lost any readers because of this rant, but PLEASE be patient with me and other writers. We have lives to live and jobs to do in reality before we can consider our spare time things like writing lady loving fanfics for the enjoyment of our readers :-). End rant.

Now if you've survived all that, I hope you enjoy this update :-). It's definitely up there in the "I'm nervous because this is probably some of the hottest stuff I've written" category. Please let me know what you think :-)


The silence in the playroom is deafening as Olivia and Alex wait in anticipation for me to do something... anything.

I flex my fingers then ball them into fists in an attempt to build up my courage. I'm a pet... their pet... Mistress and Ma'am's pet, and I've been given a direct punishment order which I'm currently not fulfilling.

Jesus Christ, who am I kidding? I have never done this in my life! Yes of course I've masturbated, I'm not going to be ridiculously naïve and obtuse to deny something like that. I masturbate regularly to take the edge off to be honest, but never in front of anyone... not even her. She, however, would make me watch her pleasure herself with her own fingers or one of numerous toys we had. Allegra made me watch her please herself as well.

Olivia and Alex share a look with eyebrows raised while they continue waiting. They're being so patient with me and it's not something I'm used to. Granted, it is only the second time we've played together, however, I would've been reprimanded by her for my tardiness if I hadn't complied almost immediately.

Alex stands and closes the small gap between the bed and the interrogation chair. She leans forward and tilts her head to the left side of my mine.

"Do you want the scene to end, Amanda?" she asks quietly, her lips tickle the shell of my ear.

With my mouth still stuffed with hers and Olivia's sheer panties, I shake my head, no.

"You don't ever have to do anything you don't want to with us. If you ever want a scene to change course or end when you can't say any of your safe words, you just snap your fingers and Liv and I will stop right away... alright?"

I nod in understanding.

"Very good. We'll continue then," Alex kisses the tip of my nose before sitting back down on the bed. The persona of dominant slips back into place when Alex tuts in disappointment, "Mistress gave you a direct instruction, Pet, and you're not fulfilling it."

"I think our pet likes to be filled rather than fulfilling her punishments," Olivia teases playfully. "Kind of like someone else I know, Ma'am."

"Pot. Kettle. Black. Mistress," Alex toys with the adjuster of her garter belt. "Pot. Kettle. Black."

Olivia ignores the jibe and gets to her feet. She places her hands on my forearms as she leans closer, pinning my still cuffed wrists to the padded leather chair arms. Those dark brown eyes stare intently into mine and after a few moments I have to look down and away in submission. It's only then do I feel Olivia's mouth crashing against mine with an almost bruising force. Maybe I'd be bold and kiss her back if these panties weren't in my mouth? I feel Liv's teeth bite into my lower lip, then gently tug as she pulls back and ends the kiss. With my wrists still pinned my her hands, Olivia leans her body forward and brushes a nipple over my reddened lips.

"If only you hadn't been so disobedient, Pet, you could've had mine in your mouth right now. Maybe another time once you've fulfilled your punishment? Now..." Olivia steps back and releases my wrists before squatting down resting her chin on the seat of the interrogation chair between my spread open thighs. She leans forward and I can feel her lips brush against my smooth lower lips as she looks up at me and speaks, "Why aren't you doing as you were told, Pet? Why aren't you masturbating?"

Oh god! Olivia's just as much a clit tease as Alex is! Feeling her mouth on my bare folds like that is just maddening. She did it earlier when she was putting the thigh cuffs on me.

"Ma'am and I would find it difficult to believe you don't know how to pleasure yourself, so why aren't you? Are you shy? Embarrassed, perhaps?" Olivia drags her tongue over my smooth folds and I feel a pulse of wetness escape me. "Have you never masturbated in front of your owner before, Pet?"

Still unable to speak, I shake my head from side to side ever so slightly in response.

Olivia spreads open my bare folds with her thumb and index finger of her left hand and begins circling my clit so torturously slow with the index finger of her right hand, "Then how will Ma'am and I know how to reward you when you're an exceptionally well behaved pet?"

