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There it was, the little red cross that made Donna excited, nervous, overjoyed and impatient. She and Harvey had now been dating for almost 6 months although it felt as though it had been forever. I guess 12 years of being nothing more than friends had given them the time to learn every little detail about each other before they started their relationship. That day Donna decided that she would head home early so that she could buy candles and make dinner before Harvey got home. She wanted it to be special when he found out. She was a little nervous (okay a lot nervous) about telling him. They hadn't discussed children at all but Harvey had let a comment slip a few weeks ago about their children being smart and beautiful.

Donna decided to take some of the less well known alleys on the way to the store. She liked to take the back roads so that she could absorb the true atmosphere of the city. Since she arrived in New York she had been mesmerized but the constant noise and overcrowded streets and liked to go out of her way to find the quiet between all of the chaos.

She had always felt fearless everywhere she went. She had never been afraid of the dark but as she turned around a corner she could tell that something was about to happen. She didn't know why she felt this way but she all of a sudden got the urge that she should turn around a go a different way. She swung around on her heels and started to walk away when she felt someone tug on her handbag. Being Donna, she didn't let go like she probably should have. It was stupid but Harvey had brought her that bag after the whole Stephen situation and it reminded her that Harvey had always looked out for her. As she went to tug back on the bag to try and run away she felt a sharp pain in her side which cause her to let go and fall to the ground.

She looked down at her side her hands which were now covered in a layer of blood. There was a knife in her side going right through her designer dress. He hands were shaking as she stumbled for her phone. Just as she was about to dial Harvey's number she started to feel faint before collapsing onto the cold stone pavement.

Meanwhile Harvey was at the office going through the details of a case. It had turned out that the man Harvey had a rather shady past which he forgot to mention leaving Harvey a big mess to try and clean up. Three very angry phone calls later Mike strolled into his office

'Where's Donna?' it wasn't like Donna to leave before Harvey

'She went home she said she wasn't feeling well so I made her leave' Donna fed Harvey some bullshit about having a cold so that she could go home and get ready before Harvey got there.

'Oh, so I have an idea on how we can keep Handson in charge of his company'

The plan was going to take a while so Harvey thought he better ring Donna and let her know not to wait up for him. When he called the home phone there was no answer so he tried her mobile that also went straight to voice mail. He thought nothing of it, for all he knew she had just gone to bed since she wasn't feeling very well. He only realised something was wrong later when he arrived at their apartment. There was no sign of Donna, he coat and bag was missing. He tried to ring her mobile again.

Hi, you have reached Donna Paulsen's phone please leave a message and I'll get back to you

'hey Donna, where did you get to so late, just give me a call before I get worried will you'

Another hour past and he still hadn't heard anything from Donna. Where had she got to so late. Everything was closed now so he decided to ring Mike; maybe she had gone around to talk to Rachel and just forgotten to let him know.

'Mike, is Donna at yours?'

'No why would she be here? Rachel's not even home remember she went on a trip with law school'

'Oh Yeh, if you see her can you let me know'

'Harvey what's going on do you need me to do anything?'

'No it's fine she's just not answering her phone and she's not here which is just a bit odd. I'm sure it's nothing'

'Ok well just let me know if you need anything'

Harvey was getting more worried by the second where the hell is she. Why hadn't she let him know that she wasn't going to be home? Harvey decided to start looking for her, he couldn't just sit at home and do nothing. His first stop was her old apartment. She had been renting it out but she had mentioned that the people were holiday and he was pretty sure she still have a few bits and bobs there. But he had no luck. Next stop was the firm. She could have gone back to look for him since he was so late home

'Harvey what are you doing here I thought you left nearly 2 hours ago, it's the middle of the night' Jessica was just leaving the lobby noticing Harvey walking into the building

'Have you seen Donna, I can't find her' Jessica noticed the worry spreading over Harvey's face. Something was not right.

'No Harvey, I'm the last one to leave. Do you need me to help look for her?'

'No that's okay' Harvey had stopped in his tracks and was already heading out the door when his phone started to ring. He let out a breath as he saw Donna's name appear at the top of the phone

'Donna, where the hell are you'

'Um, sorry I found this phone on the pavement. Your number was already typed into the phone so I thought that she would have wanted you to be here' a male voice on the end of the phone started to speak.

'What? What's going on? Who the hell are you?'

'Um I found a red headed women laying on the ground with a knife coming out of her side, I called an ambulance but she was unconscious and then I noticed her phone with this number typed in so I called it?'

