Chap 8

'ugh!'

When they finally reached their 'love nest' Draco was roughly pinned onto the door. With his two hands nailed to the sides of his head and a keen between his legs, Draco was announced to be completely immobile.

'Harry… Wha-!'

The words were lost in Harry's mouth when they overlapped Draco's. They shared many kisses during their time together but never one so intense and packed with so much lust.

When Harry's tongue finally caught his, Draco let out an involuntary moan which had an increase in its audio as Harry's keen pressed against his manhood.

'Nnn..ugh… Har…erry..no-'

Harry let go slightly, however it was just enough for them to catch their breath before Draco's mouth was once again taken over.

Usually Draco didn't mind Harry kissing him, heck with that, he loves Harry's kisses. But today was different; there was something different about Harry, for one he was rougher then usual. Well, it was not that it didn't felt good but Draco didn't like the feeling that he was being used as a lust reliever. He knows that he was stupid to think that but he was just … not sure.

Even though he knows that Harry loves him, but it was in his nature to think of all the possibilities; all the what if.

The truth is that Draco didn't think he deserve Harry…

Harry had everything, he was everything.

Harry was popular, good-looking and not to mention very rich.

He was their Hero, but Draco was just a Malfoy with a very bad reputation. Well, he was once a Malfoy, now he is just a normal man. After the war, the Malfoy's assets were all taken away from him together with his parents; it didn't really matter to Draco since none of them really were his. But now the only thing that he had worthy was his blood and Harry could get anything or anyone he wanted.

Why does he want me? Is he pity me? Am I just a fuck to him?

It was killing him; all his insecurity was killing him.

Stop!

Draco bit down hard on Harry's tongue drawing a little blood even.

Harry pulled back immediately due to the shock and the obvious pain.

He didn't really expect Draco to react this was, in fact he was quite upset; it made him felt unwanted.

Spiting some excess blood on the floor, Harry tighten his grip on Draco's hand only to feel the slight trembles coming from Draco. He thought that Draco was angry with him, well he was angry with Draco too, but once he looked up, he regretted. Draco looked at him eye-widely, trying his best to keep the tears; he was a man after-all, he didn't want to look weak especially in front of the one you love.

Harry heart ached a little when he sees Draco like that; he had fear in his eyes. Draco was scared of him…

He let go of Draco, took his hand and lead him to their bed.

He sited Draco at the edge of their bed and kneeled in front of him, he smiled weakly as he caressed Draco's cheek.

'Draco… I'm sorry. I was just so angry… I…I was jealous… Because you were complimenting him…he was flirting with you! I know it is very childish of me but I'm still human… and I love you. Draco… I know that you are new at this…I didn't want to scare you but I'm still a man Draco, I have my needs. The knowledge that I may lose you to some other guy scares me.'

Harry looked down as he held Draco's hands with both of his, he brought them to his face and whispered, 'I love you' into them. He then got up, and gently places a kiss on to Draco's forehead.

'Sorry Draco, but I have to take care of something.' Harry said softly and he turns to leave.

He's leaving!

Draco starts to panic as Harry turned towards the door. He didn't want him to leave, he loves him.

As Harry reached the door, he felt a tug at the end of his shirt. He turned just to see Draco right behind him with his face down.

'I …I love you…Harry… don't leave me… please…'

This time Draco could not control his tears, he couldn't bear Harry leaving him.

Harry's heart softens immediately as he took Draco into his arms. He had his back against the door as he rocked Draco in his arms.

'shh… I'm not leaving you… I'm just going to the bathroom; you see I have a little problem down there.' Harry said that as he pressed his erection onto Draco's thigh as if proving his point.

Even though the room was dark, Harry knew Draco was blushing madly as he buried his face deeper into Harry's chest.

Seeing this, Harry chuckled slightly.

'If you don't let me go now, with you being so cute, I may not be able to control myself.'

Harry let go slightly to move just to be held on more tightly by Draco.

'Draco?'

'I … I can do it, I will help you.' Draco stuttered.

'It's really okay Draco; we can do it next time when you are ready.' Harry smiled as he petted Draco's head.

Draco looked up and with all the courage and determination he had; he forceful sealed their lips together. It was just for a spilt second, when they separated a blushing but determine Draco said, 'I will do it!'

'But I don't want to hurt or scare you; I rather die then to see you fearing me.' Harry replied softy.

'It not you that I was scared of, I was just insecure. I was afraid that I was just a fuck to you, that you would leave me after that…anyway,' Draco pouted, ' why would I ever be scare of you, I could fight you anytime!'

