It was the Easter break and Phil had gone abroad with his Family, they had offered Dan the chance to go with him too but he didn't really have the money to go and he didn't want to interrupt, so they came to the agreement that Dan 'had' to come with them in the summer. He missed Phil a lot but it also gave him time to chill out with Pj and Chris, it really was nice having some extra friends to chill out with.
"Daniel, PJ is here!"
Dan flung himself down the stairs and smiled at his mom, "Thanks mom!" he walked over to the door and looked up at his friend, "Hey man! You ready to play some video games!"
"Sounds good to me Dan!" Pj laughed and walked in next to him and up to Dan's room, Chris was out shopping with his parents so today was just a Dan and Pj day, which was something Pj was looking forward too, as neither was really ever alone without their other halves, so having the day just the two of them was really nice.
When they got to their room Dan closed the door and loaded up the Playstation, he really was glad PJ could come and hang out with him today, as he really wanted to talk to him a bout a few things. They decided to play a few rounds of Portal 2 on co-op mode, which was pretty good because that way they could talk also.
"Hey Pj? Can I ask you something; you don't have to answer me but… yeah… "
"Sure Dan, what's up?" Pj placed his controle down and looked over at the other.
"Well you said you was in a … sexual relationship with Chris…"
Pj laughed at that one, "Yea, we are, I mean I know the age gap is a thing but we don't really care, I love him and he loves me, we have been together for a while now so yeah."
"I'm really worried about it, I mean I love Phil but im scared that I may be too young for him, im worried that he thinks about that."
Pj laughed lightly, he knew this was something Dan was worried about, as he had voiced it a few times. "Well, you know when it's right it will be right. You don't have to rush into a sexual relationship with someone, you have to wait until you are both ready for it and if you think you are ready then tell Phil, I am sure he would be up for it."
Dan nodded, he was ready, he really did want to give himself to Phil but there was still that little bit of nagging going on his brain telling him that Phil wouldn't want to date a kid like him, never mind have sex with him. "What if he don't want to have sex with me? He may just like the idea of being with some sort of innocent boy."
"Im sure Phil isn't like that, I mean you just made him sound like some sort of pedo and I am pretty sure Phil isn't one of those. If Phil isn't ready then he will tell you that, it's obviously something you both have to be ready for. Dan, Phil loves you a lot anyone can tell that, the way he protects you and the way you two are always together proves how much you love each other. When the time is right you both will know it. You don't have to have sex right away, you don't have to have sex to prove how much you love each other."
Dan nodded, that did sound right, he knew Phil cared about him and he knew what Pj was saying was right, plus Dan was almost 16 so it wouldn't really be that wrong. "Thank you Pj, that really does mean a lot to me, I care about Phil a lot and I wouldn't want to make him feel bad about anything. At the same time it will be my first… what if I am really bad at it?"
"Dan you have a penis, Phil has a penis, I am pretty sure you know what to do with a penis right? I'm sure what feels good on you will feel good on him also so just do what you know alright"
Dan almost choked, he had no idea that Pj was this forward, but at the same time he was glad that he was. "Well I guess so, I mean I am sure everyone's must work in a similar manor right?"
"Mmhm, I mean there may be something Phil likes that you don't know about and there's probably things you like that you won't know until someone does it too you, but that is the beauty of finding it out Dan. Just remember, if you have sex, don't jump straight in because that will hurt I assure you."
"I don't even want to know…" Dan laughed lightly and lay back on his bed. " How do you know who does what though, I mean am I suppose to … you know… him or is he suppose to do it to me…"
"Well I can't tell you that one Dan, I mean I can't exactly just go, ' Okay, so Phil has to stick his penis in you're ass' because I mean, you never know, Phil might like to be the one to have… yea this is getting weird." Pj laughed and lay next to him.
"Just a little, I guess it is something we will have to discover together."
Dan smiled at that and looked over at Pj, he was really glad he met this boy, he made life so much easier for him and it made him pretty happy to have someone to actually talk to before making an idiot out of himself in front of Phil.
"So I guess Phil is in for some fun when he gets back then." He nudged Dan's shoulders slightly.
"Maybe, if he is a good boy." Dan laughed lightly as he sat back up, in all fairness he was so glad to have more friends especially people who didn't judge him.
They spent the next few hours playing video games and eating what ever they could really get their hands on. Pj's phone went off every now and again because Chris wondered where he was, and Dan's also went off with little tweets from Phil, he really did feel safe with such amazing friends.
