"Ok Mr. Katsuya, I need you to step into the hazard suit...yes like that...Ok! Lets zip you up now!"

The way this man is talking to me is ridiculous. He's undermining the situation and truthfully that makes me want to punch his face. If I COULD punch as I still can't move my arms very well. I'd really like to though, the thought is there. Maybe I could spit on him...

Shit I missed.

I hope he doesn't see the spit wad on the floor...

"Alright Mr. Katsuya, one more zip to go!"

I really wish he would stop calling me Mr. Katsuya. I really need Sasori to be okay so we can fix that. Not that I mean anything by that! I've only know him like three weeks and that's not including time spent in the hospital. Sheesh. Chill your dick Deidara!

"Lets roll, Mr. Katsuya!" The doctor smiles as he holds open the door for me.

Just saying the 'Lets roll' would have been good enough... Ah well, I get to see Sasori, so it doesn't matter.

Doctor didn't notice my spit wad either...

Good, good.

Update on Sasori here we go so listen up! He woke up briefly and then fell back asleep - and by that I mean he woke up after his last surgery and they immediately knocked him out with some drugs. They did that because they don't want to give him too many painkillers, and you can't really feel pain when you're sleeping.

I get to bundle up and walk down there in the brief time when he will be lightly medicated with painkillers, but will be expecting his next dose of sleepers. AKA - I'll be there when he's awake!

I feel strange in the hazard suit as its not really for my own benefit anymore since I myself got out of corentene. However it's Sasori who is apparently still susceptible to bacteria and needs to be careful. It may kinda be my fault he got hurt, so I'll be dammed it I get him sick while he's recovering!

If only I can be sure I can keep my lips to myself.

"Alright, he's just behind this door. Try not to be so rowdy, we'd prefer if he remained calm." The doctor informs me before giving a smile, nod and walking away - to give us some privacy.

I walk into the room and see a drowsy Sasori twiddling his toes as it doesn't take a genius to see his upper half is immobile. He hasn't noticed me and I can't be too offended since he's probably still pretty loopy. Besides, how could he not be hypnotized by his toes, they're adorable!

Chill, Deidara.

I walk up and grab at them with my gloved hands and look up to see him staring at me with hazy eyes for a moment before giving me a lopsided smile.

His chest is completely bandaged up to his neck, and his arms look like mine. Well, one his does. The other looks mega bandaged. He also appears to have a few discoloured specks on his jaw, and totally looks like he needs a kiss. Too bad I have this stupid suit on.

"Thank goodness you have your left hand, yeah!"

Sasori furrows his eyebrows and with his jaw still slack he grunts, "Huh?"

"Oh nothing!" I give his knee a tap.

"Careful," he huffs "my thigh is...owwie too..."

I sigh and move to the chair beside the bed and pull it closer so I can lean on the railing of the bed and look down at him. "How's my Superhero doing, yeah?" I ask as I stoke his face gently with a gloved finger.

He sighs and leans slightly into the finger so I put my palm against his cheek so he doesn't have to move as much. "I've been...better. I'm so happy to see you're ok. How're your armsss? My right hand...is pretty much gone y'know? But that's sooo ok since I'm like...ambidextrous."

"I knew you were ambidextrous!" I laugh and I can see Sasori crinkle his nose and smile back at me in a confused manner. "My arms are still pretty sore, and but I can move them as you can tell..." I give his cheek a pinch. "What a nice cheek, yeah. I sure wish I could kiss it, Danna."

As usual he turns bright pink and makes a silly noise. "No ones watching... you should lift that mask of yours and sneak your hero a smooooch." He tilts his head down and purses his lips and blows me an air kiss.

I'd really love to, but I wouldn't forgive myself if I got him sick... "Wait, so even after all this we're still dating, yeah? You don't want to dump me?"

He gives me a slurred laugh, "If I wanted to break up with you I wouldn't have asked for a kiss."

