"Afterglow"

Normally, he would have been disgusted. He should have been disgusted with himself, lying there in the aftermath of having sex with a man who looked nearly identical to his little brother, and shared the same name (though spelled differently). He should have said that he had taken advantage of the man somehow, that he was going to end up hurting him in the end (much like he hurt everyone else)…and when that excuse didn't work, that he didn't deserve the happy feeling that was welling in his gut, because of all the things he had done…

But none of that came to mind. Lying there, the scents of sex, sweat, and Alfons Heiderich in the air, the only thing Ed could think about was how warm he was, and how he didn't want to move away from Alfons as he lay curled up against him.