Harry smiled at that, that was the Draco that he would always love.

'So… I could...?'

Colour rush back to Draco's face as he nodded slightly.

With that, Harry swept Draco up and headed to their bed.

-HPDM-

As he laid Draco down, the moonlight gently caressed their bodies. Harry lifted his body up slightly to get a good look at Draco.

He was beautiful in the moonlight. The touch of the moonlight had caused Draco's hair to reflect a slivery glow, creating a halo effect. Draco's pale skin flushed with each touch Harry made as if teasing him to continue. Harry once again lowered himself, capturing Draco's lips with ease.

This time the kissing was slower then before, it was soft and tender but the intensity of it never died. Harry's tongue drew slowly on Draco's lips before asking for an entrance which was gladly provided. The kiss was then deepened as tongues meet, Draco moaned into the kiss pulling Harry closer to him while circling his arms around Harry's neck.

The kiss would have gone on forever, however oxygen was vital even for a wizard. The kiss broke leaving a sliver tread connecting the two lips. Draco playfully broke the strand of saliva before gently biting down on Harry's lips.

Unknowing to Draco, his action had lilted a fire that was deep within his lover. The fire was of passion, of desire and of lust.

'Shit! Draco hasn't anyone told you not to play with fire!' Harry growled lowly into Draco's ear.

Draco liked this side of Harry, he didn't know why; it may be because it made Harry seemed more human (not all goody-goody) or it maybe just because he had a sadistic part of him that liked to be dominated. Either way, the knowledge that only he could bring this side of Harry out exhilarates him.

Draco took Harry's face in his hands and brought him to his eye level.

'I have been too cold for too long, so warm me up Harry.' Draco said it with all the huskiness that he could master before taking Harry's lips to his.

'You could be the death of me you know…' Harry whispered to his lips when their kiss broke.

Harry then pulled Draco up onto his lap, causing Draco to clearly feel Harry's hard-on pressing against his butt. Draco colored slightly and wanted to shift a little, however Harry had a hold on him locking him in place.

'Don't move so much, if not I may not me able to hold it in…'

Well that contributed more colour to Draco's face…

Harry then slowly removed the clothes on Draco, with his mouth tracing the movements of his hands. When Draco's shirt was finally off, he started exploring Draco's body with both hands and mouth leaving marks of possession on the way.

Draco had scars, even though they were faint, under the moonlight Harry noticed them.

It pained him…

It was not the scars that pained him, they both had scars, and it was just the acknowledgment of their survival of the war. It was the knowledge of not knowing that Draco could be hurt which pained him. Before the end of the war, Harry had always thought that Draco was one that never knew pain. He thought that Draco was protected; that he never felt what its like to be hurt.

Harry kissed each scar that he found as if trying to ease the pain.

Why didn't I notice anything before…notice that he was hurt… that he too was in pain…

Harry knew pain well, it was there all his life, but others knew of his pain too. Some consoled him, took care of him and few even came to share his pain. It made his pain tolerable.

But what about him…Who did he have…

Harry continued till he reached one particular scar, it was the most familiar scar, the very one that pained him the most.

After all that he went through…I still hurt him…

He traced the scar that went right across Draco's chest, the very one that he inflicted.

As if knowing what he was thinking, Draco took Harry in his arms.

'It's not your fault … None of this is… You didn't know; I didn't want you to know… So don't hurt yourself because of this, I love you and it hurt me to know that I'm the cause of your pain.' Draco spoke softly stroking Harry's hair.

'Thank you. Thank you for being alive, being here with me.' Harry whispered onto the scar and started gently sucking on it.

Draco moaned and arched towards his mouth, the scar had become a sensitive part of his body throughout the year, maybe it's because Harry was its creator.

The tender moment had become erotic in the matter of seconds.

-HPDM-

Harry traced the scar till he reached one of Draco's pink buds. The pale pink nipple intensifies in colour once it came in contact with Harry's touch. He played with it slightly receiving soft moans from Draco.

'Argh! Nnn~ Har…ryy..I…Arh….wan… th..e …ot…other…'

'Draco… you have to speak properly for me to understand.' Harry chuckled evilly while continuing his ministrations on Draco's one lone nipple.

Draco eyes watered slightly as he felt blood rush to his face, now it was the battle between pride and need.

This time 'need' won.

'T..Touch th…e.. ugh…oth..other one…ple…ase…'

Harry likes teasing Draco, especially he would become so cute and sexy, but he would never want to make Draco cry.

Harry smile a little, before capture the other pink bud, he suckled onto it before biting down slightly. The other hand didn't stop too; he pinched one nipple while nibbling on the other.

