My Sun is Hidden by Clouds
Disclaimer- Don't own Naruto
Warnings- Violence, death, swearing, drugs, mafia/gangs, and yaoi (in later chapters)
Chapter Summary- So we've met Kyuubii, Nemu, Yuki, and Spark. Now who else could be coming?
Authors Note- Do any of you guys even read these? Anyway I am feeling energetically lazy (if that makes any sense) and kind of upset because school starts tomorrow and I really don't want to go back just screw year eleven man, the first week back is never how it used to be. Sigh any who please read on and don't forget to review! They make me feel so happy and get rid of that annoying writers block.
Chapter Eight- Introduce, Corvin and Kitsune!
Garra POV:
After pinning the photo up I casually glance into the lounge room and watch as the two males packing up the gaming console, Spark seems subdued so I guess Sasuke must have said something to take away the glory of his victory. Rolling my eyes I turn and head over to the bench and watch as Spark heads over to the fridge and Sasuke takes the seat beside me. The orangette browses through the fridge for a little, pausing briefly to pull out various ingredients before he happily sets to work, as if Sasuke and I don't even exist.
"Spark huh?" Sasuke comments, turning in his chair to partly face me and partly face the wall. "Kyuubii, the vicious. Nemu, the lazy. Spark, the competitor. Yuki, the... innocent?" The last word is said curiously as he turns to me, eyebrows raised and smirk in place I shrug at his suggestions and look back over to continue observing the latest persona.
"Naruto used to watch his mother cook all the time, she was a colossal fan of Japanese foods." Spark states matter-of-factly as he boils some rice and throws some bacon in the fry pan, answering the unasked question of why he wasn't cooking ramen. "He didn't exactly learn much but because his 'competitive' side is always at the front of his mind things that slipped pass took my fancy more often than not." He finishes as he brings some vegetables out of a bag, cuts them and throws them in with the mince.
Spark seems to naturally be subdued, unless he is competing of course, he does however seem to be a lot more mature then his blonde host. I pull out my phone and surf the internet for a little while the food cooks, after a while I flick my gaze to Sasuke and notice the competitive look on his face, I pinch his thigh, my instincts telling me that whatever he is thinking will be bad news for Naruto, or Spark. He flinches and looks at me with wide 'What-the Fuck' eyes and I just frown before happily accepting the fried rice offered by Spark.
When the silence continues I let my curiosity get the better of me and glance at the two other occupants of the room. Both seem to be eating at faster than usual, or necessary rates making me scoff. Of course Spark would turn something as simple as eating into a competition, it seemed like exactly the thing this persona would do.
Once the food is finished we all navigate back into the lounge room, idle chit chat flowing from Spark and Sasuke as we relax. The peace is soon disrupted however when Sasuke decides to change the topic.
"I spoke with Shikamaru after heading home yesterday, turns out the job offered to he and Choji don't only involve simple secretary matters." He begins casually my eyes are only on Spark as I gauge his reaction, he gives a strained smile at Sasuke as if he's wondering why the bastard would bring that up now. "As it turns out the same company my brother recently joined is trying to kill you, or something like that. The two of them have been misleading the people on your trail for the past three days and Shikamaru finally requested that he come and see you"
Sasuke looks at Spark, waiting for a reply. The other however grimaces and clutches his head, he manages to gasp out something that sounds like an apology before his body begins to shiver greatly, his hair lengthening to just beyond his ears, its style mostly straight and plain red. His eye lashes lengthened as well as his tail as their colour changed. It all happened in the span of a single minute, the process captivating myself and Sasuke as the new Naruto slowly straightened, brushing a hand through his hair as he eyed us suspiciously, a guard seemingly being built as the other casually lent backwards.
"My name is Corvin, and I don't particularly care if Shikamaru comes, he will not however be meeting with Naruto." The words are confident and clearly spoken giving their holder a natural commanding aura. The sentence is said in the form of a casual challenge and its true meaning doesn't slip by me.
"Why can't he meet with Naruto?" I ask, careful to keep myself emotionless as I face off with the latest competitor. Corvin smirks mockingly at me as he stretches out his legs.
"Take a look at my eyes." He comments easily, drawing my attention to the red orbs. It takes a few seconds but when I hear Sasuke grunt from beside me I know I'm not mistaken. " That's right, we've all just been sitting in the back seat, watching Naruto's back as he watched us gradually trickle by, each of us having our turns in his body. The blue in his eyes was his presence in this body, which with the help of Kitsune and Kyuubii I was able to push further into his subconscious. We've always been there, he's always had control but the drug weakened his resolve. He couldn't push up away anymore and we're free."
