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9. She hugs the blanket closer around her body. She isn't cold, but still find comfort in the warmth the blanket offers her.
She called Joseph the day before and asked if he could come and just be with her for a few days. She is glad he said that he couldn't, because she acted on impulse and didn't think about the consequences. What will Joseph do when he finds out? But he will never find out the whole story.
A part of her regrets telling Foreman she wanted an abortion, because she knows that the decision isn't that easy. She can't decide just like that, she has only known for about a week.
She hates him for not only doing what he did to her, but putting her in this situation, forcing her to make this decision. She also hates herself for feeling that her body is betraying her, that her getting pregnant is the worst betrayal her body could do to her at this time. Getting pregnant is supposed to be this amazing thing that many women longed for, something she longed for a few times- but now it is something that just makes everything worse.
A part of her wants to do the abortion... but another part of her wants this child. And all she wants is to be able to make this decision.
She jerks when the phone rings, suddenly torn away from her thoughts.
"Hello?" her voice is cautious; she doesn't want to take any risks.
"Hi Dr Cameron, its Dr Cuddy" her voice is friendly but dominant.
"Hi..." she greets her confused.
"I just wanted to call you before I left, to let you know that... that my door is always open if you need anyone to talk to" she knows that Cuddy has to make these calls to keep herself updated with the staff and also keep them sane enough to do their job.
"Thank you" she say, and feels tears collecting in her throat. She clears it to keep herself from embarrassing herself.
"I just wanted to let you know that... and yeah" Cuddy clears her throat this time "Take care"
"You too, bye" she hangs up before she can say anything else
