Alright, here's alexrocks502 request, "Cosmic Love."
Enjoy =D
Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or the song.
A falling star
Fell from your heart
And landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud
As it tore through them
And now it's left me blind
Kendall Knight stared out at the darkened sky. Rain poured down and lightning crackled in the air. A single tear slides down his cheek.
"What's wrong Kendall?" Logan asks as he walks over to the blonde.
Kendall forces himself to face Logan. "I-It's you...we, I..."
Logan's soft brown eyes are expectant. "Yes? What happened?"
The taller boy takes a deep, shuttering breath. "I-I think...no, I know..." Kendall shakes his head to clear it. "Logie, I love you." The expression on Logan's face does not change. Kendall feels more tears come to his eyes. "But y-you're-"
"I'm what?" Logan questions gently as he slides closer to Kendall.
The blonde boy can barley get the words out. They are choking him. "Y-you're…you're dead." Kendall turns away as his body is raked with sobs. When he looks up again; Logan is gone.
The stars
The moon
They have all been blown out
You left
Me in
The dark
I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow
Of your heart
Kendall closes his eyes; letting himself be consumed in darkness for a moment. Did it even matter though?
Ever since Logan died, every waking moment for Kendall was in the dark. Everyday Kendall felt like he was in the shadow of his lover's heart.
Night was no better. It was like the smaller boy's death was the moon's cue to no longer illuminate the night and stars to no longer shine.
And in the dark
I can hear your heartbeat
I tried
To find
The sound
"Oh, Logan..." Kendall sighs to himself. Logan's heartbeat thuds in his head. It echo's loudly in his mind.
Kendall tried so hard to find that heartbeat when Logan was dying.
But then
It stopped
And I was in the darkness
So darkness I became...
Kendall remembered it so clearly. Logan's heartbeat slowed until it stopped completely. His eyes had gone cold and lifeless. Kendall hated himself for not being able to help him...to save him.
Logan truly had been his other half.
But now...his other half was gone; and Kendall felt like he would forever be consumed in darkness.
So that's how he accepted it.
The stars
The moon
They have all been blown out
You left
Me in
The dark
No dawn
No day
I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
Everyone grieved over Logan. But no one did as much as Kendall, who had completely isolated himself.
With their fourth member gone and their leader unwillingly to move on; Big Time Rush faded.
I took the stars from my eyes
And then I made a map
And I knew that somehow
I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating
You were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
They would move back to Minnesota. Not that it would help in any emotional way. The memories burned even brighter there.
Katie walked into the room that Kendall had once shared with Logan. "It's going to get better," She assured her brother as he packed.
When he doesn't respond; Katie sighs and leaves the room.
Although her words still linger in his mind; Kendall cannot bring himself to believe them.
Things just seemed to fall apart when he was gone.
And in Kendall's mind; they would never be fixed.
The stars
The moon
They have all been blown out
You left
Me in
The dark
No dawn
No day
I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
The stars
The moon
They have all been blown out
You left
Me in
The dark
No dawn
No day
I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart...
Sorry if it was short; oh and if you were wondering what happened exactly; Logan got into a car accident.
This was like; wow. Much sadder than "Don't forget" and "Back to December" in my opinion.
So I'll be doing "Happy Ending" next and it'll be about Kendall and Logan's 'little' fight that was mentioned in the first two chapters.
