Not Incapable
Part 8: Watching
AN: I finally know where this story is going, after many nights of thinking! I was finally inspired to write, because of friend..... motivation. Oh I have links at the bottom of my story of what Kohanna might like. AN END
Any mistakes made are mine
Warnings: Some cussing, nothing too bad.
I hope it's good!
Enjoy!
"I want my daughter back, you bastard!" Tamaka yelled into Eiri's face. Yoshiro stood their glaring at Eiri. Kohanna was standing behind him, afraid she'd be taken away from her new found father.
"I don't know who the hell you think are, coming to my doorstep demanding things from me---" Yoshiro cut Eiri off.
"Listen Kohanna you better bring your ass out right this instant, before you get the beating of a lifetime." Yoshiro says trying to push past, Eiri to get to Kohanna who was now clutching onto the back of his shirt. Eiri grabbed onto Yoshiro's arm, squeezing down hard, making him wince in pain.
"No you listen you bastard, Kohanna told me what you tried to do, to her. You're lucky I don't, kill you where you stand." Eiri's other hand was balled into a fist at his side shaking, ready to punch him at any given moment. Kohanna must have noticed his hand shaking, "Please dad calm down." Kohana said moving her hands from clutching onto to Eiri's shirt, to moving her arms around his waist.
"Now your calling him dad!" Tamaka yelled grabbing onto Kohanna wrist, pulling her.
"Mother stop it!" She yelled snatching her wrist out of her grasp, surprising Tamaka. She'd never experienced her daughter fighting back against her. She backed off, so she could take a good look at her daughter for the first time since she got there. Kohanna's pale face was now red with anger, and her golden eye's were focused on Tamaka glaring coarsly. Her glare was so coarse , that even Tamaka had to take a step back.
"So are you refusing your own mother Kohanna?" She said frowning at her daughter. Kohanna took a deep breath before answering, "Yes I am. Maybe if you would have started acting like a mother in the first place, I wouldn't be refusing you." Kohanna stated firmly. Tamaka just grimaced harder, but it didn't meet her eyes. Her eyes had an unreadable expression that Kohanna couldn't readily identify. Even Tamaka didn't understand what she was feeling. And she didn't want TO understand.
"Fine." She said turning away, but before leaving she turned around and pointed her finger at Kohanna and said, "Just don't come running back to me when he gets sick of you. And don't expect to see Jiro ever again! Come on Yoshiro!" With that she turned away, walking down the hall with the sound of her heels clicking behind her.
Yoshiro wrenched his arm away from Eiri's grasp. Before issuing out a threat to both Eiri and Kohanna, "You will come home sooner or later, even if I have to drag her ass back." Tossing one last glare at the novelist he turned around and left.
"Well, we'll see about that." Eiri mumbled under his breath.
Once they we're both back inside the apartment, Kohanna turned around and engulfed her dad in an almost breathtaking hug. Eiri looked down at her surprised. "What this all about?" He asked a bit nervously.
"Because I was so frightened to stand up to my parents, a-and," She stuttered.
"And what... Kohanna." Eiri said in a surprisingly soft voice.
"And I thought you'd just toss me aside, and send me back." Kohanna said in a barley audible voice. Eiri squeezed her gently before responding, "I know I'm a jerk, and an asshole. But not a heartless bastard... well not that much at least. I won't send you back unless you want to leave." He said soothingly and patting her on the back.
"Thank you dad... and I love you." She said softly, and looking up at Eiri. He couldn't help but blush even if a little. He still wasn't used to being called dad, and the 'I love you' was just to scary to say. If he said those words back that would be admitting that she was something special and precious to him that he wasn't willing to lose. And he just wasn't ready for that. So he just nodded in agreement.
"Well I have a book to write which unfortunately, won't write it's self." He said pulling back from the hug.
"Um do you mind, if I sit in the study with you?" Eiri raised a thin eyebrow at her. "I promise I won't distract you. I'll just sit there and read a book from your library." She took his and proceeded to cross pinky fingers with him. He just shook his head, running his hand through his blond locks.
"Fine. Do what you want." Kohanna followed behind him smiling brightly.
*ABC*123*
-song-
"Hold my hand let's chase the sun,
we both know somethings begun,
nothing feels real without you,
wanna learn so much about you." Shuichi began to sing, with a soft melody in the background.