Screw it.

I look around, yank up the hooded mask and wipe my lips on my shoulder to wipe of any germs that might actually be able to come off - even though it's highly unlikely - before planting a big kiss on his cheek

"Mmm, that was nice. Can your Hero get another?"

I laugh and go to give him another, but this time he moves his head so I hit the corner of his lips.

Now! I don't know HOW it happened, but his tongue somehow got in my mouth but I may be just a little at fault for not pulling away. I guess in the end I couldn't keep my lips to myself. I doubt I'll get him sick anyway...hopefully.

Having frenched Sasori before, I know he's the dom. So if I were to take advantage of his weakness at the moment that'd be pretty shitty of me. Hero gets what he wants that's for sure. I grab his head and smush our faces together tightly though.

When we pull away our faces are still close so I can feel his heavy breath on my lips. His face is pink and his eyes are hazy...however he looked this like when I came in, so I'm not sure what to think. He's a cutie though - I know that much!

"I love you Danna."

He gives me a crooked smile and gurgles in his throat, "I love you too Deidara."

I give him one more quick peck and pull my hood down and just in time as a nurse walks in with Sasori's liquid medication in a bag. She hooks it up to his IV and looks at us and smiles. "He'll be out in about five minuets, then you'll have to go back to your own room. Before you go, I can trust you to smack back on his oxygen mask?."

"Of course I can do that, yeah. I'm out to make sure my Hero gets better." I smile and ruffle my Dannas hair before I reach over and grab the mask and put it in front on me so it's ready to put it on when he falls asleep.

She smiles again and walks out with the old empty medicine bag.

"So Danna, anything you want to be up to date with, yeah?"

Sasori nods lightly and squint his eyes, "What happened with that loooser Itachi and that nastyyy Zzzetsu?"

Of course. I know I'm not supposed to over excite him, but I feel bad keeping the news of the two fucking assholes who've, not to say ruined, but rather just pretty much fucked up our lives until we can learn to live with the outcome.

"Zetsu is in jail awaiting a court sentence. Itachi is out free, working and updating on social media."

Sasori nods and opens his mouth and closes it before sighing and closing his eyes in tiredness. After a moment he opens his eyes and mouth again. "How are your scars? You're not going to give...up" he lets out a big yawn, "modeling are you?"

What a goof. He should be worrying about himself.

"Danna, now isn't the time to be making those kind of plans. For now, just go to sleep and get better, yeah."

He sighs and presses a button under left hand and his bed goes down so he's barely propped up anymore.

"When im better we're...going of fiiiifty dates..."

"Of course Danna."

"Just... One more...kiss...please..." He mumbles as his eyelids droop.

I yank up the hood once more and give him a gentle kiss on the lips until I feel them go slack.

I lean back in my chair and look at him for a moment before I turn to look at the clock at see it's 6pm on the dot. I turn the oxygen tank on strap the mask onto his ears and pinch it around his little nose.

I stand up from my chair and smirk as I tickle his hairline with my fingertips. "Danna you good little sleeper, get well soon."

As I exit the room I can see the doctor coming down the hallway to get me. I wait at the doors as he walks into the rooms and checks the oxygen mask I put on and the tank.

"Did you help with his oxygen?"

I nod

"Good work! Did you have a nice visit with Mr. Akasuna, Mr. Katsuya?"

I smile and nod again Can't be too angered by the last name thing. With Sasori and my name side by side, they sound oddly nice together... Wish I wasn't Katsuya still, but I'm in no position to change it.

"That reminds me, you have a guest waiting for you back in your room." The doctor mentions as we start walking back to my room. "He's been waiting awhile to see you since you've been with Mr. Akasuna. So why don't you visit while you eat your dinner?"

Him? Who could be visiting me? Pein just saw me this morning and sad to say, other than him and Sasori I really don't know too many other guys. Sure I've talked a lot with Hidan - another male model that I actually get along with kinda sorta - but I doubt he'd be here to visit me since his last tweet was about doing a photoshoot in Italy.

