~This Story has been edited by QueenOfHearts
Chapter Eight
Gabriel couldn't handle the way Castiel was looking away from him. While he had expected the angel to be ashamed of losing control, it hurt to think that Castiel didn't want what happened. Unlike Castiel, he had been trying to form such a bond for so long that it felt wonderful having the other angel's grace wrapped in his. "I think Cassie and I need to talk this out, yeah? I'll bring him back once we get ourselves straightened out."
Closing the distance between them, Gabriel placed his hand on Castiel's shoulder, ignoring the flinch and flying them to one of his safe houses. The house was a simple one, single level but functional if he needed to hide out for a bit. Castiel stood awkwardly before him, his hands fisted at his sides, head bowed and posture all but screaming at him.
This wasn't the fierce solder Gabriel had gotten to know in the past weeks. The Castiel before him wasn't even the young fledgling that he had once known. This was a whole different side to the angel, one that Gabriel hoped he wouldn't see again. Reaching out, Gabriel placed his hand on Castiel's arm.
"I told you, I'm not angry. I get that you didn't mean to bond us like this, but it's not so bad, right? Being bonded to me? You've been a bit on the possessive side for a while now; I thought that meant you wanted my gorgeous ass around?"
Though it was said with a smirk, Gabriel couldn't help but wonder if maybe Castiel didn't have a crush on him. Castiel looked up, his blue eyes shimmering while they locked with Gabriel's. There was so much to be seen, so much more than the angel was willing to say. "I did more than act on my crush as Sam calls it. I tied you to me. I didn't even stop to think about your consent. How could you forgive that so easily?"
Keeping his hand resting on Castiel, Gabriel stepped forward so there was only a short distance between them. "Cassie, I don't mind because it's you. I was going to say something once we got all the rings together before we faced off against Luci, but you have to know that I like having you around, Kiddo. So what if we're bound together? Which you didn't complete by the way; as far as I see this is a good thing."
At the mention of the bond not being complete, Castiel reached out with his grace, gently poking at Gabriel's until the archangel relented and let the younger angel inspect him. The bond was there, but it was wavering. If Castiel honestly didn't want to be bound to him, Gabriel could break it, could carve the bits that were Castiel from his essence.
He would miss it.
"You can break the bond?" asked Castiel, his eyes focused on Gabriel who nodded.
"I can if that's what you want, or we could cement it." Those blue eyes widened, and for a fleeting moment, Gabriel could have sworn that he saw desire at the suggestion. Taking the last step forward, Gabriel pressed their chests together, looking up at his baby brother who tensed, his fists flexing at his sides.
"It wouldn't take much. Since we're using custom-made vessels, they would need to come together as our grace has. I would be able to confirm my half of the bond, locking us together until one of us dies." It would go beyond that, but Gabriel had no intentions of dying any time soon. "We would share our grace, and in all the ways we could be, we would be one being. Isn't that what you wanted?"
Castiel paused, licking his lips while staring at Gabriel. "I… I am uncertain as to what I desire. I know that I wish to be close to you, always. I want to touch you, to be touched by you, to experience coitus with you. I have never felt like this before with anyone, angel or human. I wish to bask in your grace and your light, to be closer to you than anyone, even Father."
It was Gabriel's turn to widen his eyes at the confession. What Castiel was offering, what he was explaining made the need to be with the angel greater. Placing his hand on Castiel's cheek, Gabriel leaned up, so only the barest distance parted their lips. "And you can have me Cassie, all of me. I've waited for someone to bond with. I've tried reaching out to others the way we're connected now, but it was always lacking. If you want to complete the bond, I would be happy to do so."
Castiel hesitated for a moment, his breath hot against Gabriel's lips while he spoke. "I do not know how to please you. I asked Sam to teach me how to bed you, and he refused stating that you may desire something different than him. I do not want to disappoint you."
Letting out a soft laugh, Gabriel ran his hand up Castiel's arm and wrapped it around the back of his neck. "I'll teach you, Cassie… is this what you want? To be bonded with me until we no longer exist?" Instead of answering, Castiel closed the distance and kissed him. It was sloppy; Castiel hadn't had a chance to learn technique, but Gabriel wanted more. Shifting so he could correct the way Castiel was pressed against him, Gabriel hummed before letting his lips part ever so slightly.
