Chapter 8:

It's been about a month since Christian and I started dating. We haven't said anything to anyone, Elliot is the only one that knows. When Christian said he wanted to take it slow he really wasn't joking. We've made out a lot, but when we get carried away he always stops it. It's frustrating, in more ways than one. We sleep together, but it never becomes more than that. I'm wondering if he even wants me in that way to begin with. So I'm becoming determined to get him to do something. I lie awake in the morning staring at him. The covers have slipped down around his waist, revealing his defined muscles. I should be given an award for sleeping next to him every night and not jumping on him. He really is breathtaking. I lift up the covers and see he has a little surprise. Well, I say little.

"Ana." Christian breathes and I look at him confused, I didn't realise he was awake.

"Yeah?" I answer biting my lip, he smiles slightly and shifts even closer to my body.

"You are so beautiful." He mutters as his hand lowers to my ass which is now uncovered by the tshirt. The moment his hand finds what it sought out Christian breathes out heavily and I twitch slightly when he squeezes.

"I am?" I whisper shakily, his fingers trace the edge of my underwear while his arm draws me closer to his body so we are pushed together.

"Beautiful." He whispers again.

"Oh." I gape when his hard erection becomes clear to me as he presses it against my thigh.

"Mine." He declares and I giggle at his sleepy, possessive mood before lowering my lips to his in a short hard kiss. Christian's eyes flutter open and he looks dazed, he tries to gather what's happening while I slowly trail his hip with my finger lightly, making him quiver. My hand hardly brushes the most sensitive place over his strained boxers when Christian detangles himself from me, a foot of space lingers between us while he clenches his palms into the sheets. "Wait, Ana." I roll my eyes.

"You started it." I point out, my heart pounding from the anticipation of touching him there.

"I was asleep. I didn't mean to." He explains before he sees my disappointed pout. "We're supposed to be asleep." He says hopelessly as he rakes his fingers threw his hair, the fingers that had been touching my body moments ago. "Not not fooling around this early in the morning." He points out sounding irritated.

"What does the time matter?" I ask suddenly as I kick off the covers, and Christian turns at my irritated tone as I move away from him. "How can you just stop like that?" I hiss at him, feeling hurt. "Do you even want me Christian?" I trail off. He has me pinned under him in seconds, like when we were younger, my hands above my head on the pillows and his legs knelt between my knees as he stares down at me, the tshirt has shifted up above my panties showing my lower stomach, his lips twitch upwards as my mouth hangs open in surprise, my eyes wide as I watch him puzzled as he gazes down at my body.

"I always want you." Christian declares loudly before he leans down and kisses me passionately, I gasp and moan into his mouth, causing me to feel his erection throbbing through his boxers, my hands strain and eventually he loosens his hold on me. Christian moans lowly into my neck when my hands latch onto his narrow hips and tug his heavy body down so that our bodies are pressed together. "Fuck." He mutters when I instinctively roll my hips against his when he bites down on my neck. I do it again and his breath hitches in his throat. "Ana." He moans, his eyes shut tight.

"Come on Chris." I moan as the friction of him on my underwear leaves me all hot and incredibly turned on, Christian's heavy breath blows over my face and I feel him as he tries to pull away from me. I suck and kiss his neck and his erection twitches against me. "Christian." I practically beg, my fingers nails rake down the skin on his back desperately. "Please." I tremble as the rise of arousal grows inside me, Christian presses his mouth to mine and kisses me slowly which changes the pace of my desperate movements but leaves me even more exasperated as I moan under him.

"No." Christian murmurs as he arches away from me. "No." He repeats and I frown as he leaves my panting body lying on the bed.

"Christian." I mumble as I sit up. "We both want to do this."

"No." He explains as he gazes at me longingly. "I promised myself we'd wait." I roll my eyes and dramatically let out a heavy breath.

"I want you now Christian. More than I've ever wanted anyone." He turns his head.

"I'm a virgin." My mouth gapes as he reveals his secret. What the fuck?