If its Itachi I'm going to kill him.

When I get to the room it's empty, but I can see from the light peeking from underneath my personal bathroom door where they could possibly be. As I climb into the bed I can hear the water start running. The doctor leaves me some medication beside my covered food tray to take and leaves the room.

Suddenly the bathroom door opens and i see the man that was waiting for me drying his face with piece of paper towel. "Ah, hello Deidara."

Oh shit. Kill me now.

Yeah, ok. I'm done - send him away.

Nurse, nurse! Remove this man from my sight!

"It's been awhile hasn't it? Six years?"

Nope! I don't want to hear it! Where is a knife I can ram into my ears?

I don't want to talk to my father.

Instead of leaving though He sits down on the chair beside my bed and runs his thumb and forefinger up and down the corners of his mouth before looking downwards.

"I trust your little friend is ok?"

I don't say anything I just stare until he finally looks up at with with a quirked eyebrow, expecting me to speak now that he's been forced to look me in the eye.

"As much as you'd like him to just be my 'little friend', he's not. He's my boyfriend, get over it."

He sighs and looks back down. "I don't have to get over anything. Does this kid know your name?"

I can tell where this is going.

"Actually he does, yeah."

This causes him to look up at me again but this time with a glare that says, 'What the fuck do you mean he knows!?"

"Sasori actually went to school with me. We had classes together too you know? He even wanted to take me to prom before he found out I had dropped out."

"How romantic." He scoffs at me "Do you regret it?"

This catches me off guard. To change the subject to me regretting dropping out of school - yes I'm not stupid, I know what he meant by that.

"Of course not."

He nods slowly and taps his fingers together for a moment, "If you had stayed you could have gone to prom with him. You could have fallen in love and then perhaps eventually moved to the city together."

"I had to leave. I couldn't stand being with or even near you, yeah." I spit the words at him. "Besides if I didn't, I wouldn't have gotten all the incredible opportunities I've had, the work, the fame, the glory, the - "

"Constant attacks and eventual acid thrown at you?" He butts in.

Below the fucking belt. See? This is why I can't stand him. Wait - so he knows I've been constantly attacked?

"The paparazzi have been merciless with you. And no, I haven't been following up with how you've been doing, it's just in the media and shoved in my face all the fucking time." He snarls "it's ridiculous!"

"Yeah whatever..." I mutter back.

I can see him start to seethe.

"Why are they even targeting you? Why aren't you hiding your fuck ups?" he stands up abruptly about to yell, "Someone is going to find out we're related and it makes me sick with just me knowing!"

Again with me being the bad guy. Everyone is innocent. Maybe I AM bad. Maybe I should have just moved out, stayed in school and stayed out in the country away from the city. Perhaps then I could have hidden afterwards as no one would have had to deal with me.

Would have I even said yes if Sasori had successfully asked me out back then? Something says no, but a little part is saying maybe. I mean, how could I have reacted to love or affection properly when I've never had it in my life?

Way to sound like a dramatic bitch, Deidara. Oh wait, you are one. Nice.

I look at the man to see he's still glaring at me. What am I to say to him? I'm sorry I have been putting our deal in jeopardy? It's not my fault, it's Itachi's?

I can't handle this right now.

I may be the victim, but I refuse to play the victim.

I look my father right in the eyes. "This is just a war I'm in. A battle to be on top, to be the best, yeah. The only problem is my enemy likes to be innocent and play dirty, but trust me - he's going down in the best way."

"Excuse me?"

I ignore him and smirk as I press a button to summon a nurse to remove this scum bag from my presence.

"Itachi, may the best model win."


i thought this fic would have done within two months - seven chapters

the ending to this just extended it to like four/five more fuuuck

next chapter will be more fun. although what's more fun than the love smitten deidara in this one. neeeerds