Castiel was always a curious angel, with a bit of prompting it didn't take him long to reach his tongue out for a taste. Apparently, he liked the flavor as he moaned, hands moving to Gabriel's back and holding him firmly. Though he didn't need to breathe, Gabriel broke the kiss, chuckling as Castiel leaned forward to capture his lips.
"If you want to do this, we should relocate to a bed." Gabriel half dragged Castiel toward the bedroom, helping the angel out of his shoes and trench coat along the way. By the time they reached the bed, Gabriel had managed to strip out of his jacket and boots. Castiel pushed him onto the bed, the younger angel pausing for a moment, observing Gabriel who leaned back on his elbows, his legs over the edge of the mattress.
"Cassie? I know you have no practical experience here, but you have to know you're wearing too much." Pulling his shirt over his head, Gabriel kept a careful watch on Castiel who was frozen in place, his hands clenching for a moment before he started to work on the buttons of his shirt. Typically, Gabriel would have enjoyed undressing his lover. There was a thrill to revealing the flesh of someone new, but if this was going to be Castiel's decision he wanted to give the seraph every chance to back out if needed.
Deft fingers unfastened the shirt the blue-eyed angel was wearing, Gabriel used the time that Castiel was undressing to remove his jeans and socks. Leaning back on the bed with only his boxers, Gabriel ran a hand along his chest and stomach while observing Castiel strip. It was arousing watching as the nervous angel removed his shirt and pants. It wasn't until Castiel was in his boxers that Gabriel held out his hand to stop him.
"Come here, Cassie. I want to touch you a bit if you're okay with that?" Not answering verbally, Castiel climbed onto the bed, pressing down on the archangel, their bare chests rubbing together as Castiel adjusted his position.
"Gabriel, I'm uncertain how to proceed…" Humming, the shorter man placed a hand to the back of Castiel's head and pulled the other's mouth down to his own.
The younger angel seemed to melt as Gabriel kissed him, eager to return the kiss. Without thought, Gabriel wrapped his legs around Castiel, letting the soldier rub their cloth-covered erections together. The friction caused Castiel to moan into the kiss, bracing himself on one arm while the other came to run along Gabriel's shoulder and arm, trailing his fingertips against the archangel.
"Gabriel," Castiel called out, breaking the kiss to nuzzle along Gabriel's neck while keeping their groins grinding. Leaning to take an earlobe into his mouth, Gabriel smiled as Castiel jerked.
"What do you want Cassie? Do you want to claim me like you tried to earlier? To fuck me? Or do you want me inside you? I'm game either way, but I need to know what you want to try first."
The warmth of the other's grace wrapped around Gabriel, caressing him with the affection and love the younger angel had to give. "I do not wish to harm you. Perhaps this time it would be best if you were to penetrate me." Laughing at the language Castiel was using, Gabriel nodded, running a hand down the angel's back and cupping the firm flesh of the other's ass through the thin material of his boxers.
"Yeah I can do that. We'll switch it up when you're ready. Roll off for a second, okay? I want you under me." Castiel was quick to comply, laying beside Gabriel on his back, legs spread. The archangel eyed the wet patch that was forming where Castiel's cock was leaking precum onto his boxers, his erection tenting the material.
"Gabriel?" asked Castiel, his hands resting at his sides while he waited for the archangel to move.
"I just want to look at you for a minute; you were gifted with a beautiful vessel, Cassie." The seraph nodded, leaning back on the pillows and biting his bottom lip before reaching down and hooking his thumbs into the elastic band of his boxers. With a smooth movement, they were pulled down past his aching cock. It took a bit of wiggling for Castiel to toss the garment aside, leaving him naked and waiting for Gabriel's touch.
Shucking his underwear aside, Gabriel crawled onto the bed, slotting himself between Castiel's spread thighs which eagerly welcomed him. Holding himself above the angel with his forearm and knees, Gabriel reached down to palm the other's hard cock. It was a tad longer than his own, thinner, and he couldn't wait to have it inside him. Rubbing his thumb along the tip made Castiel cry out, his arms coming to hold Gabriel against him while he pressed their lips together.
The kiss was all teeth and tongue, each getting too swept up in the moment to do much else while Gabriel wrapped his hand around Castiel and started to pump. The blue-eyed angel bucked into the hold, craving more from his lover. Breaking the kiss, Gabriel turned his attention to Castiel's neck, sucking a large hickey into the skin to claim it as his own.