"Shining star I've seen your face,
Everything falls into place,
Nothing else seems to matter,
You bring me to life." Fujisaki began to play a slow beat on his keyboard.
"Feels so lonely, won't you show me,
Where I need to be, you bring me to life." The beat Fujisaki was playing was sped up, and Hiro began to play his guitar.
"Feels like raindrops on my---" A loud screeching from one of the stereos interrupted their practice.
"What now!" Shuichi yelled, because this was their 25th time practicing this song today. If it's not one thing it's another. First he wasn't singing loud enough, or someone was playing the wrong way. Now technical issues, what the hell!
"Ahhh the stereo system is messing up!" Sakano said coming into the recording room.
"Well can you fix it!" Shuichi asked irritatedly.
"Sorry Shindou but we'll have to call in someone to fix it."
"God can this day get any worse!" Shuichi yelled to no one in particular.
"Calm down Shuichi." Mr. K said coming into the room, pushing his blond hair out of his face. "I'll have someone come in to fix it tomorrow."
"So does that mean we the day off tomorrow?" Fujisaki asked, already gathering his things.
"Yes. Besides you guys have been working hard this last month. You deserve at least one day off." K said smiling proudly at the group. "But Shuichi don't start slacking off, I don't want have to use my divine intervention again." He said putting a hand on the gun, that was in his holster.
"Hahaha, don't worry Mr. K." Shuichi said rubbing the back of his head nervously.
"Good." He said smiling fiendishly.
"Is that the only way you can solve a problem K, is with guns and violence?" Hiro asked, put on his jacket, eying K.
"No... just guns." He said provocatively with a wink. Hiro just shook head in disgust.
"We'll I'll see guys later." Fujisaki said throwing his bag over his shoulder, leaving out the door.
"Yes I'll be taking my leave now too." Sakano said turning and leaving also. K just waved, half-heartedly.
Shuichi quickly gathered his stuff, noticing he was alone with Hiro. And he happened to be the last person he wanted to be alone with. In Shuichi's rush he didn't notice Hiro had stopped packing his things, and was now burning his gaze into Shuichi's back. When Shuichi was done he threw his backpack over his shoulder.
"Shuichi," Hiro said grabbing Shu by the arm, "we have to talk about what happened in the hospital." Hiro said refering to the incident when he kissed Shuichi at the hospital, thinking he was asleep.
"No we don't Hiro. And let go of me." Shuichi said snatching his arm away, from Hiro's grasp. Hiro blinked a couple of times.
"Come on Shu---" Hiro started.
"NO!" Shuichi said forcefully. "I'm leaving now." But before Shu could move towards the door Hiro was blocking his exit, standing in front of the door, spreading his arms out.
"I won't let you leaving without talking about this."
"Move right now Hiro." Shu said glaring at him.
"No. Please Shu." Hiro said giving him a pleading look. Shuichi gave him experated look, and relanted. He couldn't stand seeing his long time friend act so desperately.
"Fine. Make it quick." He was still glaring at him.
"Why? So you can get home to that ice block you call a lover?" Hiro said snidely referring to Yuki.
"Don't you talk about Yuki that way!" Shuichi said, with his glare hardening even more.
"And why not! The bastard hasn't even married you! He can barely say he loves you!" Hiro says pointing a finger at him.
"Hiro you know it's not legal for us to get married in Japan."
"So! Has even said he wished he could marry you?" Hiro asked skeptically. Shuichi dropped his head at the question, knowing Yuki hadn't even said that much. Shuichi had always thought that Yuki was just to shy to say he wanted to marry him.
"I knew it." Hiro said smirking, Shuichi just glared all the more. "You know Shuichi if I were with you I'd have already married," Hiro said looking him in the eye, "and I would tell you I love you everyday." He said this with such a fierceness that it was scary. Hiro took a step forward, and Shu took one back. "Shuichi give me a chance." Hiro took a couple more steps towards him, cause Shuichi to take just as many back.
"Hiro you know I can't do that." Shuichi said quietly, getting a little frightened by the look in Hiro's brown eyes.
"Come on Shuichi! Why not!" He finally had Shuichi trapped in a corner, with hands on either said of his head.
