I believ I like hurting the characters, or just really like hospital, any ways I have a band contest today woot! a bus full of crazy, wacko band kid! enjoy

Deidara laid on the floor, blood trickling down his face. White tiles covered with blood. You couldn't tell it, but tears mixed with his blood. He pulled his cell out of his pocket, only to find it broke. He cursed under his breath. He pulled himself up, and stumbled out of the room, and up the stairs, falling halfway up. He finished by pulling himself up the steps and to his room. He didn't feel the need to clean himself.

Sasori wasn't here to stop the pain this time, the only thing Deidara had was his pills. He pulled the bottle off his dresser and threw back a hand full of pills. His shaking started to slow, then he knew it was working. He laid on his bed and stared at the ceiling. The pills were working now, everything was numb, he could feel nothing. Nothing at all.

Crying. Crying, where was it coming from? Who was crying? A hand, so soft, so warm. Deidara opened his eye, and found what was crying. Sasori. His hand gently caressed Deidara's face. He laid his head on the blondes chest, tears soaking through the cloth.

"W-why…? Why Deidara?" Deidara reached over and brushed the red locks. Sasori shot up, then pulled the blonde into a tight hug.

"You promised you would call me, you promised you wouldn't do anything like this…" He broke down into another round of tears.

"Sorry Danna un." Deidara said, tasting the bitter taste in his mouth. He stroked the red hair.

"Damn it Deidara! I almost lost you!" He pulled away, "I love you! And I don't want to lose you!" He cradled Deidara's face, "I love you." He kissed the blonde passionately. "I cant lose you…" He kissed him again gently. Deidara reached up and brushed Sasori's cheek,

"I'm sorry Sasori Danna."

"Why, Why did you do it?" Deidara dropped his hand from Sasori's cheek,

"It' hurt…it hurt so much un…"

"Why didn't you call me? Let me be your pain killer sunshine."

"My phone broke un. My dad doesn't own one un."

"Will you come live with me now?" Deidara shook his head. Sasori sighed and set in the chair. Deidara glanced around the room, a dull look crossed his face, he was in the hospital again. Deidara smacked his lips at the bitter taste in his mouth,

"They had to pump your stomach sunshine."

"Who found me un?" He asked because he knew it wasn't his father.

"Konan. She noticed you weren't at school, so she went to check on you…" He trialed off. Konan probably needed therapy after having her friend almost die twice. "She asked about your bruises…I told her nothing, I thought it better she hear it from you." Everyone of Sasori's words held pain and sadness. Sasori reached over and twined their fingers together.

"Go to sleep sunshine, you need the rest…" Deidara rolled off the bed,

"What are you doing?" Deidara didn't answer, he just walked to Sasori and set on his lap,

"I don't have nightmare's when I'm with you un." Sasori smiled, and tucked Deidara's head under his chin. He yanked a blanket off the bed and wrapped it around the sleeping blonde.

"I love you sunshine." He kissed the blonde on the head, "Please don't scare me like that again."

"What are you doing this weekend Deidara?" Konan hadn't left him alone since he got out of the hospital. He missed this appointment with Sasori Thursday, he got out Thursday, but Sasori just told him to go home and rest. Sasori couldn't take anymore days off, so he just came to visit Deidara when he got off, and on lunch.

"I don't know Konan, I might see what Sasori is doing un."

"Ok well tell me if he cant and we can do something ok?" Deidara sighed and ruffled Konan's hair, she didn't mind, she didn't want to yell at him and cause him to go suicidal. Sasori's car pulled up, Deidara ran away from Konan and hopped in the car.

"Hello Sasori Danna un!"

"Hello sunshine." Sasori leaned over and captured the blondes lips. Deidara pulled away and sighed, Sasori smirked,

"Hello Konan." Deidara turned around and to see Konan staring at them, holding her nose. "She didn't know, did she?" Sasori asked him. Deidara shook his head. Sasori chuckled, Deidara waved, and they drove away.

"Where are we going Danna un?"

"I want you to come over for a while."

"Ok un." Deidara smiled and looked out the window. Sasori's hand traveled over to Deidara's, which was on his lap, and twined their fingers together. Deidara glanced down at the hands, blushed, then looked up at Sasori's and smiled. Sasori smiled back, then turned back to the road. Deidara looked out his window and watched the scenery go by.

tell me what you think, this is the funest story I have ever written! R&R