You woke up with the small teen ontop of you, his hips by yours, shaking you violently. He could barely move you, and actually, it was funny. You would have laughed if your bladder wasn't full… shoot. Your bladder was full.

"Please get off of me," you asked, sweating a bit. he sat down on your hips, you could feel your boner hit the back of his ass.

"Why should I?" He asked as you groaned quietly before flipping the situation and pinned him, he looked you in the eyes and it was the first time you realized you weren't wearing your shades. He could see your light blue eyes, a very good reason you were called girly. You had icey light eyes that were more common on a girl than someone like you. You swallowed before getting off of him and getting your shades; you headed to the bathroom. You knew you thought of him as a friend but now this friendship was now, he was going to make fun of you; everyone did. Nepeta didn't even know what your eye color was, you were so over protective about it that when Nepeta got curious about it you brought colored contacts; brown. She never saw them, but you still wanted to be sure that she didn't leave because of them. You looked at yourself in the mirror before looking down at your sweatpants, you did not want to think about the boner in your pants. You waited few minutes before you urinated. You washed your hands before putting on your shades and leaving the bathroom. You went back into his room, he hadn't moved. still in the same position you left him in, as if, paralyzed, his face was red and you were confused on why.

"Where are my clothes?" You were still shirtless and it was getting a bit uncomfortable. You preferred a shirt, it wasn't like there was something wrong with your body. It was actually very impressive and you were proud of how strong you were. Although there was a side effect of how people looked at you, everyone was always amazed at how fit you were, it was like your body existed but you yourself didn't. No one ever believed you when you told them you were in high school and if they did, they asked what you taught.

"Huh?" He sat up and looked at you, he was still red in the face and he seemed in a daze. Strange, he seemed like one of those people who knew exactly what they were doing at all times.

"Where are my clothes?"

"Oh," he blinked a few times before looking at you and then looking away. he pointed to the chair. "They're right there." you put on your button up shirt, you decided to keep the sweat pants and return them at a later date.

"I will be going now," You stated and he looked at you, frowning. You held the rest of your clothes in your hand and looked at him for a moment more, he looked sad. You didn't understand this guy at all, you were surprised he even let you say here.

"I guess i'll see you in school then," He mumbled as you walked to the bedside table and got your phone, two messages from Nepeta. She was probably updating you another ship or... maybe she had a problem, you hoped it was a ship. You couldn't handle a problem right now.

You sighed and slipped your phone in your pocket. "Thank you for the help." You then left. You were a bit sad for some reason, maybe you did think of his as a friend. Maybe you should start calling him by his first name. For some reason even thinking about it made your heart skip a beat. Strange, this wasn't something that use to happen.

"Equius!" Karkat yelled but it was different for once, he seem quieter in his yell, calmer and his voice softer. His cheeks had tint of pink on them, he was shy at this moment, unlike him but yet him. His hair was a mess from running down the stairs, in the distance you could see his brother scowling at him.

"Vantas what are-" he cut you off.

"I really like your eyes, they are the most beautiful thing i've ever seen. I dont think you should hide them," he said and for a moment you couldn't breath. Your lungs said goodbye to the air and you were hot but you weren't sweating for once. You knew you looked shocked and you didn't even know what say. Your heart was fast and ready for something, anything but your body was powerless, paralyzed almost. You swallowed. It felt like the world had stopped, like all of this, you and Karkat Vantas, the small word exchanged, was the only thing that was happening.

You could not believe it, you were the strongest person in the school but yet right now you couldn't even move and… you were… happy. You couldn't understand why, it was just a compliment, nothing more. Oh, but it felt like so much more. It felt like heaven to know that someone liked the worst part of you, the part that made cry some nights, the part you that you thought no one could love. It felt so much more than wonderful. And that's the moment you knew that you and Karkat Vantas were never going to be friends.