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Second, I have been getting a lot of people saying Jasper is a bit of a pussy. I want him kind and sweet to Bella. He has been trying hard to be understanding to her being new to this. However in this chapter the Major comes out and Bella is getting ready to start growing up a lot in the next few chapters. Just hang with me.

Chapter 9

Bella's POV

I was so excited to go find Jasper, when we are not together the hurt in my chest feels sort of like there is a heavy weight laying on it.

When we got to the garage, I opened the door and was heartbroken at what I saw. He was standing there with his jeans at his knees and a handful of the bitch's hair that was finishing up giving him a blow job.

I had pictured many times in my mind what 'it' would look like, but this was not how I wanted to see it, in the hands of another woman.

Who the hell am I kidding? Just because Mommy said I needed to stay innocent for him, didn't mean it went both ways and that wasn't something I have ever asked him.

When I went out the door Angie kissed my cheek and told me she would call me later. She felt that she had better leave. All I could do was nod, ok. The tears wouldn't stop falling.

Jake left too. Coward, I'll talk to him later.

I saw Edward coming back out of the woods, he came straight to me. No doubt he had picked up on everyone else's thoughts and knew what had happened.

"Are you ok Bella?" He asked and I threw myself at him. Edward had always been my best friend, even though everyone watches us closely.

"I don't want to talk to him, not right now." I pleaded, but Jasper came out and towards us. He acted like he could barely walk and was holding his fucking pants up around his waist.

"Bella… Please…" He pleaded.

"Don't lie to her Jasper. Look at you. You can hardly walk it was so good." Tanya sniggered.

He turned towards her and I have never seen anyone's appearance change so fast in all my life. This must be what everyone calls his major mode. Damn!

The look he gave her and his eyes were as black as coal. "When I get this settled, YOU had better be gone or today will be the last day of your existence." he spoke evenly and with a deadly calm.

I watched her cringe back slightly and the fear was evident in her eyes. Her sisters and the others came out of the house.

"I will take her home; she will never be around you or your mate again. I promise." Her sister Kate pleaded never raising her head to look him in the face.

"You better go now, before I change my mind. I have already let her behavior towards my mate slide once and am struggling with myself to not scare Isabella with beheading Tanya right now." He spoke, still calmly but venom ran out of the corner of his mouth.

Then he turned back to me as I watched the Denali's leave.

"Isabella please come here to me. We need to go someplace private and talk." He held out his hand, the one that wasn't holding up his jeans, towards me.

I looked up at Edward, who was still holding me. I was kinda going into a numb mode. You know when you have too much going on and you're not sure how to feel.

"No, I don't want to talk to him." I whispered to Edward, knowing that Jasper could hear me too.

He stepped closer to me and I could see he was trying to keep his temper controlled with me, especially now that I am in Edward's arms for comfort.

Then Mom, Dad, and Auntie Alice came over to where I am, protectively.

"Jasper, you ok man?" my daddy asked him.

That's when my hurt turned to anger.

"What the fuck? Is he ok? YES! HE is ok! The whore fixed him up so good that he is just now able to be standing straight!"

"Isabella, you will not speak to me in such a manner" he snapped and his eyes were swirling with color.

Jasper's POV

How dare she use that tone with me. I can feel her anger raging and it's not helping me with my own.

"Jasper, don't do it. It will not end well." Alice said stepping in-between Isabella and I.

"Oh, so now the all seeing bitch speaks. Couldn't you have stopped this whole thing in the beginning?"

"I couldn't see Jake was there. Don't you start pointing your finger at me! If you don't calm yourself down, things are not going to go so well."

How fuckin dare her!

"Listen to me, Alice; this is between Isabella and me. Now Isabella, if you will come with me so I can go change, then we will talk." I said to her.

"NO!" she yelled "I don't want to be anywhere around you right now. Why don't you just go get another vamp whore!" she turned and walked away from us.

Alice whispered 'let her go to her room Jasper. Don't start.'

"No, you are not going to go anywhere. I said we are going to talk."

"And I said I don't want to! Why don't you just leave me the fuck alone?"

