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Hey! I hope you all liked my last chapter, anyways here's the new one! Enjoy and as always please review; and if you do review thank you!

Until You Leave


When Alex had walked out, Marissa did the only thing she could think to do. She stood there, for thirty seconds not believing that had just happened. Then she made her way to the large window in the room, and looked down, catching the site of Alex walking away, again.

Marissa sat on her hotel bed, going over everything in her head. She didn't know what had caused her to kiss Alex like that, she didn't know what she was thinking when she called her that morning. But when they were together, she realized how much she had missed her.

There had been some days when she would just sit in her room, and think about the blond. On the outside she and Ryan acted like the couple they were supposed to be, the couple that was supposed to be happy, the meant to be couple. But when they were behind closed doors, there were lots of arguments, lots of screaming, and lots of walking away. But that wasn't to say she didn't love him, she knew a part of her loved him. He'd always been there despite everything. That had to count for something.

Marissa knew she had feelings for Alex, feelings she'd pushed away when Alex left three years prior. Seeing Alex at the bar though the previous night had made some of those feelings resurface. Spending time with Alex that morning over coffee, made even more feelings resurface, and when they're lips had met once again; everything came back full force.

Sighing Marissa laid down on the bed, and looked at the ceiling. Folding her hands together she held them on her stomach, contemplating her next move.

She had officially cheated on Ryan, and that made her feel immensely guilty. She was engaged, and had kissed someone other than her fiancé. Sometimes she wished Ryan would cheat on her so that she would have a reason to leave him, but now that she had been the one who had done something wrong it all felt surreal.

Marissa unfolded her hands, and lifted her hand up above her head, looking at the ring that adorned her finger. Digging her other hand into her pocket she pulled her clenched fist out. Holding it above her head as well, she let the heart slowly drop from her fingers.

"I'm so stupid." Marissa muttered, looking at the two items in her hands.

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Alex sat on her bed, with her head in her hands. She'd never been so confused in her life. She hadn't expected that to happen with Marissa, she wasn't going to lie though a small part of her had hoped they would kiss. Rubbing her face, Alex took a few deep breaths, not believing she had walked away.

It was so odd. After three years of no contact, Marissa was back in her life. Alex didn't know if she was ready for this to happen again. She shook her head at her thoughts, Marissa was obviously with Ryan; the ring on her finger was indication enough.

Alex still had strong feelings for Marissa, she always did. But when they were together again, the feelings had only intensified. She'd never been more scared. "If Marissa still has this effect on me how am I going to move on?" Alex asked herself aloud, looking at the picture of her and Jodie.

"I'm such an idiot." Alex muttered, tearing her eyes away from the picture.