Please Read! (No, I'm not stopping!)

Before I start, I have to say thanks to everyone who's been reading and reviewing. I'm not obsessed with Reviews, but it helps me know what you guys like and such. =) I laughed after writing the "You sir, are dead" part, and thought it was probably one of those things only I'd think was funny, but apparently not! A few of you have told me that your gay or bi. I'm not, but I support it none the less. To me, love is love. And I apologize for the cliffhanger, but I really really had to! There won't be anymore like that, so don't worry! I hope you guys like it!

"I...I love you Frankie." I look up for his reaction. Please say it back!

Oh hell! Maybe I shouldn't have said it!

Frank is completely quiet, but a grin is slowly growing on his face. His eyes being to water, which has me in a state of complete shock. He wraps his arms around me, slowly and looks into my eyes, the grin still intact.

"I love you too Gerard." he lightly touches my lips to his and pulls back "So damn much!"

I pull him into another kiss, one that lasts longer, and the tears that have been threatening to fall from his eyes finally slide down his cheeks and onto mine. I pull away and wipe his eyes gently with my thumbs.

"What's wrong?" I feel tears gathering in my own eyes.

He smiles "Nothing Gerard, I've just heard a few people tell me they loved me and...it wasn't...the same. It was just a casual, standard thing to say. It meant nothing, to them it was just words. And the words made me feel... calm... but not like this. My heart didn't stop and I didn't feel like... this!"

He hugs me again and presses his forehead against mine, looking into my eyes. I stare back into his, feeling a smile stretch my lips. He smiles as well and presses his lips against mine again. I kiss back, smiling a lot into the kiss. His arms loop around my waist as mine do the same around his neck. I somehow manage to find myself in his lap, legs wrapped around him too. I feel his warm tongue against mine and let out an involuntary moan into his mouth. Needless to say, I'm quite distracted by the kissing. So much so, that I didn't hear the door open.

"Ger-Oh!"

I jump and attempt to untangle myself from Frank, which results in me falling off of the bed, onto the floor. Gramma Elena laughs and helps me up. Frank, who is blushing as well, laughs with her. I glare at the floor.

"I wasn't really able to sleep, so I wanted to see if you two wanted to go shopping with me, but if you'd rather stay." Gramma Elena winks, jokingly.

I chew on my bottom lip.

Frank smiles "We can go with you."

She smiles "Good because I wouldn't know what to get for you, dear!"

Frank chuckles "That's usually the case, It's fine!"

Frank and I sit in the back seat, holding hands. Gramma Elena gets to the grocery relatively quickly.

Frank shakes his head and laughs "I know where you got your driving!"

We laugh as we walk into the store. We decide on Grilled Burgers(Veggie Burgers for Frankie) and french fries for dinner. We get pancake mix and such for breakfast tomorrow. On the ride home, I'm texting Mikey.

I can't believe Principal Tiler is such a homophobe!

So you believe me?

Of course Gee! Why wouldn't I?

Idk... mom didn't seem very convinced...

*Sigh* yeah, we've gotta talk about that...

Ok?

Mom said... and its not that she doesn't still love you the way you are or anything so don't freak out... but she said she wishes you weren't gay sometimes... she said not only would it get rid of the questions about her parenting, but it'd make your life easier. Needless to say... Ray and I have decided to keep our relationship on the DL for a while =(

What the fuck? I'm gay and that isn't changing, she can fucking get over it! I swear she secretly hates me!

Gerard, mom does not hate you. She's mad that you ran to Gramma's though.

Well she can get the fuck over it! Gramma Elena doesn't question who I am!

I know Gee... I wish I were suspended, I'd be there myself. I miss you...

Miss you too Mikes, and we gotta come back tomorrow... might not stay very long.

What?

Meaning, I might be grabbing my stuff and living with Gramma Elena.

You can't do that to me!

I don't want to but... it may be the only way I can help Frankie.

What?

His home situation is fucked up, let's leave it at that. I don't want him back there and with mom's sudden homophobia... she won't like him there.

If she knew the situation she'd have no problem and you're just mad right now. Mom loves you. Hell, I'm constantly ignored because she's worried about you not talking!

Mikey... I don't want it that way. And she gets frustrated when I don't talk to her. Don't freak out or anything Mikey, I haven't even talked to Gramma or Frankie... it was jut a thought it my head... like you said, I'm just mad. And don't tell mom I said any of this shit, I'm just venting okay? This is between ME and YOU. Don't even tell Ray!

Alright Gee. I wont tell them. I gotta shower and all of that so I'll talk to you in a while ok? Love you bubba.

