A/N: I am so sorry that this chapter took so long but there has just been a lot of things going on that got in the way of writing. My gran passed away and we've had to deal with everything, so I've been pre-occupied with that. There wasn't much Chuck/Blair interactions in this chapter at all but I did the best I could. Also I start back at school next Monday and it is going to be a very busy year for me. I will try to update at least once a week and I hope to finish Season 1 by the end of my holidays.
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Season 1 Episode 13
Chuck saw her playing happy couple with Nate, it made him sick, she was looking at him as if he was some kind of God, not the bastard who led her on for years and cheated on her with her best friend. He watched as she kissed Nate, he saw how gentle it was – no passion, no spark – Chuck knew that Blair would be bored soon, that sweet and gentle wouldn't be good enough for much longer.
Blair saw him skulking in the shadows watching her as she kissed Nate. She looked at him, hating him and herself that the kiss with Nate only heated up when she was looking at Chuck, thinking about Chuck. She needed to forget him, to move on with Nate. Chuck had only wanted her for sex, he ruined her Cotillion, he obviously never cared about her and she wasn't going to let him ruin her relationship with Nate, even if she had to pretend that Nate was Chuck when they were having sex, it was too boring with Nate. It was too sweet, there was no passion.
Chuck was waiting for Blair before school, he had to know if she was pregnant, he had no way of knowing if the condom had broken or not and if she was pregnant then he wanted to know. He needed to be there for her and the baby if she was. He lit up a joint; he needed something to calm his nerves. Blair walked past, glancing at him briefly. He dropped the joint and started to walk after her.
"Don't stop on my account." She told him.
"Oh, I have to. Second-hand smoke is bad for the uh..."
Blair cut him off, "I'm not pregnant." She smirked at him, she was pleased that he was surprised; he liked to think that he knew everything. "So, goodbye mistake so far in my past that I can hardly remember."
That hurt him, he thought that she had cared for him like he had for her, nut she was just using him until she could get her claws back into Nate. It was always Nate, he was the fucking golden boy, Blair seemed to forget that he cheated on her. "You cannot be serious." He said as he touched her stomach.
Blair batted his hand away, "You can't be touching me. Look, if you were going to tell Nate you would have done so in Monaco but you don't want him to hate you – and you know he would. Game over."
"Game's not over until I saw it is." He informed her.
Blair smirked at him, "Then have fun playing with yourself."
She walked away, Blair knew that he was watching her but she needed to get away, she was with Nate. Nate made her ... content, safe. And being around Chuck wasn't going to help her get over him.
Blair walked into the bar where Chuck was drinking, she had decided to go to him, if he took her back then she would become queen again, her life would get back on track. Chuck might not be the ideal King, but he had certain qualities that were better for ruling alongside her and had much more talent and skill than Nate.
Blair sat down in the seat next to him and Chuck turned to her.
"I came to congratulate you in person," She told him, "You ruined my relationship with Nate, Serena, all of my friends. Even Little Jenny thinks she's too good for me. So, bravo, it's like you wanted. I have no one to turn to but you."
Chuck scoffed, yeah he wanted her, but not when he was her only option. He wanted Blair to want him as much as he wanted her, not just to go to him because everyone else had left her. "Actually, you don't even have me."
"Enough." She said. She couldn't believe what she was hearing; he had been after her since her birthday.
"I'll try to be more succinct," he told her. He was sick of her saying something to him and not even letting him respond, not getting a chance to talk, maybe if she had they wouldn't have broken up at the Cotillion and they wouldn't be having this argument now. "You held a certain fascination – when you were beautiful, delicate and untouched. But now you're like ... one of the Arabians my father used to own. Rode hard and put away wet." He looked at her and saw that there were tears in her eyes. He needed to get her out of the bar; he would cave if she started crying. "I don't want you anymore. And I can't see why anyone else would." He downed his scotch and looked straight ahead.
Blair got up and walked away, she couldn't believe that even Chuck had disowned her. She felt so alone and humiliated, she just needed to escape.
A/N: So, this is really short, I know but there really isn't much Chuck/Blair interaction at all until the last episodes. I hate Rufus, Nate and Vanessa in Season 1, well actually in all of the seasons. But on the other hand Season 1 is the only season where I can stand Jenny. Please review.