"What?" He turns away and stands.

"I'm a virgin Ana. I've never had sex with anyone." I don't say anything for a while. Not because I'm annoyed he didn't tell me sooner or anything but because I am completely baffled.

"How?" He looks confused.

"What?" I move closer to him so that we're sat next to each other.

"How is it that a girl didn't tickle your fancy when we were younger." He shrugs.

"I don't know. All the girls in my year seemed immature and to be honest someone did 'tickle my fancy' but I didn't do anything about it." I frown.

"Why not?" He looks down at me and smiles slightly.

"Because you were supposed to be my sister and it would have been weird. Plus I didn't think you'd like me back." I nod and look down.

"Oh." He takes a deep breath.

"Oh." We sit in silence before I take his hand.

"Look, it doesn't matter. Honestly it makes me happy that you'd choose to share this with me. I just don't understand how you waited so long." He shrugs and I take his hand. "It doesn't have to be a big deal if you don't want it to be you know." He sighs and nods.

"I know, but it should be. I know that as long as it's with you it will be special, I just wanted to wait because I thought that's what you had to do in relationships." I smile and rest my head against his forehead.

"Christian, we'll do it whenever you want to. I think you know that I'd do it anytime, you're killing me here." He laughs.

"Are you kidding me? I've been jerking off my whole life, it's definitely making more of an impact on me than you." I turn to him.

"Well who says we have to have sex?" I whisper, my hand stroking his thigh. He turns his head and looks at me warily.

"What do you mean?" My hand drifts down to his erection and I squeeze it softly. His hips buck as he moans. "Jesus." I reach into his boxers and start moving my hand up and down. He starts breathing heavily and I kiss his neck before getting on my knees. I hook my fingers in his boxers and he lifts his hips up so I can take them off. Once they're off I take his erection back in my hand and while looking at him I put the tip in my mouth and suck gently. He moans and throws his head back before looking down at me again. I slowly take all of him in my mouth and his mouth opens, his breathing harsh. I start bobbing my head up and down, taking him deeper each time, then moving my head up and swirling my tongue around the tip. "Fuck Ana." He hisses through his teeth. I continue this for a few minutes until I can feel him quivering so I bare my teeth and he moans loudly, coming in the back of my throat. I sit up when I've made sure I get everything. I smile at him and lick my lips, his mouth stays open. "Ana." He says, shaking his head slightly. He lies back on the bed and I giggle. I climb on top of him and kiss him gently.

"Did you like it?" He lifts his head up so our foreheads are touching.

"I think you can guess how I felt about that." I laugh and kiss him again. We stay lying there for a while before Christian sits up, with me in his lap. "Do you want breakfast?" I giggle.

"Are you offering to cook?" He smiles and shrugs, wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Well I feel like I should, after that." I shake my head.

"Well you can't cook so I guess I'll have to do it." I get up and he slaps my ass, making me yelp. "Hey!" He winks at me and I laugh, walking downstairs.

Around three o'clock I get a call on my mobile. I answer it and Christian sits up, letting me sit up on the sofa. "Hello?"

"Ana? It's Elliot." I frown, he doesn't sound as happy as he usually is.

"Hey, are you ok?" I hear a shaky sigh.

"Um, not really. Can I come to Christian's?"

"Of course. I'll see you soon." He hangs up without saying goodbye and I turn to Christian. "Elliot's coming over. I think something bad has happened." Christian looks worried and we sit until Taylor comes in.

"Sir, Mr Grey is here." Christian tells him to send him in and moments later Elliot walks in looking distraught. I get up and hug him.

"What happened?" I look up and see he has tears in his eyes.

"She cheated on me." My eyes widen.

"She what?" He runs his hand through his hair.

"Kate cheated on me." He puts his head in his hands and I hear him crying.

"Wha- when?" Christian walks over to us and puts his arm around me. Elliot looks up and shrugs.

