(* I have realised that I can not let certain people get to me. Every single review I get about how I need to "check my grammar and spelling" has at least one word misspelt or missing. So yeah. Anyways, this fic will be paused because I sort of ran out of ideas- if you have any ideas for me please tell me- but I have inspiration for another Drarry fic that I will start writing and posting soon, so please look out for that :) Anyways, I made this chapter super long since I won't update very soon, and a fair warning to everyone:
This chapter contains a sex scene.
Yes, out gay babies finally got to it, and it's the most innocent, pure, adorable thing I have ever written. This chapter is just pure fluffyness. Please review!
When Harry opened his eyes, he had Draco's hair in his face. Not a little, but all of it. Harry grinned and pulled back. However, this was not as easy as he thought it would be. Draco was laying on his arm, His back pressed tightly against his chest. Draco was keeping Harry's arm tightly around his waist, and had his fingers locked together with both of his hands. Their legs were tightly tangled together as well, so Harry accepted his fate and just rested there with him. He only got to have peace for a few moments before he remembered what Draco had told him last night about his father. And that didn't make him want to crawl out of bed, that made him want to hold him tighter. His precious Draco being treated like that… He couldn't even wrap his mind around it. How could anyone want to hurt this precious little human being? He sighed and buried his face back into his hair. If only he had known.. he could have saved him from his home, and from the death eaters, and from all the hatred.
Well, he would just help guide him back into the light.
After all, the sun was rising.
Harry gave him a few more minutes before humming to him.
" Sweetheart~ Wake up ~ " Harry cooed and stroked his hand with his thumb. The blonde moved a tiny bit but still wouldn't wake up. Harry kissed his shoulder.
" Once upon a time there was a beautiful prince named Draco Malfoy who just wouldn't wake up~ "
Draco grinned and squeezed his hand.
" Fine. " He mumbled, and Harry kissed his shoulder.
" Did you sleep okay? "
" Mmmh…" Harry grinned.
" Not a morning person? "
Draco shook his head and simultaneously buried his face in the pillow. Harry chuckled and lovingly stroke his hair.
" Not when I don't get to wake up myself.. " He mumbled.
" Draco, we need to get dressed. "
" Nooooo~ " He whined and turned back over, wrapping his arms around Harry's chest. He wrapped his arm around him and kissed his head.
" Do you prefer me without clothes? "
" Obviously. "
Harry laughed and cuddled him for a few minutes. He was so soft and warm that Harry started doubting if they really had to go to class today. He had to remind himself that they didn't have many weeks left in school until he got to bring Draco home for Christmas.
Those weeks went very quickly and before they even knew it, Harry carried Draco's bag on his shoulder as they apparated outside the school gates.
Draco looked at his home for the next couple of days. It wasn't the mansion he had expected, but a pretty small house in a little village. He looked at Harry, who grinned at him. Harry held his hand as he leads the way up to the front door. He opened it and shouted.
" I'm home! "
A kind looking man with scars on his face appeared from the kitchen with a grin.
" Harry! " they hugged each other tightly and Draco just sort of stood back.
" And you must be Draco, welcome. " The man extended his hand and Draco took it.
" Nice to meet you. " He said quietly.
" Call me Remus, alright? So good to finally meet you, Harry had told us so much about you. "
Draco looked over at Harry and raised an eyebrow, but Harry just grinned.
" Where's dad? "
" He is out shopping. He suggested every sleepover requires popcorn so... "
Harry laughed and shook his head. He grabbed Draco's bag and took his hand gently.
" Do you wanna check out the room? " Draco nodded and they headed upstairs. Draco couldn't help but notice all the photographs. They were everywhere. Pictures of Harry and his friends, pictures of Harry, pictures of Harry and his dads, pictures of his dads, pictures of people Draco didn't recognise… They finally entered Harry's room and Draco grinned. It wasn't that big, but it was cosy. Fairylights hung in the ceiling, and the bed looked big and roomy. There was a bookshelf, a closet, a desk and a big window with a few house plants.
" It's nice. " He looked at Harry, who set his bag down on his bed. Harry smiled and sat down on the edge of his bed.
" Good enough for Mr. Malfoy? "
" Shush, Potter. " He sat down on his lap and kissed him softly. Harry giggled.
" I won't shut up if that's what I get for talking. " Draco grinned and wrapped his arms around his neck.
" Well if you shut up, I can kiss you again. "
They leant in and shared a soft kiss. But they didn't get to have peace for long because they were interrupted by a cough. Draco blushed and Harry looked over to see both his dads stand in the doorway, grinning. Harry blushed and grinned in embarrassment.
" Hi, dad… " He laughed and Draco just couldn't seem to speak.
" You must be Draco, huh? "
He nodded silently, barely daring to look at him, but too scared not to look at him.
