I know, I know, I know! I was suppose to write sooner, my apologies. But anyways, here it is.

Chapter 9

After a little debating, we decided to visit my home world, than Lux's. It actually wasn't hard to decide, although it wasn't the best place's to go. Wouldn't my master look for me on Shili? I hadn't really gave much thought into telling Lux about my dreams. Just that I had nightmares, that's all he knew. My guess was that he was afraid to ask. Anyways, it didn't seem to matter. There was just the two of us, me and Lux. And that's what made me happy. But for this – I mean attachment – I felt like I should be punished…. Well, I don't know. Maybe I was so use to following the code.

"Ahsoka, sleep. You look tired", Lux said, placing a hand on my shoulder. I stared up at him and nodded. I didn't feel like being stronger than this moment. Because I really needed sleep. And when we landed, we really need to get something to eat. I can't even remember the last time I got real food. All I knew was that it's been awhile.

I walked to the back of the ship, and rested my head. Although I didn't close my eyes, I just stared above. Thinking. If I closed my eyes, was it possible to dream about him again? Sure, this was making my uneasy, but I knew in a way that I was fine. For now.

I than started thinking on the past missions we've went on. Like the first one on Chistophisis. And the others ones that seemed very…competitive. Challenging each other. But my master Anakin and I grew more closer and closer together, and he became my best friend. With all his teachings, I was able to survive without my master's help while I could've ended up dead, I was able to guide others, I was able to be stronger and obey my orders. And than, as things we're just about to get more better, things changed. More battles, more loses, and more enemies. If the council would've known we were being lied to all this time…. That the chancellor was the sith lord… But now that most was gone, it didn't seem like it was possible to fight back. I wasn't really positive when I'd have to come out of hiding….Or if I will.. Consisting that I want to be with Lux like the way I am right now. But I had a feeling that me and Lux were going to split somehow….

"Can't sleep?" I heard Lux's voice. I nodded, not looking at him. I felt his movement as he came closer, and lied beside me, wrapping his left arm around my body. I leaned my head on him chest and tried to close my eyes.

"We'll be on Shili in a few hours. Are you excited?" He asked.

"Not really. No", I yawned, still not staring into his eyes.

"Why not? Aren't you happy to be going home?" He asked softly.

"Lux, I can't even remember my home. My only real home was at the Jedi Temple. And my only real family was… was my master" I said quieter. After a few seconds of silence, I felt him tighten his grip on my body, as he kissed at the top of my head.

"Ahsoka, I'm so sorry", He said apologetic.

I finally looked up to see his face and smiled a little, "It's alright, Lux. You're all I got, and I'm happy." He smiled too, and after a while of just staring at each other, he slowly came forward and lightly pressed his lips against mine. At first, I stayed still, but I than started to move my lips with his. Slowly. Passionately. It was a few minutes later that we stopped to look at each other. He smiled and I smiled back. First kiss? Well…Actually that's not true… But the last time I didn't move my lips with his. And I was technically forced into it…

"You're so beautiful", I heard his whisper. I smirked,"No, I'm not. I'm a jedi. I honestly don't think any Jedi are beautiful", I didn't mean that to offend any of the jedi that I have worked with before, but that's just what I always thought. Although I never thought of them as ugly either, just average.

"Well, you are. The most beautifullest Jedi I've ever seen", Lux said. I just smiled, and after another long silence. I closed my eyes. Maybe I did need to sleep. I felt that I needed to.

Dream:

I was alone again. I obviously knew that this was a dream. At first everything was bright, but everything faded to black all around. I didn't even know where I was. I couldn't even see anything. It was like I was in a really, really, really dark room. As I turned around, I seen a huge window, and out of it was stars. So I was on what looked to be a separatist ship. Great…

I examined myself. No lightsaber's…Just Great. I felt something. Weird. Strong. A lot strong. Evil. Not alone.

"Ahsoka Tano", Vader greeted. I knew it was him. I didn't even have to turn around to look at him. I could just…feel it.

"Darth Vader", I replied back calmly.

"Now that I hold you here, lets talk", He said.

"About?" I asked, although I assumed it had to do with the past… At the temple…

"Why you're here", He answered.

"Why 'am' I here?" I asked.

"Because I have plans for 'you', my old apprentice", He announced.

I smirked loudly and turned around… Seeing no one. Right. It was still dark. Yup, great. So...he had plans for me? Right? If I was here…where was Lux? In most of my dreams…I always wondered where he was…

"Plans? Oh really? Do any of these plans involve me killing someone", I asked.

"Possibly", He answered.

"Someone like you?" I asked, smiling. Even though it was dark.

"More like me killing you, if you don't succeed with my plans", He replied harshly.

"You're plans? Or do you mean that 'emperor' of yours?" I asked back, practically snapping.

"I'm surprised you hadn't even asked about the plans yet. And yet someone like you would be smart to do something as little as that, don't you think so, Snips?" He asked. I shuddered. When he said 'snips', I began to feel weird all over. I felt afraid. The way he said it… Well, I wasn't exactly afraid. But I was worried.

"I am 'not' going to succeed in anything!" I snapped.

"Aren't you curious of what it is?" He asked.

"I don't need to be curious. All I know is that it'll be helping you, and I would 'never' help you", I said quietly this time.

"Fine. But when I see you, Ahsoka Tano. I will get you. And I will kill anyone who gets in my way" I waited for him to say something, because I was speechless. But there was nothing. So instead, I just opened my eyes, and it was like everything was real again. I sighed in relief.

Why does 'I will get you' mean? Honestly, I have to stop waking up like this. With more questions and less answers. Because I'm starting to wonder what's next…

(A/N Well, that wasn't actually as good as I planned it to be. I gave a few hints out there if you did not notice them, or any of them. If not, maybe just keep reading. Anyways, this was for all you guys out there, especially you 1986 Celtics, for PM Emily. Okay, moving on. So most of you are probably wondering whats going on with Emily, well.. Honestly she doesn't like to talk about it. And I don't think I should either. But I do love her, my best friend. So if you would like to know how she's doing, follow her on twitter: 12345EKD (Emily Desjarlais) K, thanx, I'll try update sooner. Please review and tell me what you think )