Harvey's face dropped as he released the phone from his hand and it fell from his ear right down onto the marble floor.

'Harvey what's going on' Jessica's voice startled him a little he had completely forgot that she was still stood there.

'She's been stabbed' Harvey practically started to run to ray who was waiting outside and Jessica had followed in a brisk walk

'Harvey, I will meet you there' she shouted as Harvey was getting in the car down the road a bit.

Harvey arrived at the hospital and stormed up to the desk in the middle of the waiting area. As he shouted at the receptionist sitting there he had felt a little bad but his mind was mainly just focusing on the face he hadn't realised that she needed him earlier.

'Harvey?' a complete stranger walked up to him which at first he thought was odd until he noticed Donna's phone in his blood covered hand. 'You must be Harvey, the paramedic said that she stabilised in the ambulance. I thought that I would stay with her until someone else showed up for her. You know so she wasn't alone' He held out his hand which still had Harvey's name and number and photo on the screen.

'Thank you' Harvey had tears in his eye as he took the phone from the man's hand and extended his other hand so that he could shake the hand of this complete stranger. He turned to walk away before turning back to Harvey

'I'm sure she will be fine, she looked like a fighter' Harvey managed to muster up a small smile before turning back to the nurse who had now found out that she was in surgery. He sat in the waiting room his face in his hands looking down at the floor when Jessica approached him

'Harvey' her voice called the broken shell of a man to look up 'what's the situation?'

'I don't know, they said she is in surgery but they can't tell me anything else' he paused for a moment as he heard Jessica sigh before repeating his first three words 'I don't know'

'Do you want me to call Mike and let him know?' Mike, Harvey hadn't even though about calling anyone else to let them know what was going on, he couldn't think about that right now he just needed to know she was going to be okay. Jessica took Harvey's silence as a yes and stepped outside to make a few phone calls.

Mike had shown up at the hospital 30mins later and tried to comfort Harvey as much as he could but Rachel was crying and he was finding it hard to comfort her and Harvey at the same time. The doctor appeared in the waiting room what seemed like hours later.

'Tell me she is fine, she is okay right' Harvey jumped in before the Doctor even had a chance to start talking.

'Miss Paulsen has suffered from a stab wound to her abdomen, we managed to stop all bleeding and she is in recover. We are positive that she will fully recover'

Harvey let out a breath that he had been holding and a small smiled appeared on his face 'so she is going to be fine'

'Yes she is' the Doctor smiled slightly before returning to a saddened expression 'Unfortunately she did lose a lot of blood from the wound which weakened her pulse so that blood was not circulating efficiently around her body. This along with the stress the knife had on the body meant that she lost the baby'

Wait. What. Donna was pregnant. Why didn't she tell me? Harvey's mind started to race. The doctor walked away and informed them a nurse would be out to take them to Donna's room. Harvey had stopped listening to everything as soon as the word baby had left the doctors mouth. Mike sat next to Harvey and placed his hand of his knee

'You didn't tell me she was pregnant'

'I… um… I didn't know' Harvey stared straight ahead but saw Mike's eyes widen with shock out of the corner of his eye. A few moments later the Nurse appeared and gestured for them to follow her. Donna was in a private room with all sorts of tubes coming from her. Harvey couldn't help but think back to when Marcus was in the hospital just 6 months ago. It felt like the universe was punishing him for some reason by putting everyone he loved in the hospital.

Donna wasn't her usual radiant self. He skin tone was slightly grey due to all the blood loss. She looked so small and vulnerable laying there in the hospital bed. The sight of her made the tear Harvey was holding in run down his cheek. He froze. He could barely take it when Donna was upset never mind like this in a hospital bed. Harvey sat in the seat by her bed and held her hand in his.

'You didn't tell me' he whispered thinking back to the news he had received earlier from the Doctor. He fell asleep after a few hours still holding onto her hand like something bad would happen if he let go. Mike and Rachel had stayed at first before going home around 3 am to get some sleep. Donna made no signs of waking up until around 4:30 am. She moved her arm slightly feeling Harvey's touch and lifter her head slightly. He whole body ached, she felt like she had just run into a brick wall. Harvey woke up sensing the movement in the room.

'Donna' he stood up and leant over her 'Donna can you hear me?'

Finally realising what happened Donna looked into Harvey's eyes. She couldn't help but smile looking at his extremely worried face 'When can I not hear you' she whispered making him laugh a little. She then returned to a very worried look as the expression on Harvey's face changed

'Donna you… um… you lost the baby' he stroked her cheek 'why didn't you tell me?' Harvey ordinarily would have been so mad at Donna for keeping it from him but he was just glad that she was okay.

