"What do you want?" I asked Edward.

"I wanted to explain. When I left I lied. I told you I didn't love you, but I do. I only left to keep you safe. I felt that you were in danger with me. I didn't know you were running around with dogs." I glared at him. "Sorry. Werewolves. I would've come sooner."

"Why'd you come at all?" It wasn't fair. I was happy. He had told me to move on and I did. I was going to marry Jake and have a family with him. He had to come and ruin it.

"Alice saw Victoria and Laurent attacking you." he growled.

"Jacob and the pack killed them."

He was silent for a moment. "I'm sorry Bella. Very sorry. I regret leaving you and will for the rest of my life. I miss you so much. I will do anything for you to take me back. I love you. I want to spend the rest of eternity with you." He rubbed his hand on my cheek.

I sighed. He was just a little too late. "I'm sorry Edward. I can't love or be with you again. You hurt me too much the first time." I grabbed his hand in mine. I kissed it and gave it back to him. "Besides Edward, I'm pregnant."

His eyes widened. "Pregnant?"

"Listen closely. I'm sure you'll hear the heartbeat."

He froze for a few moments then stiffened. "It sounds exactly like yours. Only half a second slower."

"Could you honestly be with me while I was pregnant with a werewolf and not care?"

He opened his mouth then sighed. "I wish I could say yes." He hung his head and stood.

The ride home was silent. I didn't think the option of just being friends was an option. When we got home, he ran to his room and I went to the kitchen. Jacob was laughing at Emmett who was growling. I was pretty sure it was out of annoyance and not anger. He was decently calm with Jacob. They hadn't tried to kill each other.

I saw Jacob put some French fries on a plate. When he moved to put the pan in the sink I saw three large plates full of black French fries. I covered my mouth to muffle my laughter. They both heard. "Hey Bells." Jacob patted my stomach before leaving the room.

"For now on Esme and Jacob are the only ones who cook ok?"

He rolled his eyes and started dumping the burnt food. I took the ones Jake made and hopped up on the island. I was starving so munch it didn't take long for me to down it all. I glanced at the clock. I was wide awake but it was already 10:30.

We went upstairs to my bedroom. I changed into my gown and curled up next to Emmett. "How are you feeling?"

"Better I guess. When do I get my diploma?"

Carlisle had called the school so now I didn't have to finish the last week. They were supposed to send me my diploma in the mail.

"You'll get it by Monday." he told me.

I nodded. "Are you ok? You've been quiet all day?"

He shrugged. "It's just weird having Rosalie here with her new boyfriend. I should've learned my lesson the first time…or the second."

I looked up from his chest. "What are you talking about? She was with someone else?"

He nodded. "Joseph and Christopher." he whispered. I could barely hear him. "Rosalie got bored with me. She was with Joseph for a month. He dumped her because she was too mean. That was in 1948. I had only been a vampire for 4 years. She said it was because I couldn't leave the house as much as she wanted. I wasn't as strong as I am now. Eighteen years later she left with Christopher for a year. We had got into a big fight and she didn't want to see me anymore. He dumper her because he found someone prettier… It was all my fault."

I rubbed his chest. "No it wasn't Em. None of that was. She's a bitch." I whispered. He had to realize that. He was too perfect to be treated so horribly.

He shrugged. "Yeah, I guess."

I turned his head so he was looking at me. "Was that all?"

"Yeah," He smiled. "That was all."

I rested my head back on his chest. He stroked my hair and I soon fell asleep.

XXX

Monday came quick. I had officially graduated high school. The pack still hadn't figured out who killed Billy. Jacob had permanently moved into the Cullen mansion. The Cullens were becoming close with him. I guess they became use to the scent. Edward and I still weren't on speaking terms.

I changed into a black baby doll and black jeans. I had already eaten breakfast, or lunch really, so I went straight to Emmett's room. I raised my hand to knock. "Come in Bella." I giggled and entered.

"Where…" He appeared in front of me…without a shirt. "are you?" I sighed. I always saw his muscles when they strained against his shirt, but never without. And never wet. He had just got out of the shower.

I blushed when I realized I was staring. Emmett laughed. "Like what you see?"

I blushed even more. "Shut up." He grabbed my hand and put it on his chest. His cold chest was smooth but hard and chiseled perfectly. I pulled my hand back. My face would be permanently red. My heart was slamming in my chest. "Emmett will you put a shirt on." I was so uncomfortable.

"Why?" He walked closer to me. I backed away and hit the door.

"It's distracting."

He walked closer until he was touching me. My breath caught in my throat. He lowered his head and molded his lips to mine. It took me a moment to respond. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he gripped my hips tightly. It was different with him then it had been with Edward. He wasn't overly careful like him. He ran his tongue against my lip. I gasped, not expecting it, and his tongue invaded my mouth. I felt a slight vibration build up in his chest, like a purr.

I was the first to pull away because I had to breath. He moved to my neck and started sucking on it. I ran my hands up and down his chest. The purr became more pronounced. "I love you." he said once he pulled away.

"I love you too." He smirked and ran his finger down where he was kissing. "you better not have given me a hickey."

"Opps."

"Bella get in here." Jacob called. Carlisle had set up a hospital like room in the house. He was my doctor now. It was my third appointment in the 13 1/2weeks. I had one two days ago. Carlisle had some test results for me.

"Be back." I went two rooms down from Emmett's. Jacob looked impatient while Carlisle looked nervous. I sat next to Jacob.

"Well Bella, Jake. I'm sorry but I have good news and bad news. Which would you like first?" That wasn't what I had wanted to hear. Oh god what was wrong with my baby. What did I do wrong? I bit my lip and looked up at Jake. His face was contorted in pain but he was trying to hide it. He looked down at me and shrugged.

"Good then bad." I answered. Jacob grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"You're are pregnant with triplets. The contractions you were feeling was one of them dying. I will have to abort that one but the other two will be fine." he told us slowly. Carlisle left the room to give us privacy.

I hung my head. I killed one of my babies. Jacob pulled me into his arms. I couldn't keep in my sobs. I loved my baby but I killed it. I killed my baby. "Look at it this way," Jake whispered. "We still have two more."

I nodded weakly. "I guess."

Jacob picked me up and carried me to Emmett. He kissed my nose before handing me over to him. Emmett carried me to the bed. I felt so…I didn't even know what I felt. I didn't want to feel it anymore. I started kissing Emmett.

"Bella…you're upset." I nodded in agreement. He sighed and gave in, knowing he was what I needed. He would make me forget…For the moment anyway.

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