"Isabella! You had better stop talking to me like that and come back here." I held out my hand to her again. Damn, this woman is trying my patience.

"Listen to me carefully Jasper Fucking Whitlock. NO!"

Everyone grabbed me and tried to hold me in place as she ran off and jumped into her daddy's truck.

Edward grabbed me and attempted to stop me. I threw him into a tree. Then Alice jumped on my back and tried to get me to listen to her screaming in my ear.

"I told you to stop or it would change her path" Alice growled.

"I am going after her" I snarled trying hard to control the major and not to really hurt anyone, but throwing her off onto her ass.

"The treaty Jas, if we break the treaty we are not allowed on their land." Edward said as he stopped in a crouch ready to pounce on me again. "I know that's where she is going. I saw it in Alice's vision, if you didn't shut the hell up that's how it was going to end."

"I know about the fuckin treaty Edward. I lived here for a while in case you forgot. What have you seen Alice?" I am trying to calm down as I walk toward the path.

I didn't even give her time to answer me.

"Well how the fuck am I gonna get her? Her emotions were rage, hurt and revenge. Do you know what that means? She's gonna try and fuck one of those dogs! To get even with me for what she thinks happened. I swear if they so much as touch her. I will kill the whole fuckin pack of mutts."

I know how it was for me because I am Bella's mate. For Tanya to touch me and want me, it made me deathly sick. But I don't know about her since she is still a human.

The entire reason I did not tell anyone what was going on with me was because only when a vampire finds their true mate does lust for another make you sick and only those that have found their true mates know the secret. Peter says it is not to be shared because; others can use it against you.

That is why Emmett wasn't pissed. He has been through this with the same fucking whore, and Carlisle and Esme are aware of this but the Denali coven does not know this, as none of them have found their soul mates.

Tanya would be someone that would try my control if she knew just how to fuck with me. She had no clue as to what was really wrong with me.

It is twice as bad for me because not only did Tanya try to make me lust after her but I could feel her lust as well. Damn empathic ability.

"I am going after her and I DO NOT want ANYONE to follow me! My mate and I need to work things out. I will be taking her to my old house for the night and I will not be disturbed."

I had slipped into complete Major mode.

I expected Rose or Emmett or someone to start after me, but Rose came to me peacefully head down. She is afraid of me when I am like this. Actually all of them are except Em. he knows that I would never hurt them, unless they were a threat to me or my mate.

"Please… Take care of her Jas. She will learn." If she could cry, she would be.

"I know" was all I could respond and I took off.

I ran to where she had turned off at the treaty line to the Rez. There are Indians reservations scattered out all over. Leave it to my Bella to make friends with the shape shifters.

Fuckin dogs! I began to pace back and forth. Waiting…

Bella's POV

I pulled my daddy's truck keys out of my pocket and jumped in it. I could see them struggling with Jasper as I spun the tires down the drive way.

When I got to the Rez, I went straight to where I could hear Paul and Seth talking down a little path that went into the woods a bit.

I still couldn't stop the damn tears that had started down my face again on the drive here. I knew that I wouldn't be good enough for him but I didn't expect it to come out right away.

At first I wanted to come here and get even with Jasper. But that's not me. I am not a whore. That would make me just like Tanya.

When Paul saw my tears, he stopped and came to me, telling Seth that he would catch him later. Seth looked at me and gave a little half smile as he left. Everyone knows how I feel about crying in front of people so he left without questions.

When he got within arms reach I grabbed him like I had Edward. Paul and I had become very close since we moved here. He respects that I'm Jasper's soul mate. But that doesn't stop the playful comments or touches.

But he feels like a brother to me.

"What's wrong Bells? Is everyone alright?" He whispered into my hair. Hell, I must be acting like someone is dead. But it feels like my heart is.

"I'm not, (sniff) I'm not enough (sniff) for Jasper."

I could feel him stiffen slightly. "What did HE do Bells?"

"OH PAUL, (sniff) I caught him getting a blow job from a vampire slut (sniff) named Tanya."

He bent slightly and quickly swept me off my feet and walked us over to a log that was lying on the ground.

"Are you sure Bells?"