" That's enough pads, let's leave them both alone. " Sirius frowned.
" But I just got my boy home! I haven't hugged him or anything yet! "
Harry carefully moved Draco off of his lap and went to hug his dad tightly.
" You know I'm just teasing, right? "
Harry nodded and grinned.
" But I'm not sure Draco does. "
" I'll be nice to him. "
" Thank you. Don't scare him away. "
Remus sat down on the bed and smiled at Draco.
" He is harmless, he is just an idiot. We are really happy to have you here. "
Draco smiled and nodded.
" Thank you for letting me stay here. "
" It's our pleasure. Are you hungry? "
" No, we just had breakfast like an hour ago. "
Remus nodded and rubbed his arm.
" Come on now, let the boys settle in. "
" But Moony~ "
" No, time to go. They will come downstairs when they are ready. " Remus took his hand and dragged his puppy out of the room. Harry looked at Draco and laughed.
" Sorry about that. " He sat down next to his and kissed him softly. Draco rolled his eyes.
" I see where you got your personality from. " They made eye contact and laughed together, And Harry realised that everything was okay. He was home, and he had his family, and he had Draco, who could get used to his dads, and every single person in this house loved him.
Everything was okay.
That evening, they all sat around the table, eating waffles together. Not the most Christmasy food, but it was delicious so they didn't care. Harry and Draco were forced to tell the story of how they got together and made Remus sigh.
" If only that could have been us, hm? "
" Yeah… I think we lacked some Gryffindor courage. "
They talked about school, they talked about food, they talked about Christmas and interests and Draco just seemed to get along with them, which was all Harry had wished for christmas. When they all sat together on the couch with blankets and hot drinks, Harry and Draco actually dared to be affectionate towards each other again. Harry leant against Draco's chest as they all watched a muggle movie, and with a quick glance at his two dads,' Draco began softly stroking his hair. Harry fell asleep about half an hour into the film, and Draco carefully put their mugs on the table. He whispered to his dads to look over and they all giggled softly. Sirius moved closer and carefully removed his glasses and put them on the table. He stroke his boy's hair back and softly kissed his forehead.
" Does he take good care of you? " He whispered and Draco nodded.
" He.. he is amazing in every single way possible. He is.. he is wonderful. "
" And you take good care of him? " Draco swallowed.
" I… I do my best, sir. " Sirius grinned and ruffled his hair.
" That's good enough, kid. "
Draco felt warm inside. Not because of the hot chocolate, but because he felt so… loved. Harry loved him, and slept on his chest, and invited him to spend Christmas with him and his family, who also accepted him and made sure he felt welcome and ruffled his hair and… He had never known home until now. That's what he felt like.
When the movie was over, Remus declared that it was time to go to bed for everyone. Draco smiled and stroke Harry's hair.
" Harry~ time to go up to bed. " Harry yawned and moved around in the bundle of blankets. Draco untangled him and giggled.
" Do you need your glasses?"
" No isalright… " He mumbled and looked around, slightly confused. Draco laughed and Harry turned towards him.
" Oh, there you are. "
" Yeah, here I am. " Draco held his arms out and Harry thumped back down on his chest. As they giggled together and shared little kisses, they became unaware that Remus and Sirius were watching them, sharing looks. Remus finally stood up and reminded them of bedtime. Draco blushed madly but Harry just smiled and shrugged. He gave his dads big hugs before taking Draco's hand and walked upstairs with him.
Draco smiled and let go of his hand.
" I'm gonna go to the bathroom and change. "
" Alright~ " Harry kissed his cheek and opened his wardrobe and picked out his pyjamas. Draco took his entire bag and quietly walked across the hall and into the small bathroom. He took deep breaths and turned on some cold water. He was exhausted, he knew that, but it was like his mind refused to register the fact. He splashed his face with cold water and made sure he didn't smell bad before bending down and getting his long pyjama-bottoms out. Harry had said that he didn't care what he wore to bed, but Draco wrote that off as a lie. And even if it wasn't, he still wanted to look good. He put on the warm, loose bottoms with little Christmas trees on and looked in the mirror. The last few weeks had gone so fast. He felt like he had just been going thru the motions. He had just been doing the schoolwork and cuddled up to Harry. He couldn't even remember any specific details. He sighed. He would really take these days off to slow his life down. Savour the hours of the day, talk properly, allow himself to experience and feel what was happening.
When he walked back into Harry's bathroom, He was laying in bed, reading a book. He smiled and put his bag down and crawled into bed.
" What are you reading? " Draco laid on his shoulder and Harry wrapped an arm around him.
" It's a muggle book. I find it really funny to read about how muggles imagine the magic world. " He smiled and kissed Draco's forehead.
" You tired? "
" Yeah. " Draco yawned and settled against his lover.