"Because Hiro I. Love. Him! Not. You!" Shu said slowly putting emphasis on each word.
"Why him and not me. I've always been there for you, before he was even around." Shu could feel the anger emitting from him.
"I don't know I just love him!" The next thing Shu felt was Hiro's lips being crushed onto his. Hiro grabbed Shuichi hair forcing him into the kiss even more. Shuichi put his hands on Hiro's chest to push him away, but he wouldn't budge. He opened his mouth to scream, but found his mouth invaded by warm, wet tongue. Hiro was delving into all the moist corners his mouth, that were only meant for Yuki. Shuichi felt one of Hiro's hands leave his hair, and start roam up under his t-shirt. His hand was caressing Shu's stomach, and swiftly move up to his chest to play, with one of his nipples. Thats when Shu had, had enough.
Shuichi picked his foot up and stomped on Hiro's foot. He moved his mouth gasp out in pain. Shuichi took the opportunity to shove Hiro as he fell backwards, Shu ran towards the door. Before leaving out Shu turned around.
"Hiro, I hate you so much right now." He was so angry he was shaking. Shuichi turned around, leaving an ashamed Hiro behind.
"What have I done." Hiro asked himself.
*ABC*123*
What the hell is wrong with Hiro? How could he do this to me? Why would he say such cruel things to me? I thought he was supposed to be my best friend! I know Yuki loves me, he said it. Even though it took him a long time to, finally say it. All that matters is he did. If he didn't he would never let me stay at his side for so many years. I know that marrying Yuki would make me that happier than, having a year supply of pocky. But I know it's not possible in Japan, so thats okay. I'll accept what we have.
Thinking about Yuki made him want to ravish him as soon as he got home. He wanted Yuki's kiss not Hiro's. Shuichi mouth felt violated, not that the kiss wasn't good, it just wasn't Yuki's. He knew if he told his blond haired boyfriend, he'd go ballistic. But Shuichi didn't like keeping secrets from his lover. Right now all he wanted was to feel Yuki's hands all over his body, touching all his intimate places, that were only for Yuki's eyes. Then again he knew he'd have to wait, because of Kohanna, their new house guest. Shuichi secretly wished, that she'd call him dad or some other affectionate name.
Shuichi was at apartment an hour later, he let himself in. "Yuki I'm home!" Shuichi called out, but he didn't get an answer. After he dumped his stuff off at the door, and kicked off his shoe, he went on search for Yuki and Kohanna. They weren't in the living room or the kitchen, nor were they in the bedroom, or bathroom. 'Maybe their in the study.' Shu thought to himself. He made his way to the study quickly. Softly he knocked on the door, but no reply came. Quietly he opened the door, when he looked in a surprising sight greeted him. Yuki had moved to the small couch, with his laptop sitting on his lap. But that wasn't the surprise. The surprise was Kohanna sitting next to him on the couch asleep, with her head laying on Yuki's shoulder. Yuki was asleep with his hands atop his laptop, but his head resting on Kohanna's head. All Shuichi could do was smile, but before he woke them up, he went to get his camera and snapped a quick picture.
"Yuki... Yuki wake up." Shu said putting a hand on his face and gently patting his cheek.
"Hmmm...." Yuki mumbled.
"Come on wake up sweety." He finally opened his eyes. "Hey sleepy head." Shuichi whispered.
"Hmm, brat." His voice came out cloudy from sleep.
"I'll take that as your 'Welcome home my dearest Shuichi.'" Shuichi said giving Yuki a chaste kiss on the lips. He rolled his eyes, and looked over to Kohanna and blushed, thinking about their position.
"You two are just too cute!" Shu said smiling, but Yuki just grimaced at him.
"Idoit!" He said loudly, waking Kohanna, she slowly opened her eyes.
"Hey Shuichi." She said when she noticed him.
"Hey girly." He said reaching out and rubbing her head. Kohanna turned her head and smiled at Yuki.
"Dad."
"Uh yeah?" Yuki asked eying her strangely.
"Nothing I just like saying it." He blushed once more.
"Like I said too cute!"
"And like I said---" A growling stomach stopped him mid sentence.
"Oops sorry." Kohanna said.
"Wait I thought that was me." Shu said.
