Chapter 8

Wow. Is all I can say right now. You guys are the best. Thank you for the awesome reviews. They really put me at ease. Please forgive me for the mishaps with the pregnancy dates of Mellie. She was in my mind only 2 months. So I will use the word months when talking about Liv's pregnancy. Keep me on track. Lol. Jake is gone. Mellie's grass isn't as green as it was when she was with Fitz. We all seem to except Tom for who he is no problem there. Fitz is just a bad ass. Let's see how Liv handles his truth. Will there be positive or negative consequences. Please leave reviews. You guys make my day.

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Fitz drives like a bat out of hell to the hospital. Parking his car as fast as he can and running like a track star to get to his Livvie. Once he enters her room he stops and is almost afraid to approach. Olivia and Abby's heads snap turning in the direction of the door. "Fitz." Is all Olivia could say with tears beginning to match his tear stained face. "Livvie." He says as he slowly walks to her. "Baby."….. Is all Fitz can muster out with his voice just above a whisper. He pulls Liv to him gently as to not hurt her and cries while silently giving god praise of thanks for bringing her back to him. Abby slowly and quietly leave to give them privacy. To see Fitz break is breaking Liv's heart. She tries in her weaken state to comfort Fitz by caressing his hair and speaking soft words of encouragement. But yet he continues to cry. "Baby please stop crying. You are making me cry more." Fitz finally releases her and looks her directly in the eyes. "I thought I lost you again."

"I'm right here baby. You didn't lose me." Liv says as she whence in pain.

Fitz notices this and stands up removing his weight off the bed. "Are you in pain?"

'Yes a little. My entire body hurts. And I'm having some serious stomach pains. But the doctor said the baby is fine and my pain is normal."

"Did they give you pain meds?"

"I refused anymore because I don't want our baby drugged up."

"I understand but Liv they know how much to give that won't affect the baby."

Looking at Fitz she smiles. "If the pain get where I can't handle it I will ask for meds…..Ok?"

Fitz shakes his head up and down. "Do you remember what happened?" Fitz asks her as he rubs his thumb across her hand. She nods her head yes.

"But I don't understand what was with that cop. I'm sure he's still out there roaming the street looking for someone else to sexually assault. I thought he was gonna rape me Fitz."

Pulling Liv to his chest he tells her. "You don't have to worry about him anymore."

"Wh..what do you mean? How do you know? Was he arrested?"

Fitz steps back from Liv not sure how to tell her the events that has taken place or how much to tell her. So he just spits out the first thing that comes out his mouth. "I took care of him."

Looking at Fitz with confusion on her face. "What do you mean you took care of him? How did you even know what happened or who….he…is?" Liv's heart begins to pick up at a rapid pace. Fear is starting to grip her every being. Not wanting to believe what she is thinking he meant by 'I took care of him'.

"Huck." Is all he said as he looked at her.

"Ok….So now answer the rest of my question."

Fitz becomes nervous and begins to fidget with his hands putting them in his pocket only to take them back out. "Liv baby can we discuss this later, when you're feeling better. You need to rest. You just come out of a coma?"

"Fi…..tz!" She growls out. "Answer my question….What..do..you..mean..by..you..took..care..of..him?"

Fitz doesn't answer her because he feels as if he's being judge. And he sees the fear building up in her eyes.

OMG you killed that man and you stand here like nothing about that is wrong. I need you to leave. I don't know who you are."

"Livvie please understand, he was not gonna stop. He's been doing shit like this with every woman I've dated."

"You know him! So this is because of you? Fitz I need you to leave…..NOW!" Abby walks in as Olivia is somewhat yelling in her weaken state. She looks from Olivia to Fitz.

"Liv I never meant….." Olivia begins to yell for Fitz to leave tears now evident in her eyes. At that exact moment Liv bends forward in pain. Abby and Fitz both moves quickly to her bedside. Standing on opposite side of Liv. They both begin to ask her if she's ok. Liv begins to feel a warm liquid between her legs. Pulling the covers down to see what is going on she continues to hold her lower stomach scrunching up her face in with a painful expression. "OMG I'm bleeding!" She, Abby, and Fitz begin to panic. As Liv yells out in pain. Fitz presses the nurse call button and yells for the doctor. Abby is trying to calm Liv. But she's in too much pain. The nurses and doctors all rush into the room forcing Abby and Fitz both to wait outside. Not even a minute later there is a stat call for the 'OB' to room 722. Fitz and Abby both just look at one another not knowing what to do or say. So they nervously wait. While waiting Abby inquire about what happened when she left the room that got Liv so upset, and Fitz goes over everything with her.

