Hy, guys, sorry for the delay. I just had 2weeks of Easter Holidays so I used that time for hanging out with my friends xp
Here's the next chapter.
Spencer Pov
After that kiss, me and Ashley went inside. We finally found my group and it looked like Chelsea and Lisa told everybody what happened with Carmen.
'wow are you the girl that punched Carmen? Good job! Finally somebody stood up for Spencer. We all knew that something wasn't right with Carmen. But what was it?' Madison asks Ashley
Ashley look at me, she doesn't know how to answer the question.
'Carmen is a bitch let's leave it be with that, ok?' I say to Madison. When Madison looks at me she knows that she shouldn't ask further.
'So Spence? Who is your savior?' Kelly asks
'This is Ashley, Ashley these are my friends. '
'great friends you have Spence. You guys knew something wasn't right why didn't you say something!' Ashley says.
nobody says a thing. They all look guilty. Ashley pulls me aside.
'you have shitty friends! Why do you always hang out with the wrong people?'
'do not talk about my friends that way! They were there when you weren't! I would die for my friends, and if you make me choose between them and you then I'm sorry to say but I choose them. I love you, I'm in love with you, but you can not make me choose.'
'I come here for you. I expected everything but this. First everything that happened with Carmen and now you say that you would give me up for your friends? I can not believe this! Yes they were there for you but with their eyes closed!' Ashley yells. People are beginning to watch us.
'Can you stop? People are watching!'
'Whatever. I'm going.' Ashley gives me a kiss on the cheek and leaves.
I'm sitting on the same spot where Ashley has first kissed me. my friends are probably looking for me but I don't care, I want to be alone for awhile. Why does bad things follow me? why can't I just be happy? The universe probably hates me. I know Ashley still loves me, she wouldn't have kissed me when she left if she didn't love me.
'Spence we were looking for you! Why haven't you responded to our text and calls?' Chelsea says.
'I wanted to be alone for awhile.'
' I get that ok? if you want someone to talk to I'm always here for you.' See, I told you Ashley had it wrong. They are always there for me.
'I know that Chels.'
'So that was Ashley? The one that made you cry? Made you feel real love for the first time?'
'that was Ashley. I still can't believe she's here.'
'Well she is here. She's only here for you. She probably hates us, but she would never hate you. I saw it in the look she gave you. Even a blind man can see the chemistry between you two.'
'thanks Chels. I know she loves me, but I'm afraid. Everything that happened in the past, the fights we had, that all happened when she wasn't here. But she is here now and I'm scared that things will get worst. You have no idea how Jealous and possessive she is. I asked her for some time to get things straight in my head. She gave me all the time I needed but what happens then? She cant stay here. She has a career. She's going in the right direction to get really famous. So what will happen? She'll eventually leave and that leaves me here.'
'nobody said you couldn't go with her.'
'but I can't handle that! I hate the spotlights.'
'I think its best for you to have a good talk with Ashley.'
Ashley Pov
I'm lying in my bed. I cant seem to fall asleep. My thoughts are everywhere.
Life is so great! I just have kissed the girl of my dreams and then I fuck up again! Why did I leave like that? But on the other hand, its true that Spence always has the wrong friends. They don't care about her as much as I do. But maybe that's because I'm in love with her? I cant help it I'm so protective of her. I don't want anybody to hurt her. Even her friends, a friend is someone who is always there. And they weren't there when Carmen raped her and beaten her. So my conclusion is that they aren't good friends.
it's a short Chapter but i dont know what to do anymore. if you guys have any ideas let me know
