Disclaimer:
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is not mine- it's owned by CLAMP and made by CLAMP. Kuro-tan and Fai-san will never be mine… Syaoran-kun and Sakura-chan were not made by me…It's a bittersweet thing…
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Manga reference:
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I. Let me die… let him live--------------------------------------Chapter126
II. I awoke… He awakes----------------------------------------Chapter130
III. I decided… He made a choice--------------------------------Chapter130
IV. Crimson alcohol----------------------------------------------Chapter137
V. Your life… My existence-------------------------------------Chapter138
VI. I lived… and so it rained------------------------------------Chapter148-149
VII. Blood and tears… fall like rain -----------------------------Chapter142, 144, 148 & 149
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Author Notes:
I thank once again all those that left reviews…
I was quite ecstatic that they all were positive and I enjoyed reading every
syllable, word, sentence and paragraph.
…And so…
I am grateful.
…For that I offer…
Kuro-sama's part
Do enjoy!
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WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title
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The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
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VII. "Blood and tears… fall like rain"
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[Kuro-puppy]
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It shattered
I saw it
So clear
So undeniable
So despairingly broken
...
His world shattered
All the cracked pieces fell one after the other
All that kept it there vanished
Vanished along with his mask
Vanished together with his smile
His ever so fake smile
…
It shattered.
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He had smiled
Had tried to smile
He had tried so hard
So hard to keep the smile up
Tried so hard the keep the mask up
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He kept on trying …
…even knowing that it's failing…
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Amidst all the pretense
Amidst the fake familiarity
Amidst all the walls
Amidst all his lies
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I see it
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He dies
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His eyes die
His heart dies
He dies
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I told him
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"Don't think…"
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I tried to show him
I wanted him know
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"…that it's so noble...
...to just keep silent…"
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I wanted him to see
I wanted the blasted idiot to see
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"…and think that...
]...no one can understand…"
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He isn't alone
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He's blind
The damn idiot is just so blind
He couldn't see
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…No…
It isn't that.
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He didn't bother to look
He didn't want to see
He didn't want to accept
He couldn't accept
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He was afraid
Afraid to see
Afraid to accept
Afraid
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He was afraid to trust
He was afraid of being saved
He is afraid of the truth
He's afraid of the lies
He's afraid of what he may gain
Afraid of what he could loose
Afraid of what he may do
Afraid of himself
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If only I knew
If only I was aware
I f only…
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I wanted to know what he hides
I wanted to know of his pain
I want to know of the truth
I want to know the lies
I want to know
…of his wish…
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Now I'm not so sure
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I saw it
I saw his face
I saw his eyes
I saw the fear
I saw dread
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We knew from the start
We knew that everything would change
We knew
We didn't know why
We just knew
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The laughter can't last forever
The simplicity won't last long
The smiles won't last for far too long
We can't be together like this anymore.
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There would always be a time
When things would change
There will always be a point
Where the plot deepens
It will always come
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No matter what we do
No matter how hard we try
No matter how much we hope
No matter how hard we wish
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It will come
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I saw his eyes
I saw the pain
I saw the fear
I knew what he was intending
He wanted to leave
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I stopped him.
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And then
The game ended
That game where trust was the foundation
Where bravery and guts is the ultimate weapon
The game we played for a price we know wholly not
We won.
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The price came down.
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As I see him look up…
As I see his eyes widen
…As the doll fell…
I saw recognition
…and then he paled…
As I heard him scream a name
I knew
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It had come
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She knew.
She knew what I know not
She acted as she saw fit
He failed.
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He promised her
Promised that if she wished for it
And so he shall grant it
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He was trying to protect her…
She managed to protect him.
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She protected him…
To some extent
What happened…
Broke him in various degrees
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She planned to leave
The blasted child wanted to leave
We fought in that game
…for this?!...
She is SO like him!
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Three worlds connect
Three worlds opened
Opened by her feathers
She has such pure powers
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He left my grasp
He walked away
Walked away with a glassy stare
Walked away with slight smile on his face
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The world is tinted in red
Has it always been this corrupted?
Has fate always been this disturbed?
It's like the ones who run this place has suddenly gone mad.
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"Fai-san…"
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She whispered his name…
She called to him…
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"Promise me…"
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She called to him with that voice…
Calling to him with those eyes
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"Fai-san will value himself…"
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Those saddened eyes
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"…most…"
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He promised her
He promised
That if she wish it
And so he shall grant it
He promised
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He failed
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He stabbed her
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The world shattered
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Bits and pieces fell
All so sharp
All so painful
All so irritatingly real
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Everything shattered
It shattered as azure eyes clear
It shattered as it widened
It shattered
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I saw fear
I saw pain
I saw horror
Horror beyond words
His eyes turned from shock
Into something haunting
It was as if he was seeing something
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I hate it.
I detest it
I abhor it
I… DAMN THIS!
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I hate being in the dark
I hate to just watch
I hate not knowing
I hate being helpless
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They're suffering while we could only watch
They're dying as we watch
They're tearing down
Being broken
Falling apart
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I screamed at him
I tried to make him hear
I wanted him to hear
I want him to stop
He has to stop
He needs to stop
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"Don't pull the sword out!"
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He screamed
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His scream tumbled on us
It washed over us
Overwhelming
Like the blood
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"Promise me…"
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It rained on us like her blood.
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"Fai-san will value himself…"
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Crimson red diluted with his tears.
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"…most…"
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And so I finish…
This chapter is dedicated to those lovely people who reviewed.
I was so happy I just had to finish it right away.
Hope you guys liked it.
And once again…
I ask you guys to review
It makes my dull, uneventful, and depressing life so much better.
