The next morning I wake up in Ezra's loving arms. I don't want to wake him up especially since he was up all night throwing up from the chemo, but I have a horrible headache and I really need an aspirin. I try to squiggle out of Ezra's arms without waking him but he notices my stirring and holds me tighter. His arms are so tight around me I can barely breathe. "Ezra?" I whisper. He doesn't reply. "Ezra…Wake up." I say trying to wiggle free. "Hmm?" He mumbles before jolting awake. "Aria! What's wrong?" I reply, struggling for breath, "I-I can't breathe." He immediately lets go of me, "Oh my God. I'm so s-sorry." He stutters nervously.

I turn around and kiss his forehead, "its ok, Ezra." He shakes his head no, "Aria, I could've killed you! God, I'd never forgive myself if I hurt you." I look up him confused, "Ezra, you didn't hurt me. I'm fine. It was just an accident. Why are you so tense?" He kisses my forehead, "I'm not tense. You just scared me. I love you, Aria and I thought you were seriously hurt or something." I'm about to respond when I remember my headache and let out an audible gasp in pain. "Are you ok?" Ezra asks, his blue eyes widening. I nod, "It's just a headache. I'm going to get an aspirin. You should go back to sleep, you were up late last night." I assure him, giving him a soft kiss. He nods before closing his eyes.

I walk into the bathroom and open up Ezra's medicine cabinet. The first thing I notice is a box of tampons that I left the last time I stayed over. My heart drops to the bottom of my stomach when I realize I don't remember the last time I had my period. My immediate response is to wake up Ezra. I practically sprint back to Ezra's bed and shake him awake.

The minute he opens his eyes I'm questioning him, "Ezra, how many days has it been since the day we found out about your cancer?" He runs his hands through his hair, "Ugh… I don't know. Like two weeks? Why?" My face goes pale. "Oh God." I mutter under my breath. "Aria? What it is?" Ezra asks, growing concerned. I stutter nervously, "N-nothing. Go b-back to sleep." He nods and goes back to sleep, too tired to continue questioning me.

I grab my phone off the table before going into the bathroom and closing the door. I need to call Spencer.

It only takes two rings for her to pick up, "Hey, Ar. Are you ok?" I sob escapes my lips as I try to find the words to tell my best friend what's going on. "Aria? What's going on?" Spencer asks, growing more and more concerned. A tear rolls down my cheek, "I-I think I'm pregnant." Just saying the words made me feel sick. "Oh my God, Spence what am I gonna do? This can't be happening!" I was sobbing into the phone. "Spence? Please say something!" Her silence was scaring me. "Aria, calm down! It's going to be ok! I'll go pick up a test and bring it over there." She assures me.

I frantically shake my head as my breaths quicken, "Ezra c-can't know. He can't worry about me." Spencer sighs, "Aria, you need to tell him. You know how much he cares about you. It'll be okay." More tears blur my vision, "N-no. Spence, promise me you won't tell him. Please. He just got chemo yesterday. He needs to rest." She doesn't respond. "Spencer!" I scream. "Okay, okay! I promise. Just calm down. I'll be there soon." I exhale, my breath shaky, "Okay."

I anxiously wait for Spencer to come as I think about what might happen if I'm actually pregnant. How am I supposed to take care of my sick boyfriend with a baby bump? Then it dawns on me that my baby might not have a father and tears come flooding down my face. Ezra and I always dreamed about having a family together and now it might not be possible. He might not even get to hold his baby in his arms.

A knock on the door interrupts me from my thoughts. I immediately open the door and Spencer wraps her arms around me. "Hey it's gonna be okay." She whispers, noticing Ezra asleep on his bed. I nod wiping my tears, "Let's just get this over with." Spencer pulls out three tests, "I got a few. Just to be sure." I take the tests into the bathroom, silently praying that I'm not pregnant in high school.

I look down at the three tests, all reading positive. Shit. I start to hyperventilate. No, no, no. This cannot be happening. How will I tell Ezra? I can't tell Ezra! Knowing him, he'd probably never leave my side. I can't let him worry about me. He supposed to rest. Tears pour down my face for the millionth time today. I don't know if their out of happiness that I'm going to be a mom or out of the fact that Ezra might not be there to see it.

Just then I hear a knock on the door, "What do they say, Aria?" Oh, god, I totally forgot about Spencer. What will she say when she finds out? Will she think I'm a huge slut? After a moment of silence I slowly open the door.

Spencer just wraps her arms around me, already knowing the answer to her question. "Hey, graduation is in a month, Ar, and then you'll have Ezra and all of us to help you. We'll never leave you on your own. It'll be okay, I promise." I shake my head no, "I can't let him know Spence. P-please don't tell him."

She gives me an uncertain look, "He needs to know…" I cut her off, "No! What he needs to do is get better. He needs to rest." I wiped a tear off my cheek, "You s-should go. I don't want Ezra waking up. He really needs some sleep." Spencer sighed, "Aria, don't shut me out." I smiled, "No, Spence. I'm not trying to. Thank you for the help, really. I'm just worried about Ezra." She nods before smiling back, "I love you, Ar. Call me if you need anything." I gave her a quick hug before walking her towards the door, "I love you too Spence and I will."

Once Spencer was gone, I got back into bed with Ezra and he wrapped his loving arms around me instinctively. I curled up into his chest and listened to his steady heartbeat. Ever since the night Ezra was shot in New York, I've always loved it listen to his heart beat. It reminded me that he was still breathing and that he was ok. But, now it just reminded me of how it might stop beating before our baby is born.

I tilted my head up and placed a soft kiss on Ezra's lips. This caused his blue eyes to flutter open, "Aria? What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?" he asked, noticing the tear stains on my cheeks. His arms tightened around me protectively. "I love you." I whispered. He gave me a warm smile, "I love you too, sweetheart. Why don't you get some sleep?" I nod and let the sound of Ezra's rhythmic heart beat lure me to sleep.


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