'I lost it' tears started running down her face onto the pillow. She did not answer Harvey's question but he had decided not to push it right now. They could talk about it later. Donna went back to sleep for a while but was awake again by 9:00 am. She seemed a lot better now. The breakfast they gave her seemed to boost her energy levels and she was sat up talking to Rachel who had showed up about 8:00 am.

'I'm going to grab some food before I die of starvation' Rachel joked as she turned to Harvey who was stood in the corner 'Do you want anything'

'No, I'm fine' Harvey couldn't even think about food right now. In the last 12 hours he had nearly lost the love of his life and he had lost a child that he didn't even know existed. Rachel had decided not to mention anything about Donna's baby when talking to her she figured Donna would bring it up if she wanted to talk about.

Harvey and Donna were alone again so he figured now was a good a time as any to ask his questions again 'Donna, why didn't you tell me'

This prompted Donna to sigh before she started 'I only found out myself that morning and I had planned to tell you over dinner. That's why I left work early so I could fill the condo with candles and make dinner. I was on my way to the store when… when' tears started rolling down her cheek again 'I'm sorry Harvey'

'Don't' Harvey pulled her into a hug 'you don't need to apologise for anything' Donna completely fell apart in Harvey's arms. His touch was so comforting and warm she couldn't help but release all her emotions. As she lifted herself out of his embrace she looked deep into his hazel eyes

'I'm sorry I lost it' she mumbled starting to cry again. She was making Harvey's heat break, she was blaming herself for losing their child.

'Donna, I swear if you apologise one more time I will have to come over there and knock some sense into you. This is not your fault and I'm sorry that you are going through this right now. I should have protected you but I didn't I was busy working and I let you go'

'Harvey you can't follow me around all the time watching me just in case something bad happens. You can't blame yourself for this either' after the very deep, emotional conversation they had just had they were both relieved when Jessica interrupted a couple of minutes later.

'Jessica' Donna was surprised she was here this late in the morning since it was still a working day.

'Just wanted to check in and make sure you were okay and I thought I'd let you both know you can take as long as you need before coming back to work'

'Thank you Jessica'

'It's the least I can do, now I better get back to work. Louis is running around trying to find who did this too you so that he can go kill him so I better make sure he hasn't killed anyone yet'

Donna had to stay in the hospital for a few days so that her surgical scar could heal a little before going home. Rachel, Mike and Louis visited regularly throughout the day and Harvey didn't leave her side the whole time. Although she had told him he could leave multiple times she appreciated that her was there. Just as they were getting ready the leave a Nurse entered with Donna's bag from that night. Apparently they had picked it up for her so she could have it back.

'Oh Harvey can you pass me the make-up from my bag?' Harvey rolled his eyes at this request since he thought that she was beautiful without it but she had insisted that if she was going out in public she need it. As he rummaged through her bag he came across a little onzie that Donna had brought and pulled it out of the bag holding it out in front of him. Donna noticed him holding the tiny piece of clothing and tried to calmly brush it off.

'Oh, I saw that on the way back from the firm in a shop and couldn't resist' she looked down at her feet as she slowly stood up 'I guess we can just throw it out now'

'No' Harvey said rather abruptly 'No, I want it, I want to keep it' He placed it back in her bag and handed Donna her make-up bag helping her to walk to the bathroom.

They got back to their apartment where Harvey had insisted that Donna stay on the couch while he ran around attending to her very need. He sat next to her he held her tight as she picked a movie for them to watch. Although the film was on neither of them were really watching it.

'Harvey, did you want kids?' Harvey sat up a bit straighter at this question 'It's just we never really talked about it'

'I never really thought it that much until a few months ago. I never saw myself as a good father but I could defiantly imagine having kids with you'

'Harvey you would have been a great dad. It's just a shame I couldn't make you one' Donna was fiddling with her fingers which were interlocked into his

'Donna we can still have kids, just because you lost this one doesn't mean we can never be parents'

'Harvey I don't want another one. I wanted this one' tears started rolling down her cheeks again as she spoke 'I can't do it again, I don't want another'

'I know' Harvey knew that in the future he would want a child with Donna but now was not a good time to push for it. She was overwhelmed with it all and pushing her now would be no good for anyone. He simply held her tighter as she leant her head into the crook of his neck.