" But I don't mind if you wanna read, the light doesn't bother me. "
Harry shook his head and put the book down.
" No, I'm tired too. " He smiled and turned the light off, laying down properly and wrapping both arms around his love. Draco sighed happily and yawned again.
" Everything had gone so fast.. "
" Yeah, I know what you mean. We haven't properly talked in like… forever. Like an actually conversation.. "
" We should do that someday. Not tonight tho. "
" No, not tonight. " Harry giggled and stroke his hair.
" Now, we just rest. And tomorrow we can set up the tree together. All four of us. "
" That sounds really nice. " Draco mumbled sleepily. Harry's fingers ran lazily over his warm, bare back and he took deep breaths of his lover's scent. He felt incredibly blessed to be the one allowed to hold him.
" We have a rule tho. "
" Hm? "
" We don't use magic to decorate. "
" That's nice. " Draco was barely even listening. His brain was slowly shutting down all thought. Harry kissed his forehead softly.
" Sweet dreams, Draco. "
" Sweet dreams, Harry. "
And with that, Draco fell asleep. He sighed softly and let his consciousness go, trusting that Harry's arms would keep him safe. Harry stayed awake for a few minutes, keeping his eyes closed and did nothing. He never got to do nothing nowadays, so he savoured these movements. But not even Harry could stay awake for much longer. He fell asleep with a sigh and drifted off.
Draco slowly opened his eyes and was slightly confused for a second. But then he remembered he had come to spend Christmas in heaven and smiled. He gently pushed Harry's chest and grinned.
" Harry~ " He kissed his nose softly. It felt so nice to see him without his glasses, and with messy hair and his mouth open. He wasn't perfect, but as if by some cruel joke of nature, he was still perfect. He felt Harry's arms pull him in closer and he grinned happily. He knew he should be a good boyfriend and let him sleep for as long as he wanted… but he didn't do that.
" Good morning. " Harry just mumbled and nuzzled his face into Draco's neck. The blond relaxed and stroke his hair softly. Maybe they were in no hurry to wake up, but at least he wasn't alone now. He felt Harry's fingers tangle into his hair and he giggled.
" Are you actually here? " Harry mumbled and Draco grinned up against the ceiling.
" I'm here. "
" In my bed? "
" In your bed. "
" Wow. "
Draco laughed and sat up, looking down at his love.
" Come on, I'm hungry. "
Harry nodded and stretched. He yawned loudly and sat up next to him. He wrapped his strong arm around Draco's shoulder and gave him a little squeeze.
" Slept well? "
Draco nodded and Harry kissed his temple. They got out of bed and got dressed, pretending not to look at each other. Harry ran a hand thru his hair and sighed.
" You go ahead and go downstairs, I gotta go to the bathroom. "
" But what if your parents yell at me? "
Harry shook his head.
" You'll be fine. They like you. "
" How do you know?"
" Because they let me sleep with you. If you were an ass they would have said so by now. "
Draco smiled and placed a soft kiss on Harry's warm shoulder.
" Alright, fine. "
" Now… where the hell did I put my glasses?"
" You probably left them downstairs. Can you find the bathroom without them? "
Harry chuckled and wrapped his arms around Draco's waist.
" Hopefully. "
They shared a soft kiss, and Draco sighed happily.
" Why do you wear glasses by the way? I mean, I'm not stupid, I understand that your eyesight is bad, but you know. " Draco let his arms lay loose around Harry's neck and looked into his beautiful green eyes. They were so pretty in the morning for some reason. Extra beautiful somehow. He lashes seemed thicker and his eyes somehow more glittery.
" I'm very near sighted. " Harry explained.
" So I have a hard time seeing things that aren't right in front of my face. "
Draco leant his forehead against Harrys and put his nose right up against his.
" Can you see me? "
They laughed together and Harry stole a kiss.
" Yes, and you're very pretty. "
Draco giggled and they went their separate ways. He hummed quietly to himself as he went down the stairs. He was met by glittery tinsel on the walls, around the windows, a candlestick on the table, and colourful lights wherever he looked.
" Oh, you're awake. " Sirius smiled up at him and raised his mug in greetings.
" Good morning, Sir. " Sirius shook his head.
" I'm Sirius. None of that 'sir' business. You want coffee?"
Draco blinked but soon gathered his thoughts. He realised that he was offered coffee by Harry's father and also that he hated coffee.
" Y-yeah I would love some. but I don't want to be any trouble or anything. "
" No trouble. Moony woke me up at six to decorate the house so there is plenty of coffee ready in the kitchen. "
Draco cringed at the thought but smiled and followed Harry's dad into the kitchen. Remus Lupin was standing by the kitchen counter, seemingly baking something.
" Good morning, Sir. " Draco said quietly and Remus turned around.