Corvin stands and stretches, his hair lengthening again as its shad turns darker again into a vivid blood red. The new comer stalks over to Sasuke, leaning menacingly over his seated frame, and although Naruto's body is petite and slim the way he arches it over the sitting raven is stunningly frightening. I stand, about to walk over and pull him off if necessary when he speaks, his voice rougher then only two seconds ago and rumbling from deep in his chest.
"That idiot tried to fight, pushed us away and claimed we weren't real. Because when he looks at me Kyuubii and Corvin all he sees is the past, all he sees is the menacing thoughts that have been swirling through the back of his mind for so many years." He growls down at the passive looking raven, brining a hand up he twists his fingers in Sasuke's hair, jerking his face upwards and not noticing me sneaking up behind him. "That idiot is fighting now, looking out these eyes and seeing what I'm doing to you. The fucking moronic fool suppresses so much emotion that of course the drug would take this course. Even then we all of us telling him what he can do he wont accept it. And its All Your Fault you fucking bastard."
The pure malice in the words speed up my movements as I quickly squeeze the pressure point on the reddette's neck, catching his body as he begins to fall, his grip releasing on Sasuke's hair. The raven rubs his head as we both stare down at the part of Naruto we never knew existed, to have so much hatred and pure bloodlust pent up. Although it was understandable with his past and everything, but how could it all be pinpointed on Sasuke? I look at the raven my eyes piercing his as I try to interpret what just really happened.
"Why is it my fault?" The raven questions, I can only shake my head, just as clueless as he is. I look down at what I assume is 'Kitsune's' form, wondering just what kind of fight is going on inside Naruto's mind.
? Memories:
Its dark, its dark, cold and I'm alone. I'm scared and everything hurts. Why hasn't Daddy come yet? Usually when a bad man appears Daddy comes and brings me home, but he's not here. The bad man has been hurting me and I want to go home.
"Please..." I whimper my throat feels scratchy and I can feel tears forming in my eyes again, I don't like being alone, I just want to see Mummy and Daddy again. I try to stand when I hear those scuffling noises again, I don't like those noises because it means the scary man has come back. Backing into the wall I feel something sharp stab my feet making me squeak in pain before I snap a hand over my mouth.
The door in front of me opens slowly and a little boy stands in the light, he looks at me with the same fear I look at him before stretching a hand out to me.
"Quick before Uncle comes back!" He whispers urgently at me, I stumble forward, tripping I grasp his hand to stop myself from falling. And just like that we're off, running, bolting, our tinny legs and feet moving as fast as they can as our weak hearts pump faster and faster. Down corridors and up stairs I find myself in front of a pale white door. "Hide in here!" The boy whispers, pushing my injured body into the dark blue room before slamming the door shut.
I stare at the door in shock before remembering the boys' words, looking around I spot the bed and quickly crawl under it, moving toys and boxes to block the view in case someone was to look under it. Calming my breathing down I place a trembling hand over my mouth and listen to the sound of shouting, I can't really figure out what the voices are saying but they sound really mad.
Soon everything becomes very silent and the door opens softly before clicking shut. "Where are you?" The boy's voice from earlier whispers, I slowly crawl back out from under the bed and when I'm out I'm shocked to see a big bruise on the boys pale cheek. I rush over to him and place my hand on the wound looking at the slightly taller boy in front of me. He's really pale, and has long black hair. His eyes are a pretty dark blue. He smiles at me and hugs me around the shoulders. I wrap my hands around his belly and squeeze. I start crying and he coo's to me, soon I feel a lot better, and everything doesn't seem so scary.
I look back up at the other boy as he pulls away. "Your pretty." He whispers brushing my hair out of my face before pulling a face of his own. "But your stinking and dirty, so you have to have a bath." He states as he tugs me over to the door, we sneak into the door directly opposite it and the black haired boy helps me into the tub before turning one of the taps on. "Its cold but you need to clean."
He tugs at my clothes and I take them off, he speaks like a big boy and I wonder who my hero is.
"I'm Naruto, I'm four." I say blinking open my eyes as he wipes a cloth over my face.
"I'm Sasuke, I'm five." He says, smiling softly at me. "We're at my house, my Uncle is sleeping over for a few days and is mean. I heard you crying so I came to get you, you can stay with me until Uncle goes home and then I'll take you to Mummy and Daddy." He says softly as he pushes me under the cold water to wash off the soap. Hopping out of the tub I help Sasuke dry me and look at him happily.