"I think it was me." Yuki said. They all just looked at each other for a moment before they burst out in laughter. Well Yuki just shook his head, with something that could be considered a smile on his face.
"Come on lets go out to eat for tonight." Shuichi said once the laughter died down.
"Sure. Is that okay with you Kohanna." Yuki asked.
"Yup sounds like a plan."
"Where do you want to eat at?" Yuki ask directing his question at Kohanna.
"Hmmm..." She took a couple moments to think. "How about an American restaurant."
"That sounds wonderful Ko." Shuichi said. But Kohanna tensed up suddenly.
"What is it?" Yuki asked her, noticing the movement.
"It's just that my brother Juro used to call me that." She said smiling sadly.
"Don't worry we'll make sure you see him again," Shu said smiling broadly, "I promise."
"Okay, you guys let's go." Yuki says.
*ABC*123*
Staring out the window I ponder about, the pang I felt in my heart earlier with Kohanna. It was like a sharp feeling, that I'd never really felt before. I don't understand, sure sometimes I feel bad about the why I treat her. But I figure, I have a right to be mad. If she would never been conceived I would have been able to have a real life. Not become a mother, when I wasn't ready. Because of her I had to marry a man I didn't even love with, but now Yoshiro is my life.
Even though Kohanna claims, he attempted to rape her, how can I believe her. She always hated him. Yes he hits her, but it's only to discipline her, when she gets out of line. So why wouldn't she lie to get rid of him. Plus Yoshiro said he didn't, and he would never lie to me. He's not that type of man. He's a good husband, and father to Jiro our son.
Jiro such a good son. He never does anything wrong, he's good in school, and he has lots of friends. He and Kohanna are complete and total opposites. She always seems to be doing stupid things, in school she always gets Bs or a Cs. The only friend she has is an exchange student from Africa her names Zarina. But Jiro forbid her from going out with her, he said she was a bad influence, so I didn't ask any questions. Well that my not be her only friend, if you include Jiro. They've also been close, since before he could even walk Their so close, that you would think they were attached to the hip.
But it's just... it's just that I can't shake this feeling that something may be amiss in my own home. It's like I'm missing something important. I've never experienced this type of self doubt before. Tamaka Cho is almost ALWAYS right. Then there's this feeling in my heart, that just won't go away. Ever since she left, I can barley stop thinking about her. It's almost as if I---
"Mom." A familiar voice called into my bedroom.
"Shouldn't you still be in bed Jiro?" I ask him, still not turning away from the window.
"I know, but I have a question." I can hear the apprehension in his voice.
"If I answer it, will you go back and lay down."
"Yes. I promise."
"Fine." I say finally turning to face him. He was dressed in a pair of blue pajama, with his hair brown and an unruly mess.
"Where's Ko?" Looking into his aqua eye's, I can see so many questions wanting to be answered, most of them if not all of them didn't have answered. At least not right now.
"She's with a... family friend." I say hesitantly.
"But why did she leave at night?"
Tiredly I turn back around to look out the window. "I thought you said one question."
"I know but mom..." He starts.
"Mom nothing go to bed."
"But," He persists.
"Now Juro!" I tell him firmly.
"Fine then." He says with a defeated huff, softly I can hear his feet padding away, down the hallway. Once again I'm left to drown in my thoughts of irresolution.
*ABC*123*
Shuichi was attached to Yuki's arm. Even though Yuki was frowning, he still looked content. Shuichi was smiling, and yapping about something excitedly. Kohanna was behind them laughing, and smiling brightly.
But if they had been paying attention they would have noticed, a black car had been following them since they left the apartment. Also if they would have, looked through the tinted windows, they would have seen the man that was watching them. Then if they would have looked even closer into mans eyes, what they saw would have sent shivers down their spins, made the hairs on the backs of their necks stand up, and giving them goosebumps all at once. His eye's held a malevolent, spiteful, and vengeful intent for the family.
However, the only one he really wanted was the blond haired girl. He wanted to possess her in every way possible. He had come so close to having her, if only that damned woman hadn't walked in. But he was determined to have her, even if he wouldn't have her love. She was just too beautiful to pass up. Then again he knew he would have to break her, to make it happen. And he would kill anyone, who got in the way of his goal.
"Kohanna, I will have you," there was a cruel malicious smile adorned on his face, "even if I have to kill few people."
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