BEST OF BOTH WORLD'S

CHAPTER 7

AT 9 AM sadie woke up. She got dressed and headed out to her car.she was ready for her appointment at the women's clinic.to she pulled out of driveway and headed off.

Meanwhile. Jude wasn't at school. she was at g-major.she burst into daruis's office.
jude-D I need to talk to you!
darius- I am in a meeting Jude. he said motioning to the two men and tommy that were sitting in front of his desk.
jude-I am sorry but, there is something important I need to tell you.
can you please come outside with me for just a minute?
darius-excuse me for just a minute gentlemen? I will be right back.
he followed jude outside.he said-what is the problem? why aren't you at school?
jude-there is a huge problem that I need you to help me solve.
darius-what is problem? he said softening.
jude-sadie is pregnant and, it's yours.
darius-What?
jude-You heard me it true. she is at the women's clinic right now and, I think she about to make a huge mistake.she said almost in a whisper.
Darius-You mean abortion? he said. with pained look on his face.
jude-I am agianst abortion.my friends and I tried to convince her this is wrong. I think that you will have to be the one that stops her.
darius-but how can i?He said looking confused.
jude-come with me.she said heading for the door.He followed her not sure what he was doing.They got in her car and headed off to the clinic.
jude-i can't believe your in my car.she said darius-Me either. But I also never excepted to be in your car going to the women's clinic with you to stop your sister from having an abortion with my baby.So all in all it a weird day all around.
he said with an odd smile.
jude-I guess your right.It's not much farther.she said.keeping her eyes on the road and attempting to hide a tear that was falling down her cheek.she was so happy if darius would walk out on a meeting he must care about sadie right?
darius-jude I want you to know that I think your sister is a special girl.And that I would never do anything to hurt her.And if I had known about this it would have never came to this.She could have told me. I wouldn't have done any of those messed up things guy's do.I would have respected any decision she made regarding our child including if she wanted some else to help her raise it.I know about her and kwest and I would done my best to help her with that sitution.he said taking a deep breath to keep the tears from comming.
jude-D I never all this about you.At first I have to honest I was asking myself what Sadie was thinking.You have always seemed like a cold and uncaring person and, I never pictured Sadie with someone like that.
But now I see what see saw in you.jude said.so happy that sadie was a better judge of character than her.
darius-well I don't know all about that.I think three bottles of whine she had made me much more charming than I am.he said. Jude laughed at this.a mental picture of D acting all don wuan in her head made her laugh harder.
They pulled into the parking alot of the women's clinic parked.
and just sat there for a minute mentally prepare themselves for what might happen.Darius was the first to get out and Jude quickly followed him inside.He hurried to the desk.
reciptionist-can I help you.she said her voice cheerfull.
Darius-yes we are here for sadie harrison.the nurse looked sadie up in her computer.
nurse-she has alreay went to the back.sorry. she said with a little frown.
jude-this is the baby's father and she is my sister we need to see her now.
jude said in the most grown up and demanding she could.
nurse-i am sorry.she said anger in her voice.darius flashed a roll of bills.
darius-what do you say now?she snached a fifty and said.right this way.
she led them to a room marked 21 and,opened the door.
nurse-miss harrison you have some visitors.
sadie-who?
nurse-your sister and the father of your baby.the nurse answered.
jude-sadie i.
sadie-jude what did you do?she crossed her arms as she sat on the hospital bed in a blue spotted gown.
darius-she did the right thing.sadie what were thinking?didn't you think that i had a right to know i had a child before you got rid of it?
sadie looked down and said-i didn't think you would believe me.
darius-i thought you knew me better than that sades.i am not a kid.
i am grown man who takes responibliaty for his actions.i will help you in anyway i can i promise.sadie eyes had become clouded over with tears.
sadie-really,but what about kwest i will have to tell him about what happened.i love him and i don't want to hurt him over one night of.
...um to much to drink.i just want this all to go away.she sobbed.
darius-if you really know kwest you know he will understand.you made a mistake you are human after all.
sadie-that just it.I don't wanna spend the rest of my life thinking my child is a mistake.children are mistakes,they are just unplanned.
she said looking at jude who was an unplanned pregnancey for their parents.-i mean look at jude she was unplanned and, what would i have done without her? sadie said crying only a little now.
jude-thank you sadie i love you to.she said blowing her sister a kiss.
she was in tears now as well.
darius-sadie I will do anything you want just don't kill this baby.
what if its another jude and will bring nothing but happiness to this world? and you take it away before it gets the chance?how will you live with yourself?he said taking a deep breath and waiting for her reaction.she just sat there a thoughtfull look on her face.as if she was considering all the information given.finally she looked back at them.
sadie-you are right but, i am holding you to all your promises.your gonna help me all the way through this.i would never keep another jude from the world.she rubbed her still flat tummy.-you never know this baby could do anything.darius burst into a smile and hugged sadie.
she smiled at jude over his shoulder mouthing thank you.jude mouthed your welcome and,quietly left the room.one problem down and countless others to go she thought.she sat down on a orange plastic chair and,
started to work on song lyrics. she came up with this...

without you.

I miss you.and i need you to be here with me.
when i was yound i met you and i loved you since then.i finally found that you loved me too.we made our mistakes but we came alright than i got pregnant and you tried your best to help me but i messed uo and theres not a day that goes by that i don't wish i could change it.
but mistakes are mistakes.and past can't be changes only the future.
i ruined our future but i hope you still loved.but it was to late like a theif in the god took you from me and i will never stop missing you.but you live on in our child.

it was pretty bad.but that was fine it could only get better.she wanted to write a song about liberty and jt but, it wasn't comming easy to her.
maybe because she would never know jt and it wasn't her relationship.
as a matter of fact her relationship was falling apart before her eyes and she was doing nothing to stop it.just then darius and sadie came out of the room bith smiling.they stopped when they saw the look on her face.
sadie-jude what's wrong?she said looking truely concerned.
jude-i have to get to the studio right now.i made a mistake and i have fix it right way.she hurried out the door.she gotin the car and sped off for the studio.
sadie tried to call out to her. she saw that semi but, jude didn't.
it smashed into the side of judes car with a crunch.sadie ran for her screaming jude's name.there was glass everywhere and a siren in the distance.darius heard someone screaming jude's later he realized it was him.

Jude was rushed to the hospital.sadie and darius were both there waiting for the news.when tommy walked in.
tommy-what happened where is she?is she going to be alright?
sadie-she's on surgery and we haven't been informed of her condition.
sadie eyes were red. she was right there and there was nothing she could do to help jude.tommy sat down and than got up and started pacing.he didn't want his last word to jude to have been."gown up ok if you to be with me decide that once and for all. no more games"
a few minutes later her friends liberty,manny,emma,sean,jay and,craig walked in.
liberty-i can't believe this.i was calling her to tell her that i got the papers in the mail about the motion she filed to get my baby back.she said she would call me back and then i heard the crash.omg i am bad luck its me if she never made friends with me she would be ok.
liberty said.
sadie-liberty its not your fault she was rushing she said she needed to get to the studio.
tommy-she was comming to me. i made her feel bad with my childish jealous.
craig-dude you were right i was scamming on your girl whenever i could but, she rejected me.
after a while they all sat there in silence waiting for the doctor.
finally after nine hours the doctor came out.
doctor-anyone here for jude harrison.
all-we are.they all stood up.
doctor-well i am glad to see that she has a lot of people who care about her.because she is gonna need you.she has a long road of recovery ahead of her.