Disclaimer:

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is not mine- it's owned by CLAMP and made by CLAMP. Kuro-tan and Fai-san will never be mine… Syaoran-kun and Sakura-chan were not made by me…It's a bittersweet thing…

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Manga reference:

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I. Let me die… let him live--------------------------------------Chapter126

II. I awoke… He awakes----------------------------------------Chapter130

III. I decided… He made a choice--------------------------------Chapter130

IV. Crimson alcohol----------------------------------------------Chapter137

V. Your life… My existence-------------------------------------Chapter138

VI. I lived… and so it rained------------------------------------Chapter148-149

VII. Blood and tears… fall like rain -----------------------------Chapter142, 144, 148 & 149

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Author Notes:

I thank once again all those that left reviews…

I was quite ecstatic that they all were positive and I enjoyed reading every

syllable, word, sentence and paragraph.

…And so…

I am grateful.

…For that I offer…

Kuro-sama's part

Do enjoy!

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WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title

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The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty

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VII. "Blood and tears… fall like rain"

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[Kuro-puppy]

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It shattered

I saw it

So clear

So undeniable

So despairingly broken

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His world shattered

All the cracked pieces fell one after the other

All that kept it there vanished

Vanished along with his mask

Vanished together with his smile

His ever so fake smile

It shattered.

He had smiled

Had tried to smile

He had tried so hard

So hard to keep the smile up

Tried so hard the keep the mask up

He kept on trying …

…even knowing that it's failing…

Amidst all the pretense

Amidst the fake familiarity

Amidst all the walls

Amidst all his lies

I see it

He dies

His eyes die

His heart dies

He dies

I told him

"Don't think…"

I tried to show him

I wanted him know

"…that it's so noble...

...to just keep silent…"

I wanted him to see

I wanted the blasted idiot to see

"…and think that...

]...no one can understand…"

He isn't alone

He's blind

The damn idiot is just so blind

He couldn't see

…No…

It isn't that.

He didn't bother to look

He didn't want to see

He didn't want to accept

He couldn't accept

He was afraid

Afraid to see

Afraid to accept

Afraid

He was afraid to trust

He was afraid of being saved

He is afraid of the truth

He's afraid of the lies

He's afraid of what he may gain

Afraid of what he could loose

Afraid of what he may do

Afraid of himself

If only I knew

If only I was aware

I f only…

I wanted to know what he hides

I wanted to know of his pain

I want to know of the truth

I want to know the lies

I want to know

…of his wish…

Now I'm not so sure

I saw it

I saw his face

I saw his eyes

I saw the fear

I saw dread

We knew from the start

We knew that everything would change

We knew

We didn't know why

We just knew

The laughter can't last forever

The simplicity won't last long

The smiles won't last for far too long

We can't be together like this anymore.

There would always be a time

When things would change

There will always be a point

Where the plot deepens

It will always come

No matter what we do

No matter how hard we try

No matter how much we hope

No matter how hard we wish

It will come

I saw his eyes

I saw the pain

I saw the fear

I knew what he was intending

He wanted to leave

I stopped him.

And then

The game ended

That game where trust was the foundation

Where bravery and guts is the ultimate weapon

The game we played for a price we know wholly not

We won.

The price came down.

As I see him look up…

As I see his eyes widen

…As the doll fell…

I saw recognition

…and then he paled…

As I heard him scream a name

I knew

It had come

She knew.

She knew what I know not

She acted as she saw fit

He failed.

He promised her

Promised that if she wished for it

And so he shall grant it

He was trying to protect her…

She managed to protect him.

She protected him…

To some extent

What happened…

Broke him in various degrees

She planned to leave

The blasted child wanted to leave

We fought in that game

…for this?!...

She is SO like him!

Three worlds connect

Three worlds opened

Opened by her feathers

She has such pure powers

He left my grasp

He walked away

Walked away with a glassy stare

Walked away with slight smile on his face

The world is tinted in red

Has it always been this corrupted?

Has fate always been this disturbed?

It's like the ones who run this place has suddenly gone mad.

"Fai-san…"

She whispered his name…

She called to him…

"Promise me…"

She called to him with that voice…

Calling to him with those eyes

"Fai-san will value himself…"

Those saddened eyes

"…most…"

He promised her

He promised

That if she wish it

And so he shall grant it

He promised

He failed

He stabbed her

The world shattered

Bits and pieces fell

All so sharp

All so painful

All so irritatingly real

Everything shattered

It shattered as azure eyes clear

It shattered as it widened

It shattered

I saw fear

I saw pain

I saw horror

Horror beyond words

His eyes turned from shock

Into something haunting

It was as if he was seeing something

I hate it.

I detest it

I abhor it

I… DAMN THIS!

I hate being in the dark

I hate to just watch

I hate not knowing

I hate being helpless

They're suffering while we could only watch

They're dying as we watch

They're tearing down

Being broken

Falling apart

I screamed at him

I tried to make him hear

I wanted him to hear

I want him to stop

He has to stop

He needs to stop

"Don't pull the sword out!"

He screamed

His scream tumbled on us

It washed over us

Overwhelming

Like the blood

"Promise me…"

It rained on us like her blood.

"Fai-san will value himself…"

Crimson red diluted with his tears.

"…most…"

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And so I finish…

This chapter is dedicated to those lovely people who reviewed.

I was so happy I just had to finish it right away.

Hope you guys liked it.

And once again…

I ask you guys to review

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