Her finger travels down to my opening to gather more arousal then continues circling my clit, and even with these panties stuffed in my mouth, my moan can be heard by all of us in the quiet of the playroom.

Liv smiles, "Yes, Ma'am and I will reward you or punish you how we see fit based on your own behaviour, Pet, but we're not cruel owners. We like a pet that's well behaved... isn't that right, Ma'am?"

"That's correct, Mistress," Alex replies as she watches Olivia's movements between my legs intently. What Olivia doesn't see, but I certainly do, is that Alex shifts on the bed and discreetly squeezes her own thighs together.

"Sadly, you were very naughty earlier and now you have to take your punishment like the good pet we know you can be," Olivia stills her finger.

I yelp and squirm in shock when Olivia suddenly begins spanking my spread open bare folds in chastisement with her four fingers in a rapid fire onslaught. Allegra told me that Chrissy Amphlett from The Divinyls once sang: 'It's a fine line between pleasure and pain', and right now Olivia proving that point. But just as suddenly as she began her flurry of spanks, Olivia stops the assault and pulls my clit into her mouth for a moment and swirls her tongue around my bundle of nerves.

Olivia lets go of my clit, looks up at me and gives me that crooked smile, "Maybe you need a helping hand?"

One finger suddenly pushes inside my core, then two fingers.

"I bet I could get my whole hand inside this wet pussy of yours if I wanted to..." Olivia muses while she fucks me slowly.

My eyes widen in surprise and shock. Shit! I've never been fisted before! Four fingers have been the most I've ever taken, yet the thought of Olivia and Alex dominating in such a way is quite a turn on.

Liv stills her fingers then withdraws them from within me, "...But not tonight, Pet. We might work towards that some time later. Now, I know you want to taste Ma'am and myself and that's never going to happen if you don't start your punishment of masturbating. So when I sit back down on the bed, I want to see one of your hands spreading that pussy of yours open so Ma'am and I see everything you do."

Alex speaks up, "And I want the fingers of the other hand playing with your clit or being shoved deep inside you, and you'll keep doing that until Mistress and I say you can come. Do we make ourselves clear, Pet?"

I nod in understanding.

"Good! Because orgasm denial is a much worse punishment than being whipped, flogged or being made to masturbate in front of your owner. Isn't that right, Mistress?"

"Pot. Kettle. Black. Ma'am," Olivia retorts as she stands up. She takes a moment to adjust the position of my collar to her liking. Then as she starts stepping backwards, Liv looks at me and says sweetly, "Pet, you have permission to close your eyes, but be aware Ma'am and I might ask you to open them later. Now, start your punishment."

I swallow on reflex even though I have no moisture left in my mouth. The sheer panties have taken care of that, yet I can finally taste the faintest whisper of combined arousals and it's just as intoxicating as it was when Alex first stuffed them in my mouth. I desperately want to taste them both tonight and loathe orgasm denial. She loved using that punishment on me more times than I care to remember.

How did that other Divinyls song go that Allegra sang while she masturbated in front of me? Oh yeah... 'I don't want anybody else; When I think about you, I touch myself,'. Think of anyone except her. Think of Alex and Olivia... Allegra too. Imagine my hand is their hands and think of all the wonderful things they've done to me.

Letting instinct take over, my eyes close when I begin fondling my own breasts. I don't linger too long because I don't want to earn the ire of my Mistress and Ma'am seeing I'm supposed to be fucking myself. After pinching my nipples for the last time, I move my hands lower. My skin erupts in goosebumps and I can't be sure if it's from the cold metal carabiners attached to the wrist cuffs tickling my flesh while my hands skate down my torso, or if it's from the knowledge that Alex and Olivia are watching my every move. Maybe it's a combination of both? My fingertips hit the leather cuffs around the tops of my thighs and I feel my heart rate pick up speed. After a moment of hesitation and a deep calming breath, I spread myself open with my left hand and earn a hum of approval from both Olivia and Alex. My index finger of my right hand makes contact with my clit and I hum my own approval. I can feel how sensitive I am after that swift spanking from Olivia as I circle my bundle of nerves. I know it won't take me very much to send me flying, and I can't come without permission, so I keep my teasing light.

