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Chapter 8
SPOV
I have been floating since prom. It was such a perfect night, and Godric told me he loves me back! We shared such an amazing night together; my heart flutters every time I remember that magical time beside our pond. Godric was so amazingly sweet and gentle with me and I am so glad I saved my first time for someone I am in love with.
Even with the momentous occasion I shared with Godric, I still can't stop my feelings for Eric. I know I am falling hard for him, and I suspect I may be in love with him as well. Is my heart really big enough, strong enough to love them both? How did it come to this? What the hell am I going to do about this realization? I will have to spend my summer unraveling this complex web of affections for my two loves.
Eric is taking me to the class graduation party tonight, and I am excited to spend this last night with him before he will be gone for three months. I know I will miss him, and I want to enjoy the time I have with him before I have to say goodbye. I start to prepare for tonight's party. I decide to wear a fun, pink party dress. It's a bit short, and a little low cut, but I know Eric will love it.
I style my hair and am just finishing applying my lip gloss when there is a knock on the front door. I grab my pumps and start down the stairs. Jason is standing talking with Eric in the entryway. I roll my eyes. Great. They are discussing football, and when I descend the stairs Eric looks up at me, with wonderment on his face. I smirk. I knew he'd appreciate this dress. Jason turns to see me coming up behind them.
"Hey, Sook, you goin' to the party tonight?"
"Yes, Eric's here to take me," I reply with a grin at Eric.
"Oh, what happened with Godric? Didn't he just take you to prom with him?" he asks, giving me a speculative glare. Shit! I flush. I so do not want to explain this dating triangle to my brother. I look up to Eric and his expression is unreadable. Great.
"Oh, well, um it's complicated. Don't worry about it," I stammer out, blushing harder under his intense look. Jason finally shrugs and grins up at Eric.
"You treat my baby sister right, ya hear?" he asks in a playful manner. Eric grins and raises his brow to me.
"Always," he replies with a devious grin in my direction. I finally grab Eric's hand and lead him out of the house, desperate to end this awkward conversation. Eric is smirking down at my blushing face. I shut the door behind us and let out a sigh. Eric lays a light kiss on my lips and proceeds to guide me to the car.
He peels out of the driveway ans I sit lost in my thoughts for a time. I am dating two guys, correction; I am in love with two guys. What could this mean for my future? I couldn't even admit to my own brother the specifics of our dating arrangement. I really need to get this figured out quickly. Eric must notice my anxiety because he places his large hand on my thigh and smiles at me.
"Listen, Sookie, I know you have feelings for both Godric and I and I want you to take all the time you need to decide whatever it is you want for your future," he says solemnly. I nod and smile up at his beautiful face. It's a rare occasion that I see this serious side of Eric, and I'm glad he is being so understanding about my indecisiveness. I take his hand in my own and place a small kiss to his palm in gratitude.
We pull up to the party. The yard is filled with cars and I can hear the bass rumbling from the house. I grin as I decide I will have fun tonight. Everything else will still be there for me to contemplate in the morning. We exit the car and Eric takes my hand, leading me into the rowdy party. The place is packed! There is a spin table set up with blaring rap music playing, and there are kegs set up along the far wall. There are kids filling every available space as Eric and I push our way through the crowd.
Eric leans down shouting to me, "I'll get us a drink! Be right back!" He makes his way to the kegs as I look out at the faces around me. Kids are dancing and shouting and having a riot, and I'm feeling a little uncomfortable. This is my first, and I suppose, last high school party. Eric makes his way back to me, handing me my drink and placing a kiss to the top of my head. I see several angry glares from the girls around me and I smirk. Sorry, ladies, this one's with me.
We drink our beer as Eric starts telling me about their plans for Europe. We are laughing and having a good time and I soon relax and begin to enjoy myself. One of my favorite songs starts playing and I grin up at Eric as I drag him to the impromptu dance floor. I begin grinding against him in rhythm to the sultry beat and Eric grips my ass, pulling me tightly against him as he meets my grinding hips with his own, giving me a wicked smirk.
EPOV
Sookie is the sexiest girl I have ever seen, and tonight when she came down in this tiny little dress, showing off her amazing rack, and those luscious legs of hers? Fuck! Incredible. I've been dating her throughout the entire school year now, and will be leaving tomorrow for the rest of the summer. I wonder if this time away from both Godric and I will be the time she needs to figure out exactly what she wants from the both of us. I have fallen for her hard, and I can't help but think I may very well love this girl. I want to see her happy, and will support whatever decision she makes in the hopes that I can remain in her life in some capacity.