"She said it just happened. He was this guy from work and he came onto her and she wanted it. She said that it didn't mean anything-"

"-Bullshit." I say loudly. Christian squeezes my shoulder and I look up at him. "Sorry." I look back at Elliot. "What did you say?" He sighs.

"I was silent. Then when she finished speaking I just walked out and came to you guys. I love her Ana, I don't know what to do." I get out of Christian's hold and pull Elliot into my arms.

"She's not worth it El." He pulls away.

"But that's the thing Ana. To me, she is." My heart sinks at that. It's obvious that she lead him on, that feelings were never really in it for her. I lean up and kiss his cheek before hugging him again.

"You're too wonderful to be cheated on. I'm so sorry." He chuckles lightly.

"It's not your fault banana." I smile at his name for me. "I just hate feeling like this." He looks down and sighs. I feel tears fill in my eyes. Not because I'm sad, but because suddenly I'm overcome with rage. I grab my keys.

"Wait here." I march off, into the elevator. I see them both come towards me but the doors close before thy can get to me.

Within about ten minutes I'm at my apartment and I unlock the door, pushing it open. "Kate?" I shout. "Kate where are you?" I hear movement in her bedroom and she walks out looking confused.

"Ana?" She walks forward, tightening her nightgown. "Are you coming back?" She looks happy, until I push her back.

"No I'm not. Why would I live with someone who cheated on my brother?" Her eyes widen and she hangs her head.

"Look Ana-"

"-No! Why the fuck would you do that? Why would you hurt him? The only guy who's ever loved you for you and not how often you open your legs." She looks up, scowling at me.

"Excuse me? Ana you don't know anything." I scoff.

"I know you're a slut. And I know that he loves you. And I also know that you've fucked up Kate." She steps forward.

"I'm a slut am I? I don't think you can talk Miss 'I fuck my brother'." I glare at her.

"What?" She scoffs.

"Yeah, I know about you and Christian. Tell me, at what point did you decide to go for it? When you found out he was a billionaire or that your children would have webbed feet." Without thinking I shove her hard so she stumbles back. When she regains balance she slaps me hard across the face. I feel a sting as my head jolts to the side, when I look up she looks shocked. I grit my teeth and fly forward, but someone grabs my waist and pulls me back. I start clawing at the hands around me while screaming at Kate. She walks forward looking angry but Christian steps in front of me and squares up to her.

"Hit her again. I dare you." She steps back.

"Let go of me Elliot!" I shout, but he keeps hold of me. "I knew you would do this to him! You're a horrible fucking person Kate." Tears fall down her cheeks and she shakes her head.

"I didn't mean to cheat on him." She looks up at Elliot. "I didn't mean to." Elliot drops his arms, letting me go.

"What do you mean?" He says, walking forward.

"You told me you loved me. I was scared, I, I know I shouldn't have but, no one's ever told me that before. I've never felt like this about someone. I, I love you Elliot." Christian walks to my side and holds me.

"That doesn't explain why you hurt him. On purpose." Kate looks up at him, then back at Elliot.

"Look, I'm not good enough for you Elliot. You're so wonderful, and I will never be as amazing as you. I'm so sorry, I hope you can forgive me." Elliot stands for a while and Kate looks hopefully at him.

"Christian, Ana, take me home please." Kate closes her eyes and breathes out heavily. I look up at Elliot and take his hand, walking out with him and Christian. We stand outside for a while before Christian speaks.

"You can stay with us for as long as you-"

"-No, I'd like to go home please." I glance at Christian who looks at me worriedly but I kiss Elliot in the cheeks and he gives me a weak smile. I feel the heat on my cheek and Christian touches it gently, making me wince. He frowns and I stroke his jaw to let him know I'm ok. He kisses me and I get in my car, not really sure how to feel after today. I can only hope that Elliot moves on, he doesn't look like he'll forgive Kate any time soon.

A/N - Hi guys! Sorry it's been so long, I've been so busy. I hope you enjoy this chapter:)

Sophie x