Several doctors and nurses were stationed in Liv's room. Nurses are coming and going at very fast pace. Fitz asks one of the nurses coming out what was going on and if Olivia and the baby were ok. The nurse's only reply was that the doctor would let them know something when he could. Suddenly the door to Liv's room opens again and in a sedated state she's being wheeled out rushed yet again to surgery. It was about an hour and a half before someone came to update Fitz and Abby."Ms. Whelen?" The nurse call out. Both Fitz an Abby stand. "Yes." Abby response.

"Ms. Pope is asking for you." Abby looks at Fitz. He drops his head and places his hand on is hips and his worry turns to anger. His ear turn fire red, his eyes turn a very cloudy grey, his heart is pumping strongly against his chest. He takes a deep breath then looks up and blows it out. Trying to control the anger that has risen up inside him. Abby pats his arm. "I will talk to her."

"FUCK!" Fitz says too angry to stay he walks away. Leaving the hospital completely. He has a strong feeling in his heart that his little girl was gone due to the amount of blood coming from Olivia. And any chance of him and Liv being together just may be over.

Abby walks into Liv's room. She has dosed off with tear stained cheeks. Abby walks next to the bedside and calls out to Liv in a whisper. Rubbing Liv's face near her hairline she calls her name again. But Liv does not respond.

"She's still under sedation Ms. Whelen. But she instructed us to notify you that she wanted only her family to visit. Mr. Grant is no longer allowed and no information is to be given to him." The nurse who's name tag read Tiffany RN informed Abby.

"Is she ok? Is the baby ok?" Abby asks now rubbing Liv's hair.

"The doctor will be in shortly to explain everything." Nurse Tiffany then turns to exit the room to notify the doctor that Abby awaits him.

Once the doctor finally comes he explains to Abby the unfortunate news of Liv's miscarriage. And her much needed D&C."

"Does Olivia know?" Abby asked sadly glancing at Olivia.

Placing his hand in the pockets of his white MD jacket as he speaks "It's was explained to her before we sedated her."

"Thank you." Abby says and then walks over to the sofa in Liv's room and calls to share the unpleasant news with their extended family. That included Fitz.

About two hours later Liv begins to wake. Harrison, Huck, Stephen and Quinn arrive about an hour ½ ago waiting for Liv to come back to a conscious state. Everyone goes to her bedside. As Liv opens her eyes and sees everyone at her side her heart sinks. She then turns to her left and look Abby directly in the eyes while placing her hand over her stomach. Silently asking the question she needed the answer too. Abby shakes her head from side to side with tears in her eyes. Olivia in that moment let out a wale so full of hurt…."NOOOOOOOOOOO!" Arching her back trying to release the angst that has overtaken her. Tears are release from her eyes like they did the day her nanna & mother died. The ache in her heart and soul is so strong that everyone can feel it. The sorrow is so strong that there is not a dry eye in the room. For the next hour they all mourn the loss of her and Fitz daughter. During this moment no one speaks on Fitz or the hurt he is feeling. Now is just not the time.

After Fitz left the hospital he headed home. His heart broke into pieces after Abby confirm what he already knew. His baby girl didn't make it. And Liv was blaming him. Actually he blamed himself. If he only hadn't taken Jakes games lightly, If he had only told Olivia about his past warned her about Jake. He was living in such a bubble with Liv. That it never dawn on him that his past would ruin his future including taking his future child before she was even born. Fitz has never been a quitter in his life. And for the first time ever he feels defeated. He feels dead inside. Scotch is definitely his only since of peace right now. He's been tossing them back pretty hard for the last 3 hours. As he sits slouched on his sofa his doorbell rings. Fitz slowly and drunkenly gets up and goes to the door. "Who the hell is it?"

"It's Tom."

Fitz fumbles with the lock before finally getting the door open. He stumbles forward and Tom catches him. "Woe there buddy. I got you." Tom gives Fitz support as he stands him back upward. Closing the door behind him he walks Fitz over to the sofa and sits him down.

"Hey man, what you doing here."

"Huck called me."

Tom received a call from Huck while on assignment.

"Hmm." I really fucked up man."

"Sorry for you loss."

"Yeah well me too. I'm not only sorry, I'm a sorry excuse of a man."

"Fitz look, any man would have done the same thing. Jake was a lame dog that had to be put down. He was a threat to you and your family."

"Yeah but look what it cost me."

"You haven't lost everything. You have Oliva, your Helen of Troy. You can't give up man. I've seen you too together. That woman loves you. She's just hurting right now. She need time to heal. But in the meantime you don't give up. You fight for the woman you love. You don't get to quit." Tom takes a small case from his pocket and holds it out to Fitz. Fitz takes the case and opens it. He stares at the beautiful diamond cut engagement ring he had specially made for Olivia. "She gonna love it Fitz. Oh and the land on Vermont is ready for them to break ground. They just need your approval. You can't give up on her Fitz. She's the love of your life. Fight for her.

