I know it has been a while since I updated this story but I am updating now I thank you all for sticking with me I have had writers block on this story so here you go enjoy and please review.
I woke up to Damien smacking me and telling me to get up.
"I'm up" I said.
"Good got damn lazy bitch" He said.
I got up and started to head to the bathroom.
"Oh I have something for you Vanessa" Damien said pulling out a diamond ring.
"I hope to god that is not an engagement ring because I am not marrying you" I said.
"Oh yes you are and you are going to be happy about it because guess what? You will never escape me this time" He said.
"And what if I don't" I said.
He grabbed me by my throat.
"I will kill you if you don't understand" He said.
I nodded yes.
"Good" He said and put the ring on my finger.
I must say it is a very nice ring but I don't want a ring from him.
"Now I am going to work" He said.
He kissed me and left. I looked at the ring an sighed. Oh how I wish he was dead and I was with Sam I am really getting sick and tired of this crap but he is right I probably can't escape him he is a cop one of the most respected cops in the town. Anyway I didn't feel like cooking so I decided to go out and get something to eat. I went to Starbucks got a coffee and something to eat. As I was leaving I ran into Paul.
"Vanessa is that you?" He asked.
"Hi Paul" I said.
Paul hugged me and I tried not to yelp.
"We all been worried about you especially Sam" He said.
"I'm fine" I said.
"No you are not you took that asshole back" He said.
Paul looked at my hand and looked shocked i'm going to take a shot in the dark and say he saw the ring.
"What is that?" He asked.
"A ring" I said.
"Your marrying him?!" Paul said all but yelling.
"Shut the hell up before you cause a scene" I said.
"Why in the blue hell are you marring him?" He asked.
"Because I love him" I said.
God how I hated saying that right about now. I mean one upon a very very very very long time ago I id love Damien but not any more I can't even remember when I stopped loving him.
"No you don't you love Sam more" He said.
"If Sam loved me he wouldn't have left me " I said.
"Sam does love you and you know that" He said.
"Then why did he leave me?" Answer that for me" I said.
"Because he didn't want to hurt you like that again" He said.
"Well he hurt me when he left" I said.
"He regrets it" Paul said.
"Does he know I took Damien back?" I asked.
"Yes he does" He said.
"What?!" I yelled.
"Keep it down Vanessa" He said.
"Why did you tell him?" I asked.
"Because he deserves to know" He said.
"No he doesn't he left me he does not deserve to know anything about me right now" I said.
"Yes he does Vanessa he loves you you're his imprint the love of his life his soulmate" He said.
"Yea yea I know that but he is the one that left me and yes I do still love Sam I always will but its over and done with he made the decision to end it not me and now I moved on and getting married" I said.
"Yea to a coward" He said.
"I have to go Paul it was nice seeing you tell the rest of the pack I said hi and don't you dare tell Sam I am marring Damien or I will hurt you" I said hugging him.
I walked away to my car an drove home.
Boy's POV (Paul)
I got home after seeing Vanessa.
"Hey man what's up?" Seth asked.
"Not much I just saw Vanessa" I said.
"Really?" Seth said.
"Yea" I said sitting down.
"Hey Paul" Jared said as the rest of the pack came in including Sam.
Man does he look horrible he really misses Vanessa actually we all do but he misses her a lot more.
"Paul saw Vanessa" Seth said.
I saw Sam's head snap up. He's been trying to find her ever since we told him she took Damien back.
"How is she?" Sam asked.
"She looks bad she has bruises all over I mean I only saw a few but I bet they are everywhere now" I said.
"Oh my god" Sam said sitting down with his head in his hands.
"There's something else I should tell you guys" I said.
"What is it?" Leah asked.
Leah really misses Vanessa I mean hey they were really great friends and lets face it Leah probably won't find another friend.
"Vanessa is marrying Damien" I said.
Everyone looked at me shocked.
"What? Why?" Sam said.
"I don't know but my guess is he made her" I said.
"How do you know she is marrying him?" Sam asked.
"I saw the ring on her finger" I said.
Sam got up and walked out the door.
"Sam where are going?" Jacob asked.
"I am going to find Vanessa even if it kills me" Sam said.
Sam's POV
I left the house got in my truck an left to find Vanessa. I can't believe what I heard this is insane she can't do this she is making one hell of a mistake I am going to fight for her and get her back this pain I am going through is so unbearable I can't stand it anymore. I pulled up at Vanessa's old house hoping this is where she would be she loved this house. I knocked on the door and she answered looking shocked.
"Sam what are you doing here?" She asked shocked.
"Came see you" I said.
"Why?" She asked.
"Because I know you took Damien back and now you are marrying him" I said.
"Got damn it Paul i'm going to kill him" She said.
"Why are you going to do that?" I asked.
"Because you weren't supposed to know I knew you already knew about me taking him back Paul told me he told you when I ran into him but I told him not to tell you I am marrying Damien" She said.
"Why didn't you want me to know?" I asked.
"Because it is none of your business anymore you decided to leave me you made that choice not me you don't have the right to know anything about me anymore" She said.
I sighed I should have known this was going to be hard.
"I'm sorry I left you Vanessa I didn't want to risk hurting you again" I said.
"Well you did when you left" She said.
"I know and i'm sorry but I miss you deeply this pain I am going through right now is unimaginable and unbearable I can't take it anymore I need you back Vanessa you belong with me not him I still love you and I always will please come back with me where you belong" I said.
"No Sam I am with Damien now I am marrying him I love him" She said.
"No you don't love him you love me Vanessa and I know you do I can see it in your eyes you love me just as much I love you and you miss me just as much as I miss you and I know you don't want to marry him on your own freewill tell me this why are you with him?" I said.
"Because you didn't want me" I said.
"Yes I did want you I still do I still love you" I said.