" Oh, Are you up already? " Sirius glared at him.
" Already? You had me up like four hours ago. "
" Shush, you're grown, you don't need sleep. " Sirius gave him a look and Remus kissed him on the cheek.
" You did such a good job with the lights~ " He murmured and Sirius grinned against his will. Harry entered the room and rolled his eyes. He had found his glasses and looked somewhat annoyed.
" Really? In front of Draco? " The both men laughed, but Harry just shook his head and walked up to his love.
" Sorry about that. " Harry tucked his head under Draco's chin and sighed. Draco wrapped an arm around him.
" Don't be. It distracted Sirius from getting me coffee. " He whispered in his ear and made Harry look up.
" But you hate coffee? "
" I know but I couldn't tell him that. " Harry looked into his eyes for a few moments before laughing softly and kissing his nose.
" Who gave you permission to be so fucking precious? " Draco blushed and looked down. He didn't know if he had earned the title precious, but it still made his heart feel warm when Harry said it.
" Alright, here is your coffee. " Sirius held the mug out, and Harry took it.
" Thanks, dad. "
" That wasn't for you. "
" Yes, it was. "
" Fair enough. "
Draco laughed and sat down by the table. Harry just sort of followed along and sat down in Draco's lap like it was nothing. Draco was surprised but said nothing. He didn't mind if this was going to be a new thing they did because Harry's butt was soft and he weighed nothing and it was nice to have him so close. It felt like a mini cuddle.
" Dad, what are you baking? "
" Gingerbread dough. I thought we could all make some and put frosting on them. "
" Yeah, sounds fun. " Harry smiled and sipped his coffee. Draco nodded very subtly just in case "we" didn't include him. He wrapped his arms around Harry's waist and rested his chin on his shoulder.
" You want anything to eat, love? " Harry asked and leant a little bit to be able to look back at him.
" Are you gonna have anything? "
" Yeah, I was gonna make a grilled cheese. "
" Why would you grill cheese? Wouldn't it just drip down onto the coal? "
Harry took a few moments to realise before he laughed.
" No, si- oh whatever I'll just make you one and see if you like it.
Draco was surprised to find out that a " Grilled cheese" wasn't just grilled cheese, but melted cheese in between bread with butter and spices. It was heavenly, and if it hadn't burnt his tongue, he would have eaten it all in like three seconds. The day just went by happily, they all baked together, decorated the tree together, Harry and Draco cuddled on the couch for many hours and they ended the day by putting all Christmas presents under the tree. That was the only time of the day when there wasn't a bright grin on Draco's face. His presents were so small, and cheap and he was very embarrassed. Harry, however, didn't care at all and Sirius and Remus gave him a hug for insisting on getting them something as well. That did make Draco smile again. He looked over at Harry. His kind smile looked so beautiful with the colourful Christmas lights casting a soft light on his face and reflecting in his eyes. A warm feeling spread from his heart out thru every vein in his body.
This was home.
The light in Harry's eyes.
That was home.
That was love.
As they walked upstairs together, there was something new in the way they tangled their fingers together. When they shut the door behind them, Harry's heart sped up like something was going to happen. Draco looked into his eyes as he locked the door and moved up to Harry, putting his hands around his waist. There were so much warmth and love in the way they carefully kissed each other, and in the way, Harry lovingly stroke Draco's cheek. They both tried to pull each other closer as their kiss got more and more heated. But this time, there was something more. A deeper desire. Harry pulled back and looked deep into Draco's eyes. They just paused for a few seconds, to make sure the other felt the same. They both quietly nodded before pulling each other towards the bed.
Harry laid Draco down on his bed and Draco pulled his love on top, kissing him passionately and wrapping his legs around his waist.
He wanted this.
He wanted him.
He hadn't been sure up until this point but now there was no doubt in his mind. And he wanted to tell Harry but his mouth was currently busy. He felt Harry's hands carefully touch his body. There were so much heat and electricity in his touches, even tho they were so careful and respectful. He loved it even though it was frustrating him to no end. His hormones took over his mind and he grabbed Harry's collar and pushed him away.
" Silencing spell and shirt of. "
Harry grinned, panting, and sat up. Draco watched as he reached back and pulled his shirt off, flinging it across the room. Draco grinned and reached up, touching his chest and abs.
" Giving me a strip-tease, Harry? " They giggled together and Harry kissed him gently.
" Yeah, isn't it sexy? "
" So sexy. "
" Can I help you with yours? "
Draco nodded and Harry slid his hands in under Draco's jumper and helped gently remove it. Harry tossed it in the general direction of his own shirt and went to kiss Draco's chest when he gently patted his shoulder.
" Spell. "
" Right. " Harry sat back up between Draco's legs and reached for his wand.