Love you too Mikes.

"Earth to Gerard?" Frank waves his hand in front of my face.

I blink "Sorry... talking to Mikey...I'm gonna go...lay down for a while ok? I... I don't wanna talk"

They nod and watch me disappear into my room.

What the fuck? She wishes I wasn't gay? I used to wish the same, but now I have someone who makes me happy! Someone who calms me down and loves me! Fucking Homophobia is spreading like a plague!

And Mikey was gonna tell her about him and Ray! I can't say I blame them for keeping quiet about it!

Gramma Elena is the only person in my family who completely accepts me! Mikey does for the most part, but he, like mom, has the expectations for me that I just can't fucking meet! I'm not gonna fucking talk all of the time! I'm not gonna stop being gay! I'm not gonna wake up one day and find my depression gone!

My phone goes off. I look, seeing that I have a text from Mikey.

Hey outta shower. Why do I have five missed calls from Gramma? And a text from Frank asking what's wrong? You ok bro?

I went to my room. Don't feel like talking. They wanna know what's wrong. Don't tell them the stuff I said, but feel free to say why I'm upset!

=( K I'll call Gramma. Love you bro.

Love you too...

I lay face down on the pillows and close my eyes. Fuck Dinner! I close my eyes and find myself unable to fall asleep. I decide that I'll just pretend I'm sleeping and maybe they'll leave me alone. I can hear Gramma Elena on the phone.

"Well that definitely explains why he's suddenly upset... No Mikey, it's not your fault... Calm down, He'll be alright... Yeah? Hmm... Well you can come over this weekend sweetie... Yeah, I'll make sure he eats... I promise he'll be ok Mikey... alright... love you too... bye." She sighs.

"So what's wrong?" I hear Frank ask.

"I love Mikey to death but he doesn't realize that some things are better left unsaid... Apparently my daughter said that she wishes Gerard wasn't gay sometimes because she's tired of people telling her that she's a bad parent and Gerard wouldn't get beaten up so much... Of course, she was just venting, she loves Gerard the way he is, but I understand why that would make him upset."

"Yeah... I really wanna go talk to him but... I think he wants to be alone right now so he's got until dinner is ready!" I hear Frank.

I sigh and grab a pencil and some paper and begin to draw. I'm not really paying much attention to what I'm drawing, but drawing calms me. After about thirty minutes I look down at my drawing. It's an almost completely empty room. All that is in the room is a bed, a desk and a chair. I shrug it off and walk into the kitchen, the smell of hamburgers is making my stomach growl and I actually feel like eating. Gramma Elena has that effect on me. Frankie and Gramma Elena are looking through an old photo album. I smile, I've never really been embarrassed of my baby pictures, with the exception of the naked ones... Frank looks up at me and smile.

"You were such an adorable baby!"

I smile in response and sit on his other side, also looking at the photos. I see one of my third birthday. I have cake all over my face and I'm being held by...my dad. I frown and take that picture out of the album.

"Gerard what-"

I rip the picture.

"Gerard!"

I hold up a finger, telling her to wait a moment. I continue ripping until I have him out of the picture. I then show it to Gramma Elena and Frankie.

They both smile.

"I was afraid you were going to destroy the whole picture!" Gramma Elena frowns "I have an idea." she closes the album and goes back to the beginning of the photo album and gathers all of the pictures with dad in them. Frank and I help until its time to eat.

"What's your idea?" Frank asks.

"When Mikey comes over this weekend, we're going to burn all of the pieces of photos with him. Except there's one I refuse to burn." she smiles

I take a bite of my hamburger and raise an eyebrow at her.

"So I'm assuming you're not talking?" she frowns when I respond with a nod "I was thinking about keeping at least one, so if you or Mikey ever want to, you can look at a picture of him... but I found this one..."

She shows me a picture of him holding Mikey and I. In his lap, I'm on one leg, and Mikey is sitting on the other. I look away from the picture and take another bite out of my hamburger. I remember the day we took that picture... it was the day before Mikey's first day of school. I sigh and continue to eat, though I'm no longer in the mood to. I take a few more bites and put it down. I frown and gather clothes for a shower. After bleeding all over my shirt, even though I got it all off, I still feel gross. I walk into the bathroom and strip off my clothes. I avoid looking at my reflection, as I don't feel like that battle tonight. Unlike my normal showers, which are as hot as I can get them, this one isn't relatively cool. I lean my head back and let the water cover my hair. When my hair is finally drenched I grab Gramma Elena's shampoo, not caring if I smelled like a girl. After I've finished I stay in the shower for a few more minutes, just letting the water run down my body. I turn off the water and step out, realizing that in my search of clothes I, like an idiot forgot boxers. I sigh and swear under my breath and send Frank a text.