Now, as she is grinding against my firm erection, I want her. I need her, now. I crash my mouth to hers and she is kissing me back, a low hum of desire coming from her. Shit. We are surrounded by people. I can't take this any further here. I pull away and look into her flushed, lust filled face. I take her hand and lead her through the crowd. I look back and see her giving me a sexy smirk. She is killing me.
I lead her to the stairway and we race up the stairs in search of some privacy. There is an open door, and I peek into the room. Empty bedroom. Fucking perfect. I pull Sookie through the doorway, slamming the door and pressing her up against it as we resume our passionate kissing. I am grinding against her as she wraps her delectable legs around me and grips my hair, pulling slightly and making me growl in pleasure. Sookie pulls of my shirt then proceeds to unbutton my jeans. Oh, fuck! This is finally happening! But is this what she really wants?
"Sookie, stop," I whisper, as I lower her to her feet and lead her to the bed, sitting her next to me. She gives me a confused look. "Don't do this if you aren't ready," I tell her earnestly. She blushes slightly as she gives me a sweet smile.
"I want this, Eric. I love you," she says softly, looking up at me through the lace of her lashes. My brows rise to my hairline at her confession. Then I give her a soft smile.
"I think I love you, too, Sookie," I tell her, running my fingers through her golden locks. She beams up at me and jumps unto my lap, straddling me. I chuckle softly at her eagerness. Her mouth is on mine and I open up for her to caress my tongue with her own. I am lost in her kiss. She begins grinding against me and it's becoming seriously uncomfortable at this point.
I lift Sookie and lay her on the bed as I shed my jeans. I reach down and wiggle her out of her tight dress. She lays before me in only her lacy pink bra and panties and my erection kicks at the sight. "Fucking perfect," I whisper as I lay my body over hers, kissing her deeply as I unfasten her bra and gently remove it from her. I clutch her amazing breasts that fit my hands perfectly and pinch her nipples lightly making her gasp softly at my attentions.
Sookie wraps one leg around my waist and flips us, leaving me lying on the bed looking up at her above me. She grins widely down to me, then starts kissing down my body, biting occasionally as she works her way down my abdomen. She grips the tops of my boxers and yanks them away. She looks up at me from behind my standing erection.
Is she? She takes the tip of me into her warm mouth. Oh, fuck yes. I groan out my pleasure as she works me deeper into her warm, wet mouth. She begins licking and sucking, and swirling that delicious tongue of hers around my now rock hard erection. She is driving me wild. I don't know how much longer I can last, and I want to be inside another part of her when I finish. I grip her arms and pull her up to lay on top of me.
"Condom," she whispers against my ear. I reach to my discarded jeans on the floor and pull one out, grinning at her. I roll it on, and Sookie sits above me, looking down into my eyes as she slowly lowers herself down my length. My head rolls back at the feel of her exquisite tightness enveloping me.
"Fuck, Sookie," I say once she has me fully inside her. I pull her face down to mine, kissing her as she starts gently pumping me with her delicious hips. I grip her hair in ecstasy. I love this girl. She is moaning against my neck, nibbling the soft flesh there, as I am meeting her thrust for thrust.
Our rhythm is becoming more fervent as I feel my impending climax building. I reach down, softly pinching Sookie's swollen nub, bringing her screaming into my mouth making her nails dig into my biceps as she finds her release around me. I give two more powerful thrusts, releasing deep inside her, roaring out my own pleasure into her hot mouth. We are both gasping loudly, looking deeply into each other's eyes, just lost in this moment together.
Sookie is lying boneless on top of me, as we are both trying to catch our breath, I run my hands through her silky hair, relishing the feel. I wrap her in my arms and kiss the crown of her head. I know I am ruined for anyone but my Sookie. I never want to let her go. This summer away from here is going to be torture. "I'm gonna miss you this summer," I say against the warm flushed skin of her forehead. She nods against me.
"Me, too," she whispers. I feel warm liquid dripping down my chest, and I lift Sookie's head and see she is crying. Shit! "I'm sorry," she tells me softly, "I just have a lot of thinking to do while you guys are gone this summer. I don't know how I'm supposed to make this kind of choice." She looks devastated. I am uncomfortable with tears and am slightly panicking here. I need to make this better.
I pull her into my arms, sitting up so she is curled up in my lap. I put her small face in my hands and look into her sparkling blue eyes. "Sookie, we will figure this out together. You take your time and make sure you are making the right decision for you, okay?" She gives me a small smile and nods. I kiss her head softly. I hope she can decide soon, or this fall is going to make for some interesting living arrangements between the three of us. I sigh. I guess we'll cross that bridge when we get there.