'Ugh…..Harry!'

The pleasure and the pain shot right through his body as Draco started pressing himself onto Harry's body and grinding his hip onto Harry's hot penis.

Harry not only felt the nipples harden under his tongue and fingers, he felt another hardening need poking is abdomen. So acting on instinct, he reached into Draco's pant cupping his naked butt while pulling his closer. The friction created between the fabric of Draco's pants and his penis caused him to loose all his senses and energy leaving his shivering slightly in Harry's arm.

By now, the both of them were panting heavily and grinding senselessly onto each other.

'Har…harry…ahh..ugh… I…Nnn…nee…d you…in…ugh… in…me…now…augh…!'

Draco said that to him, with a flushed face, teary eyes and a voice which could melt anybody. So who was Harry to say 'no'?

With that, Harry pushed Draco back down onto the bed, removing both their clothes.

Harry then gently spread Draco's legs apart, making room for him to sit between them. The legs were then brought up to his shoulders as he took in the full view of Draco sprawling beautifully beneath him. It was a quick moment till Harry got his hand on the lube, which was generously coated on his fingers, his manhood and Draco's beautiful opening.

'Er~ ugh…Ha…Harry…'

Draco tensed slightly when he felt a foreign object entering him; Harry felt it too as the wall of Draco's opening closed around him.

'Shh~ Draco… you have to relax … please… I don't want to hurt you.'

Harry held onto one of Draco's hand to give him assurance and slowly Draco too started to relax.

As if trying to distract Draco from the pain, Harry started nibbling the inside of Draco's thigh, finding sensitive sports and marking them. That tactic did actually work as Draco relaxed further, allowing Harry to better prepare him for something much bigger.

When Draco finally got use to it and Harry was sure that his preparation was sufficient, he lowered him down slightly till Draco's legs were around his waist. Harry's manhood was rubbing at Draco's opening which twitched slightly with the contact.

Wanting to minimize any chance of Draco being hurt, Harry tenderly picked up Draco's waist and placed a pillow underneath him before laying Draco back. He placed one last kiss on Draco's forehead before slowly entering him.

Hot…

He stayed in him for a while before rocking them softly. Being in him felt so good, for once he felt complete. For once he felt very much human and not some hero, he was not doing this for anybody; he wasn't living for anybody. He was living with Draco; he was doing this for himself, for his love…

'Hah! Har..Harry! There!'

He felt Draco shivered slightly as he clung even more tightly onto Harry.

Found it!

Harry angled himself to the particular spot and started attacking it mercilessly.

'Harry….Ha…ry…I …no…I….ca..can't…ugh…hhhaa…'

As he felt Draco's wall clamping down onto him, he knew that his release would be around the corner. He too however, was not one that could hold it that long, especially when your partner looked all hot and needy.

Not wanting to dirty Draco, he started to pull out for his release…

' N..No! dun…I …I….I wan…you inside….cum…insi…..Nnn!'

Even before Draco could finish, Harry started ramping into him like mad, it was like he animalistic instinct had taken over.

The next few moments were intense; Harry's thrusts were getting harder, faster and deeper, it was literally taking the sense out of Draco.

'UGAHHH!'

Draco had climaxed together with Harry, who released deep within him, he had never climaxed so hard before, and it felt good…

Feeling Harry within him, he felt wanted…. For the first time he knew he was loved.

'Are you alright? Does anywhere hurt?' Harry asked worriedly, he knew that it was Draco's first time and he didn't want him to be hurt.

'I'm fine…' Draco smiled weakly towards him while catching back his breath.

Harry then took him in his arms once again as he removed himself from the inside of Draco.

Draco whimper slightly at the loss but Harry made it up with a gentle kiss on his lips.

'Sorry about that, I will clean you up later kay...'

'It doesn't matter… It feels…warm…'

'Draco… don't seduce me, I may not be able to take it you know…'

'mmm…' Draco cuddled closer to Harry, 'If it's you… I don't mind…' He spoke softly into Harry's chest.

'Cuz…. I love you…'

Those were his last words before Draco dozed off in Harry's arms…

'How does he want me to continue when he goes to sleep?' Harry looked down to the sleeping figure in his arms and he smiled softly, 'what am I gonna do with you… '

'I love you too, so don't ever leave me again…'

Placing his last kiss on the top of Draco's head, he too fell into a deep sleep…

A/N: The story would be ending in the next chap =) hope you like it! Forgive me for all the grammar and spelling mistakes . ! It can't be helped… they will always be my nemesis… Anyway~ once again~ please review! Thanks!