Lately, I've been thinking, 'What do I feel for Kyo.'
Earlier this year, it seemed like he was on the worst side of the relationship. Kagura had him wrapped around her finger, I didn't like it but I tried to change it.
Nothing seems to work, all he does is deny the facts and blows me off.
That hurts my heart, I don't know why but it does.
When did it start to hurt, so much? When did he always get into my head?
When did the thought of him and Kagura together, all the time, make me infuriated with them? Why am I having these thoughts?
When I'm talking with mom, all I talk about is how dramatic Kagura is and how Kyo is wrapped around her finger.
Then one day, something dawned on me. To mom, I probably was sounding like a jealous girlfriend. How I rant and rant on about there relationship, I probably sound like a jealous girlfriend.
Am I jealous of Kagura? Am I jealous because she has what my heart longs for. That she can be in his embrace, smell his sent, and feel the warmth of his body.
If he heard me now, he probably laugh and tell me to knock it off because he is in love with Kagura.
If he told me that, I wouldn't be able to stop my heart from loving him. I wouldn't be able to because in my eyes he is a little boy who is fragile and needs taking care of. I want to be able to take care of him.
If he falls, I want to be there and catch him. Then help him up onto his feet.
That is because I love him. My heart and my mind tell me loudly that I love him.
Ti is a great sensation to love someone and I hope that if he really is in love with Kagura, that he has the same sensation.
Even though, I love him. I will still stand on the sidelines, watching and waiting, for him to stumble, so I can help him up. I just wish I could tell him this.
I love you, Kyo.
A/N: Thanks for reading this chapter. For thoses of you who are wondering, this will most likely stay a Kyo/Kagura fic. Unless some miracle happens.
