It is finally here! I'm sorry for the delay, but I was thinking of ending this and I really had no energy to continue it. Now when I saw all of your reviews I was like ''I must continue this fic!''
So I opened my laptop and started writing. Here it is.
Disclaimer: I do not own DGM.
Exorcists
Lavi's POW
''I understand... Lavi, Krory and Lenalee you are now to stay in the Order and not leave without my permission,'' Komui said. We had told him what had happened in the town, Lenalee had insisted on listening on our story.
''But...! He is not himself, there is something wrong! I know it! Brother!'' Lenalee stated, but Komui didn't change his decision.
''We know what Allen said and if it's true then your lives are in danger,'' He stated, I was about to say something back but he continued immediately. ''I can't risk anymore Exorcists dying, we have had so many losses in these few months that we can't afford have you dying now.''
''Why..?'' was the only word I could utter in that position. I had spent the hole trip back wondering that question and still I didn't have an answer to that. It hurted, knowing what Allen had done, done to Krory.
''Lavi...'' Krory said as he laid his hand on my shoulder. ''Don't worry, you saw it right? That fake smile he had on. It was hiding his sadness, that's why I'm not blaming him.''
''Yeah I saw it, still it hurts and bugs me,'' I said, but I knew what Krory said was a lie. There was no sadness in Allen's eyes when he had done those deeds. His words didn't shake at all when he said them. He didn't fake it, that was what hurt the most. For Lenalee we had to act that everything was fine, she couldn't take the shock now.
''Is that true..? Then brother you have to let us go search more for Allen! He is all alone with those Noah. He must be pleading for help right now!'' Lenalee begged Komui who seemed lost in thought.
''No. Lenalee stop, there is no way I'm sending you out. Look at Krory, he is in no condition to leave on a mission right now,'' He said and after Lenalee stared at Krory and his injuries. It was true they were horrible. It was a miracle that he was with them right now and not in the medical wing.
Lenalee stood there quiet and a lone tear rolled down her cheek. ''He is my friend and so is Krory...''
''Lenalee...'' Komui said, he wanted to stop Lenalee's counter speech. ''Brother. I am not so weak as you think I am. I can take care of myself and if it means deserting the Order I am going to find Allen.'' she stated sincerely.
I watched as Lenalee left the room when she didn't get an answer. The room was filled with silence, for a minute nobody said anything.
''You can leave now... but I want you two to answer one question,'' Komui said, getting mine and Krorys attention.
''What is your true opinion of the current Allen?''
The Ark.
Allen's POW
When I woke up there he was, sitting next to my bed. Tyki was smoking as usual, I tried to pretend that I was still sleeping so the Noah wouldn't do anything weird again, like yesterday. I still couldn't believe I agreed to that deal. What does few hours mean in his mind? When are those few hours?
''Shounen, you shouldn't pretend to be sleeping,'' Tyki said, sending chills down on my spine. So he had noticed, of course he had. ''Can you move now?'' he questioned me and I nodded for an answer.
''You should go easy on the power usage, shounen,'' he told me and again I nodded. ''It really wasn't me using my power.. Anyways... how long have you been sitting there?'' I asked him.
''Maybe an hour,'' he answered simply. I rose up to a sitting position, I couldn't keep sleeping anymore when I knew he was there sitting next to me.
''Shounen... you are prepared to kill your friends? I'm so proud,'' he said. I sat there, silent, for a while not answering. ''Umm... don't get the wrong picture that was not me who said those things...'' I said varily.
''So are you saying that wouldn't kill them?'' he questioned me. I sweat dropped, ''No I wouldn't. They are my friends and I don't kill other humans!'' I stated.
''Other humans? Shounen, you do understand that you are not exactly a human anymore?'' Tyki asked me with one eyebrow raised. ''You are a monster, with both Innocence and Noah. From the two of us you are much farther from human.''
''Still, even if I am a monster. I will not kill humans! Not anymore, I can't take it..'' I said shaking, the memories had risen up. All that blood, all of them were innocent, they had their hole life ahead of them.
My thought were paused by Tyki who was now sitting on my bed, ''Shounen don't think about those things that make you sad. You should now rest,'' when saying this he slowly moved closer to me.
''I don't want to be repeating myself, but please don't come so close to me.'' I said politely, but Tyki didn't back off. ''No I won't.'' Tyki said back. At that moment I pushed him away, with all my strenght. Tyki fell off the bed.
''I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to drop you off...'' I apologized, when Tyki rose back up to his feet. I can't handle him right now, I just want to have alone time with my thoughts for a while. Always when I wake up he is there, why can't he just leave me alone. What is so special about me anyways?
''Tyki, could you leave?'' I asked him, not even looking at him. I didn't see his expression, he didn't answer, he just left. I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have left the Order in first place, this life - as a Noah doesn't fit me.
''Oh don't say that,'' I heard Neah say in my head.
''What do you want?'' I asked him, I guess I couldn't even be alone even though there was no one else in the room. '
''They won't accept you in the Order as the Noah do in here. In the Order they would chain you up and accuse you as a traitor. You will die if you go there,'' Neah explained. I know all that he doesn't have to tell me, but still I want to talk to Lenalee, Lavi, Krory and to the others normally before I make my decision.
''In some cases that would be better than killing others, just for the Earl. If I stay here I have to serve the Earl and go by his will,'' I thought.
''There is that... Maybe you should try and find those Exorcist friends of yours and talk to them, it is your choice,'' Neah told me. I should try to that, but finding them now will be difficult.
I know it's a short one, but I'm going to make the next chapter longer so please hold on ^^ and I'm going to publish it shortly, I promise! *changes into a mouse* please don't kill meh...