" How do muggles do this without spells? "
" They stay quiet. "
" That sounds horrible. "
Harry cast a silencing spell on the door and on every wall just to make sure. Harry put his wand down and gave Draco an unsure look. Now when they were out of their hot haze, he was getting nervous. But he was met with Draco's warm smile and he bent back down and felt his arms wrap around his neck.
" I am so.. in love with you. I love you. I.. " Draco smiled and sighed a bit.
" You know? "
" Yeah, I know exactly. But you're being too precious to grope now. "
Draco giggled and playfully kissed Harry's neck.
" Sowwy~ " he whispered as he spread loving kisses up and down Harry's warm skin. His lover sighed and leant his head back. Draco took this as a sign that it felt good and continued to spread wet kisses over his warm skin. He kissed over his perfect collarbones and a little bit down on his chest.
" I can't reach any further.." He whispered as he ran his hands up and down his toned sides. Harry snapped out of his pleasure induced haze and captured his lover's lips in a kiss.
" It's my turn anyways. " He mumbled and laid his lover back down. Draco felt a wave of excitement wash over him as Harry started taking off his pants. He kicked his own of and bit his lip in anticipation, any insecurity or doubt was out of mind at this point. Harry smirked lovingly at him and took his waist into his strong hands. Draco laid his head back and felt the lips he kissed as soon as he had the opportunity to gently press against his neck. The sensation was distracting, to say the least. A single kiss wiped out his thoughts and made his body melt into the bed. It was so easy to just slip into that warm, soft haze. His lovely kisses moved down his neck, over his chest and shoulders, down his stomach and stopped at his waistband.
" May I take these off? " Harry whispered and lovingly stroke his thigh. Draco blushed and looked up at the ceiling, feeling how hard he was already.
" I-if you take yours off too. "
He felt Harry move on the bed and assumed that was his love getting completely naked. Moments later he felt his hands lovingly take his underwear off. He felt so incredibly vulnerable. He swallowed and didn't dare look down. Oh, it felt like he was gonna cry. What if Harry didn't think he was attractive? What if he was dis- OH. He felt Harry's fingers wrap around his lower shaft and his mouth spread warm kisses around his base. Draco bit his lip and closed his eyes. He had expected some sort of intense thunderbolt of pleasure as soon as the love of his life touched him down there, but that just wasn't how reality worked. This pleasure was slow, and warm, and lingering. Harry's hand moved up and down and places loving kisses on his thighs. Draco sighed and dared to look down. Oh, Harry looked so hot. And naked. Those two were not completely unrelated.
" Harry. "
Harry looked up and Draco sat up halfway, trying to get Harry to come up to him. His lover complied and crawled up, kissing his beautiful boy. Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's neck and laid back down.
" I want you. " Harry bit his lip.
" Like… want me want me? "
Draco nodded and they both blushed.
" I really want you too. Because… I love you. I really really love you. "
Draco smiled. He had never quite imagined love going hand in hand with sex. Not this close anyways. He knew to only have sex with people he loved, but he never thought of sex as being love.
" I really really love you too. " Draco whispered. They looked at each other tenderly. The boy who lived, the most famous person in the wizarding world, and the Malfoy heir, a child who had been forced into darkness. None of that mattered now. They were allowed to just be Harry and Draco, two awkward, naked teenagers who had fallen in love. Nothing but humans. For once in their life, they could just be. And right now, they were two young boys trying to figure out sex together.
" So.. do you.. are you… who is gonna..? " Harry blushed more and more.
" I'll… I'll bottom?"
" Okay. " Harry nodded and bit his lip.
" I probably can't… just start right? I mean.. that would hurt you. "
" Yeah. " Draco whispered.
" Even though it's torture to wait. " They both giggled together and shared a soft kiss.
" Yeah, I know.. should I get… lube? Or lotion or something? " Draco nodded and Harry nodded back. He got up and quickly wrapped a robe around himself.
" Hurry. "
" I will, I promise. " They kissed again and Harry hurried out of the room. Draco laid on his bed, his heart pounding. He slowly reached down and touched his entrance, thinking about what was about to happen. He wondered if it would be painful, or if it would feel amazing, or if Harry was going to like it, or if he should be doing this at all. He wanted this. He had fantasised about it for so long, and just the thought of it was extremely arousing. He wrapped his fingers around his cock, just like Harry had, to relief himself. He let out a sigh of pleasure and wished for Harry to hurry.
As he heard the door open, he mediately stopped and blushed as if doing something sexual wouldn't be expected in this situation.
" Lock the door. " He reminded him and sat up on the bed.
" No, no you don't need to get up. " Harry sat down on the bed and sat two tubes down on the nightstand.