Fitz is at a loss for words. He never knew Tom could be so compassionate. He's always so hard in his stance and disposition. "Thanks Tom.

"No problem. So are you gonna share that scotch or keep acting like a Bitch baby?"

"Fuck you Tom." Fitz says as he smiles feeling a sense of hope again.

"You're not my type Fitz. I like them older." Both men break into a fit of laughter.

Tom sticks around to help sober Fitz up before leaving to continue the mission of keeping an eye on Rowen. After Tom leaves Fitz sit back down on the sofa and takes out the ring he had made for Oliva. As he watched it sparkle he comtemplated how he was going to win Liv back.

By the following day Olivia room is filled with yellow and white lilies. Olivia would have them all removed only for Fitz to send more. He was not giving up on their love. He knew if he worked hard enough he would win back her trust. Five days later Olivia was release from the hospital. Before she could get settled in at home a delivery truck showed up with more lilies. Another truck showed up with a shit load of shopping bags filled with the best designer clothes and shoes money could buy. By week two of being home a messenger appeared with a certified envelope. Abby signed and thanked the courier. She walks over to Olivia as she's sitting on the coach.

"Should I open it or will you." Abby hold the envelope up to show Liv.

"You can open it." Liv states pretending not to pay much attention. "It's probably from Fitz anyway. He just don't give up."

Abby looks at Liv and decides it time to give her some hard truth. "Liv you know you're wrong, right?"

Giving Abby the most evil look she could muster. "How am I wrong?"

"Because, Fitz the man you love did what he had to do. What any man would have done to protect the people he loves. You're treating him unfair, and I'm calling you on your bullshit. That man loves you. That man lost his baby too. You aren't the only one who's hurting. That man prayed day in and day out. I've never seen a grown man cry so much or so hard. He was broken. Just like you are now. So stop playing the dam victim and heal with that man. You and him both experienced a great loss. It was not his fault. It was that sicko Jake whatever his name was.

"He killed someone Abby."

"So has Huck. But do you treat him like this?" Do you push Huck out of your life knowing what he has done and is capable of doing? Sound hypercritical to me.

"That's different."

"Why…..because you're not fucking him?"

"ABBY!"

"Don't fucking Abby me…..you love this man, but for whatever reason you won't allow him to love you back. It's like you find excuse after excuse to break up with him…. To run….You don't have to heal alone…Liv.

"Why are you rooting for Fitz so hard Abby?"

"Cause he's the best thing that happened to you. Can't you see that? You were the happiest you ever been when you're with him."

Olivia sighs….She's quiet….She's thinking….She knows Abby is right….She snatches the envelope from Abby's hand and slowly walks around as she opens it. She reaches inside and pulls out two keyless remotes to a Lexis BMW. Both of their eyes get big as saucers…..Olivia mouth drops open in surprise. "No way! Did he really?"

Abby smirks and say, "There's only one way to find out." They both head toward the front door. Once outside they're both stunned beyond believe. There in front of her apartment is a Cream pearl colored Lexis BMW Truck with a bow on around it and Fitz leaning against it.

Abby smiles. Fitz slowly steps forward. As she passes by Fitz she give him a hug an whispers "Go fight for you woman." Fitz never taking his eyes off Olivia releases Abby and continues walking toward Olivia.

As he gets closer his heart begins to beat faster…harder…..louder.."Liv can we talk?" Fitz says in a pleading voice. Olivia steps back into her apartment and Fitz follows. As she step into the middle of the room Fitz closes the door. He slowly turns to her and stands there. Not because he afraid but because the emotions are building up in him. Fitz brings up his thumb and index finger over his eyes. Trying not to cry. Liv stand there and watches him. His emotions are overtaking him. Trying with everything inside him to control how he's feeling. But he can't. Seeing her…..standing in her presence…being allowed to be here breaks him. His shoulders begin to jerk up and down. He breaks…A full grown man standing in front of the women he loves cries. Olivia hears his cries so deep from within him. She begins to cry as well.

"Livvie I'm soooooo sorry, please forgive me…he cried harder…..shoulders jerking more and more. …harder and harder….Apologizing over and over again. Olivia walks to him she's now crying just as hard.