"Yes..." Alex purrs, "Very nice. Keep going, Pet."

With that gentle encouragement, I move down and gather more arousal and resume my circling. When I feel a fresh pulse of wetness escape me, I abandon my clit, push two finger inside and begin fucking myself at a slow, steady rhythm. The slick, wet sounds emanating from between my legs as I thrust in and out is borderline obscene. I'd be nothing but embarrassed if I was making eye contact with Alex and Olivia right now, and I'd probably say my safe word... yet I do as I'm asked when Olivia encourages me to go faster.

A small moan rumbles in my throat and I know I'm getting closer. Olivia asks me if I'm wanting to come soon and I don't hesitate in nodding 'yes' in response.

"Just a little longer, Pet. We'll let you come soon enough," Alex says, then adds, "Open your eyes, Pet. Mistress and I want to see those beautiful eyes of yours while you fuck yourself."

My eyes flutter open and the sight I'm met with... holy shit! I see Alex and Olivia sitting on the edge of the bed, their legs spread open as wide as mine, watching me intently as they fuck each other with their fingers. Never did I imagine I'd see Alex's hand working in and out of Olivia's core while Liv did the same to Alex while they watched me masturbate as punishment. My inner walls flutter around my fingers at the erotic visual and all I can do is whimper.

"Do you want to come, Pet?" Olivia queries while still working her fingers in and out of Alex's opening.

Hurriedly, I nod.

Alex gives me a sympathtic smile and continues finger fucking her wife, "Pet, pull those fingers out of that wet pussy of yours and just hold yourself open like you did at the beginning. Mistress and I will take care of everything else."

I remove my fingers from within and my Mistress and Ma'am do the same. As I spread my lower lips open, I watch Liv and Alex clean the arousal from their fingers and share a hungry kiss. They kneel down in front of the interrogation chair and each push a finger inside of my slick core.

"You have permission to come whenever you want," Olivia confirms before she and Alex lean forward and begin lashing my clit with their tongues.

Their assault is relentless, as is their simultaneous pistoning. The sight of both Alex and Olivia's faces between my thighs looking up at me is too much and within moments my orgasm takes hold. I'm thankful to be sitting down as wave and wave of orgasmic bliss ripples over and through my body. This, being dominated by two women at the same time, is the best thing ever! Once I'm completely limp, I feel my hands being moved away and my legs being unshackled from the chair legs... and that's the last thing I remember. When I wake up, I realise I'm back in the middle of the bed with Alex on my left side and Olivia on my right... and the panties have been removed from my mouth.

Olivia smiles down at me, "We're glad you finally woke up, Pet. We thought we'd exhausted you and couldn't continue. Would you like a drink before we continue?"

"No," I croak, working my jaw from side to side. Panties aren't as bad as having a ball gag in my mouth, at least.

Alex begins toying with the D-ring of my collar, "Mistress and I both agree you took your punishment with dignity and that deserve a special reward. You have a choice to make, Pet. There is no right or wrong answer, and we're not going to tell you what you're choosing for in the next round of fun in the playroom. You could be choosing who you get to taste first, or you could be choosing who fucks that deliciously wet pussy of yours first... but you need to choose between myself or Mistress. You must make a choice or forfeit the opportunity to choose altogether and we end the scene here and now. Tick-tock, Pet! Five seconds!"

Wait, what?! I hear Alex counting down but I'm trying to comprehend what was just said. How am I supposed to pick between Olivia and Alex... my Mistress or my Ma'am?

"Time's up, Pet. Make your choice or the scene is over!" Alex tugs the D-ring.

"Alright!" The hint of panic in my voice is easily heard. Fuck! Gotta make a decision! "I choose..."


End Note: PLEASE be patient with me. I honestly don't know when I'll be updating next. You can leave comments on who you think you'd choose if you were in the same situation, or who you think Amanda might choose ;-). FYI: I haven't decided if it will be Mistress or Ma'am... yet ;-)