" Well, I want to because I feel awkward being the only one naked and laying on the bed with a full hard on. " He laughed and Harry quickly took his robe off. He wrapped his arm around Draco's waist and kissed him softly. " Sorry. " Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's neck and giggled to himself. " Wow.. this is so far of from how I imagined my first time. "
Harry frowned.
" Yeah sorry. " Draco kissed him.
" No! I meant in a good way. I thought it was gonna be when I was married off to some rich girl my family knew and it would be an awkward wedding night. But instead, i get to be with the one I love. In his bed, in his arms, having fun and just slowly figure this thing out. "
" Aww… Draco.. " Harry looked at him tenderly and stroke his cheek softly.
" So hurry up before I handle it myself. " They laughed and rested their foreheads together. Harry lovingly made Draco lay down again and kissed his neck a few times.
" Which one should we use? " He asked quietly.
" Your pick. " Draco whispered back. Harry reached out and grabbed one of the tubes. Draco closed his eyes and heard him open it with a little *pop*.
He turned his head away so Harry wouldn't see how scared he was. He wanted this, but he was terrified.
" Fingers first, right? " Draco nodded and felt Harry kiss his chest.
" Try to relax, I promise I will be super careful. " Draco smiled a bit.
" I know you will. " He gasped a tiny tiny bit as the cold lube touched his skin. He quickly got used to it and was able to enjoy the way Harry's fingers moved over his entrance, gently spreading the substance. Draco let out a little sound as Harry pushed his finger just a tiny bit into him. Harry stopped and made sure he was okay before he kept going. Draco leant his head back and focused on feeling his finger go slowly in and out of him, going just a bit deeper in each time he pushed passed his tense muscles.
" Are you feeling okay? " Harry asked softly, placing a little kiss on his stomach. Draco smiled and nodded.
" Yeah, I'm okay. It feels a little weird but it doesn't hurt. "
" Should we.. add another? "
" Yeah, go ahead. Carefully tho. " Harry smiled and placed a little kiss on his hip.
" As careful as I can. " Draco sighed and shut his eyes as a second finger entered him. He felt Harry stop and knew what he was waiting for. Draco did his best to relax as he panted just a little bit.
" Yeah, go ahead… It doesn't hurt... " He let out another sigh, indicating that he was enjoying it. Harry dared to take his chances and started moving his fingers again, very slowly. A quiet hum was heard from Draco and he grinned to himself. At least he was doing something right. After a few minutes of Harry moving his fingers in wider motions, twisting them and generally experimenting, Draco gently wrapped his fingers around Harry's wrist and tried to push his fingers in deeper.
" More. " He whispered silently, almost beggingly. Harry kissed his fingers to gently tell him to let go before he pushed his fingers deeper into his love. A lewd moan escaped Draco's lips and Harry shuddered. He sounded so perfect. His cute little toes curled into the sheets, his legs moved a little, his soft hands closed up into fists. It was the most beautiful thing Harry had ever seen. He moved his fingers back and forth and earned another whiny moan from his lover. Harry bit his lip as he picked up a little bit of pace and Draco actually started moving. He arched his back a bit of the bed, his legs moved on Harry's sides, he moved his head from side to side and he folded his arms back and gripped the pillows Harry had set up for him.
" How does that feel? " Harry murmured and Draco just grinned.
" Amazing. Bloody amazi- ah~… " Harry couldn't remember being this turned on in his entire life. His blood was rushing, his breathing picked up a little and he just couldn't take his eyes off of Draco. Without asking, he added a third finger and felt Draco tense up with a surprised moan. Harry froze to make sure he wasn't hurting him.
" Too much? " He asked softly, but Draco shook his head.
" Keep going " Was the only words he could manage to speak, so Harry did as he was told and Draco bit his lip and grinned as he moaned. Harry could have moaned from just listening to him. After a few more minutes, Draco opened his eyes and looked at Harry, slightly dazed.
" I-I think I'm ready.." Harry slowed down his movements.
" You sure? We can keep going, we have all night you know. " They shared a soft kiss and Draco smiled.
" I'm sure. Besides, I feel bad to just leave you to take care of me. "
" Trust me, I'm enjoying it. The view is amazing. " He very gently pulled his fingers out and was quite pleased when Draco's body tried to keep them inside.
" Well, I imagine real sex is pretty amazing too. " Harry smirked to himself.
" Sounded pretty real just a few seconds ago. "
Draco blushed and giggled a bit. Harry reached and grabbed a pillow, gently placing it under Draco's lower back.
" Just in case. "
" Good thinking. " They didn't say much more after that. They closed their eyes and shared a few loving kisses. Slow, desperate kisses. Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's neck and tangled his fingers into his messy hair as he looking into his eyes lovingly.
" Scared, Potter? " He whispered, running his thumb over his warm neck.
" You wish. " Harry whispered back, holding his hips gently.
