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Tinka' POV
It has been four days since the incident Gunther had. Let me tell you things are not going good. Gunther has been absent from school and full of attention by everyone; specially my parents. I am not allowed to get out of my house this whole week. Basically, I am grounded. All I do all day is lay in my bed, try to ignore the sounds of laughter coming from the living room caused by Gunther and Cece flirting, and most of the time I have been knitting.
I love knitting. It's like with every thread I knit, it sucks a little of my sadness away from me. It helps me relax. Plus after I am done I love the things I make. I used to knit things for Gunther all the time. Specially goats. In fact, I knitted so many goats he had a big box just for them. He told me that whenever he missed me or he would be scared he would grab one of the goats and hug it tight till he was okay again. I wonder if he uses them, or maybe, he threw them away. The thought of it made me feel even sadder.
I miss Gunther. These days, all he does is wait for Cece to come over to our house and laugh with her. When I see Gunther with Cece he is happier then I have ever seen him with me. It's strange; the thought of Gunther being happier with Cece makes me happy, yet sad.
So you're probably wondering what happened to Ty. My father made it clear that he does not want him with me. I will not risk the chance of getting Ty in trouble. Besides, he is giving up everything to be with me. He deserves someone better than me. I want him to have someone better than me. Of course every single day he goes up to me and begs me to say something to him. I do not respond. My heart breaks when I see him walk away sadly as if I had shot him. But I know that eventually he will forget about me. But I know that I will never forget about him.
Gunther's POV
When you are in love you are blind, deaf, clueless of what you are doing, it only feels right. These past days that Cece's been coming over have been the best of my life. I feel like I can tell her anything. I can just laugh and talk the day away for hours with her.
"Gunther! Remember you promised!" Cece said laughing
"Oh yes! Come here!" I said grabbing her hand.
She let out a giggle and followed me to the kitchen. Cece loved cookies and I promised I would bake some with her today. I really love cooking and I would do anything to make my little Cece happy.
"All right, first we need to gather up the ingredients!" I said
"Which are?"
"Okay we need flour, salt, baking soda, butter, sun flower oil, sugar, eggs, vanilla extract, and the best part chocolate chips!" I said happily
"Okay I got lost after you said we needed flour."
I laughed and started getting out all of the ingredients.
"All righty! First we have to prepare the oven to about 375 degrees. Can you that for me please?"
"Umm Gunther I would love to! But… I kind of don't know how to…." She said laughing nervously
I quietly chuckled "Do not worry my little cookie! I will do it."
"What did you just call me?"
"Little cookie! You love cookies and I love you! So you are my little cookie!"
"You… love me…"
I blushed "Of course… as a friend" I added quickly
"Any ways…" I said breaking the silence "Next we have to combine the flour, salt and baking soda and mix them."
My little cookie grabbed the three ingredients and I started mixing them.
"Next we have to mix the eggs, butter, sugar, and vanilla."
"Okay I'll do that!" Cece said gathering the ingredients and mixing just the right amount.
Then I mixed all the ingredients together.
"All right all we need to do is put the cookie dough onto this pan and then stick it in the oven!" I said excited
"All right let's get to work then!" Cece said happily
We each grabbed handfuls of cookie dough and started molding it up.
"Want to taste some my little cookie!?" I said putting a piece of cookie dough in her mouth
"Wow this is so good! I feel like eating half of it."
I laughed. We put the cookies in the oven.
"Okay. Well then all we have to do now is wait for the oven to sound"
"Yay!" Cece said excitedly
"So what do you want to do until then?"
"Umm I don't know… maybe… ugh Gunther I want you and Tinka to stop fighting"
"What? Umm no I do not think that is a good idea."
"You don't think you making up with your sister is a good idea? What is wrong with you Gunther? I mean don't you feel bad that she's been hiding away in that room for 4 days now. She doesn't even talk to anyone at school!"
"Wait. She does not talk to anyone? What? How can that be? Have you seen her talk to Ty at least?"
"Nope. All she does is walk fast and avoid people."
"I cannot believe this!"
"You cannot believe what Gunther?"
"Umm nothing" I added quickly
Cece rolled her eyes "So are you going to do it or not?"
"Do what?" I asked confused
"Make up with Tinka!" Cece said annoyed
"No I told you, it is not a good idea!"
"Gunther you are so mean and selfish! What did she do to you?"
"Cece it is not like that"
"Save it Gunther! I have to go meet Rocky!" Cece said heading for the door
"But Cece… what about the cookies we made?" I said desperately attempting for her to stay
"Eat them." She said closing the door and breaking my heart. Why was she so mad at me? I feel bad for Tinka too but I made a deal with Ty. I cannot go back. But maybe I can pretend to go back.
I waited till the cookies were done. Then I gently put three of them on one plate and three on another plate. I poured milk in two cups and put it all in a tray. I was going to pay a visit to my beloved sweet little sister that I missed so much.
