"Where did I go wrong?" My little sister looked up at me as I stared at our house with obvious disgust. "What's the matter brother?" "Oh, nothing...nothing what so ever." Lavi had dropped us off here and sped off before we could even say goodbye. He's always in such a hurry, for what reason I don't know. Although we only stayed for the weekend…Id rather live there forever, in the suburbs with my Uncle Allen and Lavi. "Oh honeys! Your mama has missed you! Oh yeah, and Kuubi dear, you have some detention work to do because you skipped Friday." I rubbed my head nonchalantly and gave her my bag as she reached for it. "I'll be in my room." I walked passed her and headed upstairs to my so called abode. "Kuubi, Fana and I are going out for a little girl shopping! You'll be here with your father for a while so be good!" I hear the door slam and I fall face down on my bed flip my phone open. I stare at the messages my father sent me while I was away for the weekend. I stand back up furious and subconsciously, again, do something stupid and regrettable. I marched myself right into my parents bedroom and threw my phone at my father who was sitting at the computer desk. "Why the he-heck did you send those vulgar pictures to me? Like I'd want to see them! What's your problem? Not only do you sleep with me but you also beat me up & on top of that, you videotape me? How low can you get old man?! Have you no self-respect? There are others besides me! Go get you one of those male hookers out there and force yourself upon them instead! Just leave this family and go die somewhere! I don't care how, just kill over! Drop dead!" I really should've asked uncle for that gun. He didn't say anything for a while but then he turned off the computer and spun around in the chair to face me. "1st of all…watch your mouth. You're still my child and as the one who made an effort of having help create you, I own you. 2nd, I know you like it. Want to know how? You might say 'NO' but your body says 'YES'. He stood up and stepped forward while I stepped back. "You shouldn't be submissive this time, put up that useless fight you've done so many times in the past." I put a hand as distance between us. "How could I possibly put up a fight…when I'm either half conscious or chained to something?" He pushed me hard against the door panel and I slapped him causing a red mark to appear on his face. "Stop it! Don't come any closer!" HE kissed me but I broke away when there was an opening. I stumbled downstairs and into the kitchen but apparently I wasn't fast enough because a strong arm made its way around my waist and before I could take another breath, I don't know what happened. Did I black out or something? Because next thing I knew…I was lying naked on the kitchen floor. I looked up and I saw HIM buttoning his pants and smiling down at me. "Do yourself a favor and go clean yourself up." I mentally cursed that man as I struggled to get up because of the loss of energy at the moment. "Aw…is something hurting you? Want me to help?" My face was wet with tears. I just couldn't hold them back. I hated to look weak, ever since I was little. But at these times, they would just come pouring down even when I didn't want them to the most. "You want me to do everything don't you? Alright then." He grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the bathroom & threw me into the tub. Turning the cold water on, and then going off about his business. Of course I was bleeding. Out of more places than one I can say. It hurt, it hurt a lot but I had to keep it moving.
"Riku, we're back! Where's Kuubi?" "Probably up in his room sulking like he usually is. "Wrong." I stood on the stairway with a fake smile plastered on my face. There are only certain people who can tell the difference between my real smiles and the fakes; Uncle, Uncle in law, Akari, and Fana, because I don't smile often.