" Yeah, I do. Then I wouldn't be the only one. " Draco said with a nervous smile. Harry gave his forehead a safety-kiss and whispered gently.
" I'm terrified too. "
They both smiled and closed their eyes, just cuddling a bit. It made Draco feel better. It made him feel very warm inside.
" Ready when you are. " He whispered and Harry nodded. He waited a couple of seconds before pulling back a little and getting into position.
" You have to tell me if it hurts. "
" I will. And you have to stop if I say so. "
" Of course. " they looked into each other's eyes, having a conversation in a language that didn't have words. After a while, they gave each other a quick nod and Harry bit his lip as he looked down to enter his lover for the very first time. Draco leant his head back and closed his eyes, trying to relax as much as he could. He swallowed and tried to keep calm as he felt Harry press against his skin. He felt him very, very slowly enter him. So many things rushed thru his mind.
It's never going to fit. I'm going to break. I'm going to die! No, okay, keep calm.. Harry isn't gonna feel good.. I'm never going to do this right..
Harry let out a long, deep moan and all those thoughts were washed away. He dared open his eyes to see Harry, his head leant backwards, his mouth half open and his eyes shut softly. He looked so insanely gorgeous. Like a god had come down to earth. Harry kept pushing in and Draco gasped.
" S-stop, stop stop! " Harry opened is eyes and looked like he was going to panic.
" Sorry! " Draco took his hand and laid back.
" J-just.. let me get used to it a bit. " Draco whispered and Harry nodded, lacing their fingers together and just holding as still as he could. He brought Draco's hand up to his lips and kissed it softly.
" You okay? Should we stop? " Draco shook his head.
" Just dont move.. uuuuh~ it feels so big.. " Harry blushed. Well, it might feel that way but he really just had the tip in. Not that that wasn't good, it felt fucking incredible. It felt tight, and hot and wet and everything Harry had imagined. He bit his lip and put his hand on Draco's lower stomach.
" Does that help at all? "
Draco stopped for a few moments.
" ….. Yeah. Yeah, it actually does for some reason. "
" Does it hurt at all? "
" It doesn't hurt.. it's more like.. it could easily hurt but right now it's mostly like pressure and my muscles are really confused. " He grinned and looked up at his love.
" I think you can keep going now. "
" Are you sure? "
Draco nodded, and Harry kissed him softly as he very gently started pushing in again. Draco sighed and let his head drop back down onto the pillows. Draco suddenly tugged Harry downwards and Harry of course complied. Draco wrapped his arms tightly around his neck. Harry smiled and wrapped an arm around his waist, holding him close.
" You okay? "
" Keep going. " Draco's whisper sounded more like a sigh and Harry did as he was told. He ran his thumb over his back and whispered little things to his love.
" You're doing amazing, Draco~ I love you so much~ half in now~ mmh~you're just so pretty tonight~ ah~ almost there now~ " Draco was just laying there, eyes closed, semi listening to Harry's words. The thing he was most aware of was his hands. How he kept his hand on his stomach, and how his thumb ran soothingly over his back. Before he knew it, Harry kissed his cheek and told him that he was all in. Draco sighed slowly and opened his eyes, loosening his grip and allowing Harry to pull up a bit.
" I'll wait a few minutes. "
" Yeah. " Draco nodded and tried to move his legs a little.
" It feels so weird. " He giggled, and Harry grinned, so happy to see him smile.
" But nice. Like, I like it. It's good weird. "
they shared a happy kiss and just spent a few moments cuddling together. When Harry accidentally moved a little, Draco gasped softly.
" Sorry. "
" No, keep doing it. " they looked at each other and exchanged nervous smiles. Harry tried to move, just a little, and Draco made a few uncomfortable faces before he could relax. It didn't take long before Harry started enjoying himself. Draco could tell by the stupid grin on his face and the way he couldn't help but lean his head back and close his eyes. Draco reached out and stroke his hair.
" Feel good, love? "
" God yes~ " Harry murmured and opened his eyes. Draco matched his smile and gave him permission to move more. Draco let out a moan like a sigh and started enjoying the motion. It became nicer and nicer, the more he got used to it. As he gradually gave Harry permission to move more, the more he enjoyed himself. In a few minutes, he was moaning along with his love, feeling just as good as he did. Soon, he didn't give permission anymore but begged. Begged for him to move more, move faster, move harder. He didn't worry anymore because he couldn't think. It felt so raw. So dirty. So natural. All he knew was that his body felt amazing and Harry felt amazing and he sounded amazing and his kisses were amazing. Draco moaned out his name and felt Harry grip harder on his hips. He moaned his name over and over until he was interrupted by a sensation he had never felt before. He had no control over the wailing moan he let out, or how his eyes opened up wide to see past the stars that appeared in front of them. It was so good it was almost on the verge of painful, and wiped out every thought except one;
More.