"No you don't" She said.
I kissed her and she responded to me instantly.
"Now tell me I don't love you or that you don't love me because if you didn't then why would you respond so quickly when I kissed you. You need to leave him Vanessa come back with me we can work things out an be together again" I said.
"No Sam" I said.
I heard a car door slam and I saw her freeze.
"You have to go Sam" She said.
"Why is he here?" I asked.
"Yea" She said watching the door.
"Hey slut i'm home" Damien said.
"Hi" Vanessa said.
"Well who is this?" He asked.
"A friend" She said.
"Well i'm Damien her boyfriend" He said.
"Sam" I said in a growl.
"Please go Sam" I said.
"Fine" I said and left.
Vanessa POV
I shut the door behind Sam and I felt Damien grab my hair.
"Ow Damien " I said.
"That wasn't a friend that was that ex of yours wasn't it?" He said.
"No it wasn't" I said.
He slapped me and I fell to the floor.
"Don't lie to me " He yelled.
He pulled me up by my neck.
"Did you fuck him?" He asked squeezing my neck.
"No" I said.
"Did he kiss those lips that belong to me" He said choking me.
"Please stop" I said.
Damien punched me and I kicked him where it hurts and ran out the door. I ran to Sam's house. I knocked and Jacob answered.
"Oh my god Leah go get Sam" He said.
Leah came back with Sam.
"Oh my god Vanessa come on lets get you in the house and some ice" He said and brought me into the house with Jacobs help.
"Jake could you go get some ice please" Sam said.
"Alright Sam" He said.
Jacob came back with some ice. Sam took it and and put it on my face and some on my neck.
"Can you leave us alone guys" Sam said.
"Of course come on Leah" Jake said.
Jake and Leah left.
"What happened?" Sam asked.
"I fell from the sky what the hell do you think happened" I said.
Sam sighed.
"Why are you like this towards me?" Sam asked.
"Because I can be" I said.
"Answer me why Vanessa" Sam said.
"Because I can be I said and because you left me and hurt me" I said.
"I told you I couldn't risk hurting like that again so I left I know it was a mistake and I regret I probably will for the rest of my life i'm sorry but you didn't tell me that you went back to him" He said.
"That is totally different Sam" I said.
"How?" He asked.
"Because for one we are not together and you do not have the right to know anything about me anymore you completely lost that right you made the decision to walk out not me" I said.
"I'm sorry Vanessa I didn't want to hurt you like that again i'm a ticking time bomb I could lose my temper and phase at any moment it's part of being a werewolf" Sam said.
"I understand that comes with the territory of being a werewolf and comes with dating a werewolf I understand that you could lose your temper at any minute and phase but what you don't understand is that I don't care about any of that I love you for you and that includes everything that comes with dating and loving a werewolf but you seem to fail to understand that" I said.
I got up and looked out the window.
"I do understand that and I love you too I always will but I love you way too much to let myself hurt you again but I want you back I want to be together again we can work this out I know we can we have overcome obstacles that has faced us before we can overcome this please" He said.
I just stayed quite I felt Sam get up and stand behind me.
"Please Vanessa" He said.
"Sorry Sam I can't not right now" I said.
Sam sighed then he lifted up my shirt to my breast line on my left side where my scares were.
"They are healing glad to see that" He said.
"Yea" I said.
"Please take me back" Sam said.
I looked away from him. Sam brings my head up then kisses me, I kissed him back. I flt him pick me up I wrapped my legs around him. Once I realized what I was doing I pulled away.
"What's wrong sweetheart?" He asked.
"We can't do this Sam" I said.
"Why not?" He asked.
"Because we just can't" I said.
Sam let me down.
"I love you Vanessa I never stopped and i'm sorry I left but if you let me I can make this up to you and we can be together again I didn't want to hurt you again" He said.
"It doesn't matter Sam I know you wouldn't hurt me again and you should know it in your heart that you wouldn't hurt me again" I said.
"I want you back Vanessa" He said.
"We can't Sam" I said.
"Why not" Sam asked.
"Because I just can't" I said.
"Is it because of him?" He asked.
I stayed quite and looked away from him.
"I know you are scared of him but I can protect you and you know I will just like I did before you have to get away I don't want to see you end up n a body bag and that is exactly what is going to happen if you stay with him and marry him stay with me and the pack please" He said.
"I can't do that" I said.
"Nothing will happen I promise i'll sleep on the couch and you can have my room if you are not ready to be together again then I won't push you i'll wait until you are ready" He said.
"Alright i'll stay" I said.
"Good you didn't have a choice anyway" He said.
"Why" I said.
"Because did you really think I would let you go back to him" He said.
"No" I said.
"Alright then and I promise I won't o anything" He said.
"We just need to build our relationship back up again" I said.
"I know" He said.
"But I do have one question" I said.
"Anything baby girl" He said.
"If it wasn't for imprinting would you still want to be with me?" I asked.
"Yes I would be" He said.
I smiled a little and so did Sam.
"You should get some sleep it's been a long day you can have my room I'll sleep on the couch" He said.
"It's ok Sam we both can sleep in the bedroom" I said.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
"Yes we are both adults Sam" I said.
"Alright I promise I won't do anything" I said.
"I know Sam" I said.
Sam grabbed both my hands and looked me in the eyes.
"I promise I will work an make this right i'll wait as long as I have to for you" He said.
"I know when i'm ready we can be together again but not now" I said.
"I know" He said.
"I'm going to head to be now it's been a long day and i'm tired" I said.
"Ok goodnight Vanessa" He said.
"Goodnight Sam" I said and headed for bed.
Well that is it a nice long chapter for you guys an once again I am sorry I haven't updated in a while anyway please review.
Until next time
Peace love and paw prints
Vanessa
