A/N; howdy y'all (OMJ I've gone country!) hope you like this one!
Chapter 8- say what?
Jacob POV
I went to sleep in the white room. I had a wonderful dream. I was with my mum; I was six years old again. She started to hum a lullaby, to help me sleep like she used to. Suddenly her mouth opened into a scream. It was not hers. Renesmee. I flung myself out of bed and raced to the shower where Nessie was standing, water gushing over her body. She was clutching her stomach. I'm pregnant she mouthed. Tears ran thick and fast. I stepped in the shower and put my hands around her waist, kissing away each tear. She turned and hid her face in my chest.
"Renesmee, I thought you wanted this! Or are you in shock or something?"
"I… do but… not… not now!" she blubbered.
"OK" I said slowly. What? "Erm. Can you fill me in on what you mean by that?"
She lifted her head to look at me.
"I want a baby but not now. I am only 7! She screamed at me. "And it's all your fault!" I was not prepared for that. She was blaming me? why? It was her idea to have all that sex not mine. (A/N: I couldn't think of a better word then sex, soz guys)
"Whoa there! You're blaming me? It was your idea."
"What?!" she yelled, yanking herself away from me and backed against the wall for support. "You seduced me!"
"Yer, cause you're my wife" I pointed out. "It's my job." She was now punching me, trying to hurt me. "Ness, Ness, calm down." I grabbed her hands to stop her from hurting herself, just like Bella did when I kissed her all those years ago.
"I WILL NOT CALM DOWN JACOB BLACK! DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" she yelled. What she said hurt. It cut me like a knife. She ran off to the rain forest. I let her go; if she wanted to be alone then she would get to be alone.
I pondered on her words. She hated me for doing this to her, I didn't understand why. She knew that this baby would be valuable for the pack and she had said she didn't mind if our child could phase. I did. I wanted no child of mine to go through what I did.
She didn't want the baby. Now that's what I could not understand. She said just this morning that she wanted one, like me. "She's in shock." I told myself. "She'll be fine. She will come back" won't she?
A week passed since Renesmee ran away. I called Alice. She would know what to do. She told me to stay clear but find her in a few days. Alice knew, she promised not to tell anyone, especially Edward. He's going to kill me when we go home next week. I shuddered at the thought of what he would do to me. No doubt Renesmee wouldn't care what he did to me.
I decided to go looking for Renesmee exactly when Alice said to, I trusted her judgments that I barley thought about them. I looked all over the island for Renesmee, the caves, the beach, everywhere. As I looked for her I found dead bodies of panthers all over the place. I was glad she had been hunting. I was trying to figure out what to say to her when I found her, I decided on saying that we were going home in a few days and her mum and dad had been calling for her every few hours.
I found Renesmee two hours later, sleeping against a huge tree. Her stomach was the tiniest bit bigger than when I had last seen her; she was still naked, having not taken any clothes with her. I shook her gently, she didn't stir, and she rolled over on to her side. I shook her gently, this time waking her up. Renesmee growled at me, thinking I was an animal or something.
"Jake?" she asked. She looked at me like she had never seen me before.
"Yer, it's me." I took her hand and pulled her close. "I missed you. It's been painful not to see you. We have to go home in a few days, so I came to get you. I hope that you forgive me, for what I did to you.
"Of course I do, I am so sorry I was mad at you. I just needed some time that's all" hugged me tightly, lifting me of the floor. " I love you Jacob Black and I promise you that nothing will come between us again."
"Same here Ness, same here." I whispered in her ear.
We walked back to the villa, barely talking to each other. We reached the door just as Renesmee said "I want to do a pregnancy test, just to be sure."
"Erm Ness, I think you are because your stomach looks a little bigger than when I last saw you." It was true, plus she is half-vampire, the results might be messed up. "Carlisle can check."
"OK. But let's go home today. I know fluent Spanish, I can ask the airport."
"Good idea, you do that and I'll pack."
"Ok"
She darted to the phone and began muttering in Spanish. I headed over to the white room and pulled out the suitcases, throwing clothes in (the ones we hadn't worn anyway). Around five minuets later I was done, just as Renesmee walked in.
"The flight's at three forty and we need to be checked in by twenty past so we need to leave now."
"C'mon lets go."
I heaved the suit case in to the boat, while Renesmee pranced around.
"Are you sure that's not gonna affect the baby?" I asked
"Stop being so protective Jake, I would never do anything to harm our baby."
"uh-huh." I said.
"Seriously, I wouldn't. I love it too much, just like I love you." I pushed the boat faster towards the docks in Rio. I got sprayed with water. I made sure Renesmee stayed covered. The last thing I needed was her pregnant with a bad clod.
Renesmee POV
The flight felt longer than usual. I was so tired. Though Jake didn't know it, I still hated him. Luckily I was a good actor, unlike my mum. Mum. I hated her to. She never told me the truth of what happened between her and my husband. When I got home, she is going to tell me the truth.
A/N: and with that she fell asleep.
Sorry this one was kinda crap. I promise I'll do a better one next time k?
Love you all xxxx