That made me angry. "Well let's see. She had ripped his pants open and had 'IT' in her hand. He had a fist full of her hair and he couldn't hardly stand at first." I leaned over against his bare chest, snow is on the ground and he has his shirt off and his temperature probably running 105 degrees. I snuggled into him.

I don't need to be angry at Paul, he didn't do it.

"Bells it's not you. You would be more than enough for any man. But if what you say is true. Then I will have a word with him."

"Paul would I be enough for you if I wasn't Jasper's mate?" I know I shouldn't have asked and might not want to know the answer.

"More than enough. (He appeared to think about something for a second) Bells I think there are some things you need to know."

I drew in a deep breath, not really sure what he is about to say but I have never seen Paul this serious.

He took my hurt hand in his gently and rubbed tenderly.

"Bells, when an imprint gets with someone else it is impossible for them to enjoy anything intimate with them. It makes them real sick. I'm not sure if it works that way for vamps because we don't share secrets like this with others. It could be used against us by our enemies. But if it is the same for them as it is us, well then..." He paused looking at me waiting for me to catch on.

"You mean maybe it just all looked wrong?"

"You said he could hardly stand up. Maybe it was from sickness instead of pleasure. I'm not trying to take up for him, because if it was what it looked like, then I am going to beat the fuck out of him."

I thought about all this for a second. "Maybe, but I don't know. His face looked pale even for a vampire and he was acting funny. Shit! I think I had better leave. Paul I'm not sure I can do this whole mate thing. I just told him to leave me the fuck alone and to go find himself another fucking vamp whore." Paul leaned his head back and laughed so hard and loud you could hear it echoing around us.

"I would have loved to see the almighty Jasper's face when you said that! Fuck honey, where did you pick up words like that?" He cocked one eyebrow at me and smirked.

"From you. You ass."

He tried to calm his laughter some, "Bells, you are going to make a wonderful mate. This is all going to be a learning process for both of you and you will both have a lot of adjusting to do. But right now, you had better get back before he breaks the treaty and comes after you."

I pulled my phone out of my pocket kissed Paul on the cheek while snuggling into his warmth. I had turned my phone on silent when I got down the road from the house. I didn't want him calling me.

I checked it "Shit! I've been here maybe twenty minutes and he's called 32 times."

Paul walked me to Dad's truck. "I love you Bells. You are the best friend I have ever had and if it wasn't just a misunderstanding come back tonight and the pack will take care of him."

"I love you too. You are my best friend too. If it goes bad, I will." and I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

I got in the truck and left when I got to the turn off at the end of the treaty line. There was Jasper pacing running his hands through the top of his long hair.

I pulled over beside him and turned off the engine and got out, he had walked over and leaned against a tree, and man did he look pissed.

"Well, I have one question for you. Did you fuck him?"

Oh shit, he had felt the want for revenge I was feeling as I left.

Jasper's POV

I could feel her regret. Please don't let her have fucked any one.

She looked at me straight in the eyes "no Jasper. That would make me no different than Tanya."

I still felt like she was hiding something from me. "We will discuss that in a minute. What did you do Isabella?" I stepped closer she smelled faintly of Edward and reeked of Paul.

"I.. a.. he well, he told me. About imprints and how it is with wolves and.."

I waved my hand to interrupt her. "I have to know if he touched you. I need to know everything from when you got out of the truck."

She came closer to me and placed a hand on my chest. "I was upset when I got there and when he saw me he came to me and carried me to a log and sat down with me. He just helps me and we talked, we are nothing more than friends. He said that everything just probably looked bad with you and Tanya and that it makes imprints sick to be with someone else. Is it like that with vampires too?"

I took a deep breath concentrating on her touch and the tingles it created it helped calm me. Slightly.

But she will not get out of this one.

"Yes it's the same. I have never felt sickness like that before in my existence. If only you would have listened to me and let me explain. I fucking tried to explain to you. But you have a temper like your Mother. We are going somewhere more private to finish this conversation. Someone will come and get the truck later. I understand that you are young and this is new to you, but the way you disrespected me was uncalled for."

With that, I wrapped her coat around her more securely, scooped her up and took off...

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