"I don't think I can last much longer without being inside you, Cassie. I promise I'll lick every inch of you soon, but not tonight." Castiel whimpered as Gabriel let go of the angel's cock, trailing his fingers down past the heavy set of balls to reach the other's tight opening. Without even a snap, Gabriel slicked his hand, rubbing his index finger at the wrinkled flesh while mouthing at Castiel's neck.
The younger angel lifted his leg, hooking it behind Gabriel to open himself to the other's touch. "Please, Gabriel, I want you." Humming his consent, Gabriel slowly pressed the finger inside. Castiel was hot and tight and too wound up to take the digit comfortably. It took a moment, but once the younger angel started to relax, Gabriel began to work the finger in and out of him.
It took a few minutes for Castiel to accept the new sensation, but once he started to rock into Gabriel's hand, the archangel added another finger to the mix. Stretching Castiel, knowing that he was the first -and would be the last- to be inside the blue-eyed angel caused no small amount of lust in Gabriel. Still, though he wanted nothing more than to plunge into the man he held back, carefully taking his time to make sure Castiel was ready for each new digit.
Once Gabriel was able to comfortably fit four fingers into the now-panting angel he pulled back. Castiel's eyes which had been shut in pleasure shot open as Gabriel moved away. Leaning forward to kiss the taller man's lips, Gabriel smiled, using the time to spread the lubricant on his cock. "Last chance to back out, Cassie. Once I'm inside you I'm not going to be able to hold back. I will complete the bond once we're joined."
A firm hand tangled in his hair, pulling Gabriel into a harsh kiss. Moaning at the feeling while Castiel kissed him, Gabriel lined himself up, using his wings to cheat and stay balanced while using his other hand to help Castiel hook his other leg around his waist. As the kiss broke, Castiel's eyes glowed blue with grace. "Bond us, Gabriel, mate me."
In one long push, Gabriel was encased in the inferno that was Castiel. Both moaned at their joining, Castiel clutching at Gabriel's back while the archangel pressed his face into Castiel's neck. Holding in place for a few moments, Gabriel waited until the younger angel experimentally shifted below him. With shallow thrusts, Gabriel began to move.
"So… so good, brother… I never…" Castiel's was wrecked, his baritone voice broken as he spoke of his pleasure. One hand holding Castiel's hip, Gabriel placed the other beside his lover. Castiel couldn't seem to keep his hands still, running through Gabriel's hair and down his back, only to rank his blunt nails along the archangel's spine. With every push of his hips, Gabriel grew a bit bolder, pressing harder into the angel who was all but begging for more.
Their stomachs were pressed together, letting Gabriel feel how Castiel's cock was leaking between them. Sensing the walls gripping him become even tighter, Gabriel picked up the pace. "Let go, Cassie, when you need to let go." With a high-pitched cry that echoed in the angel's true voice, Castiel came. Latching onto the bliss the other was feeling, Gabriel pressed his grace into the younger angel, completing the tie Castiel had begun to form.
It only took a second, and their bond was complete. Biting down on the angel's shoulder hard enough to leave a mark, Gabriel coated Castiel's channel in his seed. The angel made soft, pleasing sounds, not quite a moan while Gabriel spilled inside him. Licking at the mark, Gabriel kept their bodies together, only sparing a second to clean their stomachs of Castiel's release.
"I never knew it was like that," said Castiel sometime later, Gabriel having slipped out of the angel though remaining on top of him and holding him close.
Humming, Gabriel rolled to his side, reaching out and pulling Castiel against him willingly. "Yeah, sex is typically pretty good, but I've never been able to have it quite like that before. Feeling your grace all wrapped up in mine? It's perfect, Cassie."
Fingers trailed down Gabriel's arm and side, resting at his hip while the younger angel used a flash of grace to cover them in the blankets. "And what do we do now, Gabriel?" asked the seraph.
At the question, Gabriel leaned forward and pecked the other's lips. "Now we have a nap, then in the morning you get to feel what it's like to be the one pitching."
"I do not understand that reference." Laughing, Gabriel nuzzled under Castiel's chin, happily having his mate close.
"I'll demonstrate in the morning, sleep now. I know you may not need it but it's refreshing, and morning-sex is better when you're still a bit sleepy."
Castiel didn't respond, instead, he pulled Gabriel down just a bit more so that he could rest his cheek on the other's head. Closing his eyes, Gabriel embraced the love he could feel surrounding him, enjoying his time being encased in his mate's arms.
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