*Facepalm!* I'm an idiot... I forgot boxers... can you please please please get me a pair? They're in the top drawer in my room.

LOL NO Problem Gee 3

TYVM! 3

Frankie knocks on the door "Hey Sweetie, its me!"

I crack the door open and smile at him. He hands me the boxers, which have the Bat Symbol on them, and leaves. I put them on, along with my other clothes, and walk into the living room where Frankie and Gramma Elena are.

Gramma Elena smiles at me "Wanna watch a movie Gerard?"

I nod and sit between her and Frankie. I'm not sure what movie they put in, because after about two minutes of laying with my head in Frankie's lap, I fell asleep.

I open my eyes and yawn, finding myself in my bed. When did I get here? All I remember was watching Gramma pick a movie and... didn't I go to sleep? I hear snoring and turn my head, seeing Frank asleep behind me. I then notice his arms wrapped around me. I grin and slowly turn so that I'm facing him. Miraculously, I don't wake him. I nuzzle my face into his chest and listen to his heartbeat. I smile and hold him tight. Then I start to feel his fingers begin to rake through my hair. I look up and see him smiling down at me. He kisses my forehead and increases his grip around my waist.

"Good Morning Gerard."

"Good Morning Frankie." I smile.

I lean up to kiss him and hear Mikey's ringtone go off. So I plant a quick kiss onto his lips nad search around for my phone. Where the fuck? There!

I grab my phone off of the dresser and answer it "Hello?"

"G-Gerard!" I hear Mikey being to cry.

My eyes widen "What's wrong Mikey?"

"B-Brent! H-he ended up with just detention and he s-said that since you weren't here I-I'd have to do!" Mikey's voice cracks.

I glare a hole through the wall "What did he do?"

"H-he slammed my head against the bathroom sink and shoved my head into the toilet... th-then he started k-kicking me!"

"I'm on my way... where are you?"

"I'm at the park down the road from school... after that I-I just left..." he sniffles.

"Alright I'm coming Mikey."

"Ok-k..."

I grab my shoes and keys. Frank gives me a confused look, but I continue and go to the kitchen where Gramma Elena is making coffee.

"Good Morning Ger-"

"Hey! What's up?" Frank demands.

I shove my feet into my shoes and tie them "Brent decided he's gonna fuck with Mikey!"

Frank's eyes widen "What?"

I nod "Yeah. I have to go pick Mikey up and... I'll get that mother fucker!"

Gramma Elena frowns "Gerard, honey don't get into a fight.."

I shake my head "No, I don't care. He can fuck with me all he wants but he'll fucking regret putting a finger on Mikey! I'll kill the bastard!"

Frank frowns "Well I'm going with you... May as well assist you in murder."

Gramma Elena sighs "Want some coffee before you go?"

I shake my head "No, I don't have time and I'm so fuckin pissed, I'm wide awake!" I hug her "Love you Gramma I'll see you later!" and run out the door.

Frank runs out behind me and I drive off, forgetting about my seatbelt. I put it on at the next stop light, since I'm stuck anyways. I drive to the park in record time and jump out of the car. I run over to Mikey, sitting on one of the swings, with his head down. I pull him into a awkward looking hug, as he's sitting down. He stands up and hugs back and begins to sob.

I frown "I'm so sorry Mikey..."

He wipes his eyes and looks at me "This isn't your fault Gee, don't even think that!"

I sigh, "Get in the car, I'll drive you home."

"Where are you going?" he says on our way to the car "You're not thinking about doing anything stupid, are you?"

I open the driver's side door "You know me too well."

He sighs "Then I'm going too!"

I roll my eyes "Whatever Mikey, but if I get murdered its your own fault you were there to see it!"

He nods, "Y-You're not gonna get murdered though are you?"

I shrug "Hope not..."

I pull into a parking place and try to think "Where is Brent now?"

"American History, though he's probably skipping..." Frank frowns.

"Where would he be if he was skipping?" I bite my lip.

"In the bathroom..." MIkey says quietly.

I nod "Looks like that's where I'm going!"

"What are you gonna do?" Frank asks, I can tell by looking into his eyes that he's worried.

I chew on my lip before admitting "I don't know..."

Mikey's eyes widen "Y-You don't even have a plan ?

I shrug "I haven't had coffee yet, bite me!"

Fuck, I'm gonna die...

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