I'm back! I've been updating this story very very very quickly and I'm very proud of myself.

H is for Hands

Kaoru's POV

His hands, my hands, our hands roaming everywhere. Night was my favorite time, because of me and Hikaru. Hikaru was the dominant one out of us, he loved being in control. But at night we were alone, by ourselves, in private, and we liked it that way. I loved being able to touch him and I loved it when he touched me.

"Hey, Hikaru?" I said waking him. It was 2 o'clock in the morning.

"What is it?" Hikaru asked rubbing his eyes.

"Um, when was your first?" I asked nervously. I really regretted waking up.

"Silly, I haven't had mine yet," Hikaru started to laugh at me.

"Oh, sorry," I turned red.

"It's ok, why'd you ask?" Hikaru stopped laughing and started talking serious.

"Sorry, forget I asked," I turned away in embarrassment.

"You like it when I touch you, don't you?" Hikaru asked taking my hand in his like he always did.

"Yeah, it's just…what if we go all the way?" I asked quietly, my face turning even redder.

"Do you want to, at some point?" Hikaru said squeezing my hand a little. I nodded.

"Can we, not now but can we?" I asked. I really, really wanted to, but I didn't know what Hikaru thought of it.

"Yes, of course, I'm ready when you're ready," Hikaru laughed and kissed my hand.

"I love you," I told him. I could never tell him enough.

"I love you too," Hikaru replied.

"Let's go back to sleep," I said feeling like I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. Hikaru nodded and we curled up together and started to fall asleep. I loved it when he touched me, when I could curl up in his arms. Best of all, it was something that only I, could experience.

Yay. They talk about sex, I didn't know where that was gonna go so I made up that conversation. please review!