"Mummy and Daddy are here?" I ask, happy that Daddy did come for me.
"Not your Mummy and Daddy, my Mummy and Daddy." Sasuke says in a sorry tone, as he pets my hair. "But Mummy is really nice and we can take you to your Mummy. But only after Uncle leaves, because he's very mean." The dark blue eyes looked at mine and I nodded as he led me back to his room and gave me some of his clothes. I tried to put them on but Sasuke said I was doing it wrong and put them on for me. He was really nice, I noticed and I smiled softly at him.
Naruto's POV:
I blinked at the scene in front of me as it faded until I was in darkness again, five orbs hovered around me not really moving but somehow I could sense a relieved feeling from them. Gradually I noticed the grey orb slowly turning into a person, as did the white, and the dark orange, but the cream and light orange ones stayed the same.
"Im Nemu"
"I'm Spark"
"And I'm Yuki."
They introduced, I nodded partially wondering what I was supposed to do, how I was supposed to react. I wasn't aware I had a memory like that and now I'm seeing weird orb/people things. Not to mention I can't seem to pull up any memories aside from that one at the moment.
"Are you scared?" Yuki asks, and I shake my head, I'm not scared, just confused.
"I'm not scared but I don't know what's going on." I say looking at them as they all give me saddened looks.
"Kyuubii, Kitsune and Corvin put you here." Spark says as he sits in front of me, the others following suit. "We tried to reach you but you keep fading." He says sadly making me frown at him fade? I know something about this, Kyuubii, I know that name too. Frowning I rub my temples and try to think past the cloud blocking my thoughts.
"AH!" I exclaim looking at all of them in shock. "No! All of you were meant to stay imaginary voices at the back of my head! How did you get out, especially those three!" I shout, standing and turning in a circle, searching for a way out. They were the worst voices, always telling me to do horrible and terrifying things, but Kyuubii was new. And if I remember correctly wasn't he just as depressed as he was furious?
"We would have been fine to stay that way, because you were fine with it. But the drug brought us out, and now Kyuubii, Kitsune and Corvin are trying to get rid of all the bad thoughts and feelings you ignored." Nemu says as he placed a hand on my shoulder. "All those pent up feelings were absorbed by Kistune and Corvin over the years and now they're trying to get rid of them."
"How?" I ask looking at Nemu directly a sense of dread filling my core at the simple thought.
"By getting revenge on Sasuke." He states.
"Why?" Why would something like that help?
"As you saw in the memory he holds a big place in your mind, its not only that one time, he has been an influence on you all through your life." Spark says, looking at me pointedly.
"He was the one who snapped you out of thinking you had to be alone, sure you didn't tell them the truth but because of Sasuke you made friends." Yuki states looking at me softly as his tail sways on the ground behind him.
"Because of Sasuke you pushed yourself harder and always had someone to compete against" Spark says nodding surely as he looks to Nemu.
"And its only around him and Garra that you feel completely at rest and safe." Nemu finishes, all of them looking at me expectantly, waiting for me to say something I presume but I'm still lost.
I don't get it, so what if Sasuke did all that, I mean didn't that make him more of a positive influence on my life then? Sensing my confusion Yuki explains.
"Because of all of the things he did, when you suppressed your hatred, and anger it was easiest to blame it on him, because he was always influencing you." Yuki says softly. "But you did that on your own, you just didn't deal with the feelings properly, shoving them to the side where they built up."
Frowning I ask, "Well if that's the case then I should be able to just deal with the feelings and get rid of them right?" But all three just shake their heads.
"You can't right now because technically those feelings aren't your own anymore." Spark says sadly. I look around, at the three and at the two orbs. We're alone in this darkness and I have no clue as to what I'm supposed to do, let alone how to get out. Suddenly a light brakes through above us and the light orange orb begins to rise.
"What the hell is going on?" I ask looking at the others, they shrug, knowing as much as I do. I watch hopelessly as the orb disappears. And suddenly so does everything else, falling down I close my eyes and when I open them again I see...
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Yuki- shit I have zero clue as to what the hell I'm doing anymore, does it seem like I do? Haaa ideas are welcome, be sure to review your thoughts please.
1) Lazy = Grey = [Nemu]
2) Cute/Scared = White = [Yuki]
3) Happy = Creamy = ?
4) Smart = Yellow = [Naruto]
5) Sad = Light Orange = ?
6) Competitive = Dark Orange = [Spark]
7) Serious = Red = [Corvin]
8) Angry/Frustrated= Blood Red = [Kitsune]
9) Furious = Black = [Kyuubii]
Xx Yuki xX
