Barry' POV

He had gotten a cab. The moment his door closed behind him he sat down and cried. It had all gone to shit. Not just the party. He thought back on how scared he was in the cop car when Len was not responding. He pulled his legs to his chest and just cried. He had been terrified that Len wanted nothing to do with him. That he was going to let them all burn. Part of him knew Len would never but the other part was convened that Len had already done just that. Even if Len didn't mean to hurt Barry. He had. It was in the worst way you could hurt someone. He was breaking his heart. Barry continued to make choked sob until his phone rang. The contact lit up with Singh.

Barry took a deep breath and answered, "Hello, Captain."

"Are you okay Allen."

"Just nursing my hangover and ego. Why?"

"Are you sure your okay?" Singh sound concerned.

Barry told another deep breath "Honestly, I don't know."

"Allen, I think you should collect on all those sick and vacation days you have."

"Is that a suggestion or an order?"

"A suggestion. If you come to work I wouldn't stop you. Disapprove, yes. Stop, no."

"Okay, I'll take some days off."

"Take care of yourself Allen, your one of the best CSIs this city has."

"Thank you." Barry had hung up. What was he going to do now with all this free time? Barry had come up with no idea when there was a knock on his door. It was Len.

Barry just looked down. "Len?" Why was he here?

"We caught the guy."

Barry nodded softly," Good. That's good Len." Len was probably expecting more than that but Barry was just so exhausted. The words came out of his mouth without him really thinking about it, but he felt it was the right thing to do. He really did need to get his head on straight before he made up his mind about him and Len.

Len said "Okay." He continued to say it a few more times and Barry could hear the anger in his voice. Barry kept his eyes on the floor as Len walked away. He closed the door as more tears fell down. Barry went to his room, hopeful with some sleep he then will know what he was going to do.