I gently opened the door which led to our room. She was laying on her bed looking as sad as ever. Knitting something. I always love the things she knits. In fact one of the reasons I do not miss her that much is because when I do I secretly grab a goat she once made me and hug on tightly to it till I fall asleep.
"Tinka" she slowly looked up at me. She looked as if she'd seen a ghost. "Tinka I made some cookies, would you like to eat them with me?"
"Gunther…I thought you umm…"
"Tinka look I have decided to talk to you for today only. But after that we will pretend this never happened, got it?"
"Got it!" she said smiling. Then she did something I missed so much. She ran to embrace me so hard she almost popped all the gulasto I have eaten all the way to the old country.
"Gunther I have missed you so much. I love you Gunther please never stop talking to me. I need you." I felt like shooting myself right there. What could I do? Ty said he would make our lives miserable if I did not ignore my sweet sister twin. I was just doing this to protect her, me, and Cece. But I could not tell her that. Instead all I did was hug her tight and not let go.
Then I could not stand it. I knew I had to let her know it was not my fault. That I still loved her.
"Tinka, look at me, please do not cry. I just want to tell you something."
"What is it?" she said with tears in her eyes
"I love you Tinka, I will always love you. I am sorry I am ignoring you. There is a reason I do this. But I cannot tell you sister twin. I am so sorry" I said hugging on to her tighter
"Gunther it is okay. If you really cannot tell me, I understand. As long as you do not hate me I am fine." She said smiling a little "So maybe we should stop talking now"
"No, Tinka listen, I do not care if he is watching right now. It is not going to stop me from spending time with you right now."
"Thanks Gunther. It means a lot to me."
"No problem sister twin. Now let's eat these cookies!" I said handing her a plate of cookies and a cup of milk
"Now Gunther…" Tinka said smiling "Are you and Cece dating?"
"I thought you would never ask! We are not. But we are so close I mean right now she is like my best friend and we have so much fun and I am so happy with her and it is just amazing to be in love!"
Tinka immediately looked upset. "Tinka I am sorry..."
"No Gunther there is no need! I am very happy for you"
"Then why do you seem so upset?"
"I just miss you that is all"
"Oh Tinka I am sorry." I said embracing her lightly
"Tinka, I do need to ask you something though… where were you the day I was in the hospital?"
Her face instantly lit up "Oh umm well actually I have to tell you a lot too. Okay you will never believe it but, Ty and I became like best of friends we do everything together. I miss him so much."
"Tinka, if you and Ty are so close now… why are you not with him anymore?"
"Because… papa forbid me to hang around with him. And you know he means it. So I do not want to get Ty in trouble…. Gunther I… I think I am in love with Ty"
"What!?" I could not believe what my sister twin was telling me. And I could not believe how big of a fool I was. Ty was using me to get to Tinka. He told me that he wanted me to ignore Tinka so I could be with Cece but he really wants to pretend to love my sister and then break her heart. I cannot let him do this to her.
"Tinka… has Ty tried anything on you?"
"What! No! Of course not! Ty does not love me! I love him… umm I mean like him."
Strange. I guess he was pretending not to like her yet. "Tinka… I think papa is right; you should not be with Ty. He is nothing but trouble."
"What! Gunther I thought you would understand me! Of course you have Cece and she is replacing me. But don't you think I get lonely too? Ty means a lot to me. When I am with him, I just feel like I can forget about all my bad moments and just concentrate on how beautiful life is."
"Tinka Cece is not replacing you! But I do not want you to be with Ty because I do not want him to hurt you that is all. But I know you will make the best decision."
"Thank you Gunther, that means a lot to me."
I smiled. I just wanted the best for Tinka. And I was going to have a chat with Ty.
Ty's POV
All week long I have been nothing but another person to her. I have shared my most favorite place in the world with her. But now I do not mean anything. I wonder if it's because of what her father said. But if I truly meant something to her she would do anything to be with me. That includes facing her father.
"Ty man you got to stop talking to that freak!" Ryan, my best friend, said to me. He kind of ran the gang with me.
"Ryan don't call her that! I am telling you this girl has a lot of potential!"
"Potential! Ty! Wake up man! She is like in 6th grade! There are much hotter girls out there then her!"
"But Tinka is different!"
"How do you know that Ty!? Are you telling me that you have been hanging out with the sparkly weird chick in la la land!?"
"Look Ryan I do not have time for you! I have much worse things to deal with right now!"
"Ty if you keep acting like this we are going to end up kicking you out at the end!"
"Ryan I am your leader! I kick myself out or no one does okay? So leave me alone. Trust me; we will all get benefit from this at the end."
"We better Ty. Or things will get ugly." Ryan said walking away
Maybe I should have listened to him.
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