"No Fitz baby I'm sorry, baby I'm so sorry."…."I love you Livvie."….."I love you Fitz." Through tear and pain they kisses and apologize to each other. Expressing their love for one another. Tears…Pain….regret….need….desire…...want…loss….strength. They continue to share all these feeling. "I love you so much baby." Fitz repeats. "I love you too. I've always loved you." Fitz holds Olivia face with both hands as he glides his tongue in and around Liv's mouth. Putting all he has in kissing her. Olivia slides her hands underneath Fitz shirt needing to feel his warm skin. Missing his touch. She pushes his shirt upward. Fitz then grabs the helm and removes it completely from his upper body. Olivia begins kissing his chest, pecks, and neck. Fitz lifts Liv up. He needs to feel the pulse in her neck. He loves her neck. Kissing it, sucking on it, running his lips and tongue against it. His dick is rock hard right now. He wants to be inside Liv. He wants to create another life. He want to remind her how good they go together. He wants to hear her scream. Liv feels the heat they are creating. She has misses this man so much. His touch….His tongue…His love…..His ability to make the world melt away.

Fitz begins walking toward Liv's bedroom. He carries Liv to the bed but does not put her down. He continue to attack her neck that causes her to go weak. That spot that creates a moan of desire that he has missed hearing. With her legs still wrapped around Fitz waste she leans back and removes her sweater. Fitz then while holding Liv with one hand, uses the other hand to unsnap her bra. Using that same hand to remove it from her body all together. He then attacks her breast. Sucking from one to the other…..rotating his tongue around each nipple only to suck it again. Giving both breast equal amount of attention. "Ahhh Fitz….Ummm baby…I missed you…..I love you."

"Stand on the bed baby." Fitz orders but not in a demanding way. Liv stand on the bed as Fitz continues to suck and kiss Olivia breast as he remove her leggings and underwear. She steps out of them. He quickly unbuckles his belt and pants and discard them beneath his feet. Fitz in one swift motion picks Liv up and lays her down on the bed. He parts her legs with his knee as he continues to kiss her deeply. He penetrates her without warning. Liv arches up like a cat. She inhales sucking in all the oxygen her lung could hold. Fitz holding his dick inside Olivia still sucking on her neck waits for her to exhale.

"Breath baby." he says as she slowly descends from her arched position.

"Fitz baby"….she says trying to talk as he continues making her lose all thoughts.

"I know baby." He begins to thrust slowly and deeply in and out of her.

"Ummm, ba…SSSS…..Owww….B…aby…we can't…I haven't had my six we…..eeeek checkup….Owww shit. Fitz we gotta stop….You don't have a cond…om. …..Owwwww…Owwwww…..Baby."

"I can't stop sweet baby. I need to feel you….I need you Livvie…All of you….I can't stop. Fitz continues to deep thrust slow and meticulously going deeper…..and …..deeper with tears in his eyes." I need you baby."

"Fitz I…I…..could…..get …..pregnant again."

"Then let's get pregnant. I need this Livvie. I need you to have my baby….deep thrust….deeper thrust….tears…..her tears….his tears.

"Owwwwwwwwwwww Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiitz…Shit, shit,shit,shit….Ummmmmmm. Liv's can't stop she starts to throw the pussy back at him. Matching him stroke for stroke…..Tears….He's hitting her cervix again and again and again and again….Tears…Her vaginal walls begin to contract gripping Fitz dick with such tightness. She can feel her pulse in her temples…She can hear her pulse in her ears.

Fitz picks up the pace. "I love you Livvie…..he begins to pound into Liv's pussy with determination of reaching her heart if that was even possible.

"Yes sweet baby just like that. Roll that pussy back at me…Fitz slides up on his knees and fold Olivia knee into her chest. And continues to thrust faster and faster. His release is building…Building…..Building…

"Ba….by pleeeeeeaaaaassssee…..don't cum in me.?

"I have to Livvie….I need to….You belong to me….You're gonna be my wife…I wanna marry you Livvie. With those words they both released so hard they both let out the loudest "AAAAAAA's and Owwwww and they just may have made another baby.

Unable to move neither of them do. They just lay there trying to catch their breath. "I love you with everything in me Livvie. "I got something for you as soon as I can move.

"Ok" is all she can say. Not sure what she's just done.

Fitz pulls his dick from inside Liv and grabs his pants from the floor. He needs to do this now before Liv begins to overthink. He turns back to her. He can tell she's in her head right now.

"Livvie." He calls her with a softness in his deep voice.

She looks down at him sitting between her legs. He takes the case from his pocket opens it and asks the question.

"Olivia Carolyn Pope will you marry me?"

Olivia sits straight up in the bed she looks at Fitz then she looks at the ring. She looks at Fitz then she looks at the ring. "OMG FITZ…YES…YES…..YESSSSSSSS I will marry you."

Fitz puts the ring on Olivia's finger. "It's beautiful. Baby I love it." She Kisses him with everything inside her. "Now you can knock me up."

"I think I already did."