He tugged on Harry's hair and desperately begged for him to thrust against that spot again until he once again felt it and cried out in bliss, this time shutting his eyes tightly. Harry got the hint and focused only on that area, robbing Draco of all control. Draco had no idea how long this went on, how many times he cried out Harry's name, or how many times they made the bedboard slam against the wall. Neither did Harry, he was way too busy to keep count of such trivial things When he had the most gorgeous person in the whole world right in front of him, moaning like there was no tomorrow. Harry felt a surge of excitement as he became aware that it was him who made him feel so good. Harry didn't know how much longer he could hold back from finishing but he couldn't tell Draco that at the moment because Draco was no longer on planet earth, but on cloud nine. It wasn't until his lover cried out and told Harry that he was going to finish that Harry could tell him that he felt the exact same sensation. After that, it didn't take many seconds for their minds to become completely clouded, their bodies to tense up and before they knew it, they were both panting hard, sticky, sweaty, and happier than ever. After a few seconds of getting his breath back, Harry carefully pulled out and laid down next to his Love, who turned and cuddled up in his arms. They held each other tightly as they very slowly regained their ability to think.
Minutes later, Draco kissed Harry's shoulder and whispered to him.
" You're amazing. "
Harry grinned and squeezed him tightly.
" I love you so insanely much. I'm so happy. "
" I'm happy too… I love you… " Harry reached for his wand and quickly cleaned them and the bed up.
" Feel like talking or sleeping? " He murmured.
" Sleeping. " Draco extended his arm and Harry said down on it.
" What time is it even?"
Harry groaned and turned over.
" 1:34 am. "
Draco grinned.
" We didn't hurry. "
" We didn't need to. "
Draco shook his head and they snuggled up together.
" We can save talking for tomorrow. "
" Agreed. Sleep tight, Draco. "
" Sweet dreams, Harry. "
And they both very quickly drifted off to sleep, held tight and secure in each other's arms.
Draco was the first to wake up, and the first thing on his mind was last night. It was such a blurry memory as if he had been very drunk when it happened. He mostly remembered the feelings. The Pleasure, the love, the pressure on his muscles, Harry's hands, Harry. He looked over and saw Harry sleeping, just like he always did. Nothing in his expression could have revealed that they had both given each other their first times last night. Speaking of that, it hurt. Not a lot, but it hurt. He gently rocked Harry.
" Sweetheart~wake up~ "
Harry moved a bit and mumbled something.
" Baby, I'm in pain. "
Harry's eyelids snapped open and he was up within a second. Draco giggled at his horrified expression.
" Good morning. "
" Where does it hurt? " Draco reached up and stroked his cheek softly.
" Calm down, it's not that bad. "
" I hurt you. "
" You didn't! Just calm down, Sweetheart. " Harry relaxed a little bit and took his hand lovingly.
" Did you sleep well? " He asked softly, and Draco smiled.
" Yeah. Better than ever actually. " Harry finally smiled and relaxed a bit. He stroke Draco's hair softly.
" Last night was fun, huh? "
Harry smiled and nodded, stroking his cheek.
" Are you in pain? "
" Only a little. Like here in my hips and in my lower back. "
Harry nodded and kept stroking his hair.
" Would a hot bath help? " Draco nodded.
" Yeah probably. But cuddle me first. " Harry couldn't help but smile and laid his head on Draco's chest, looking up at him.
" You look pretty from this angle too. "
Draco grinned and stroke Harry's hair lovingly.
" Did you feel good last night?" Harry almost laughed at the question.
" Insanely good. I couldn't even think while it was happening. "
" No, me neither. Not when we actually got the hang of it. "
" When you started getting really loud I thought you were in pain. "
" Pfft, I felt so good my brain couldn't even process it. "
They made eye contact and laughed with blushed spreading on their faces.
" I can't believe we actually did it. It feels so… you know what I mean? " Draco looked up at the ceiling while he played with Harry's hair.
" Yeah, I know. Like, I never expected that it would actually happen. "
" Right? " Draco sighed happily.
" But I'm really glad it did. "
" Me too. " Harry kissed his chest right over his heart, and let his lips linger on his skin.
It was like time didn't only stop, but ceased to exist completely. Harry's lips could linger on his chest forever and only a second would pass. As Harry looked up, Time was real again. But so much time had passed already. So much had been said, so much had been felt. There was silence.
After a few moments, they snapped out of it and Harry smiled.
" So how about we get that bath up and running. " He stood up, picked his robe up and walked back to Draco. He helped him put it on and picked him up like a princess. Draco tried not to show how delighted he was as he was carried to the bathroom. Harry sat down on the edge of their tub. It was pretty large, and a corner tub so there was plenty of room for at least three people. He turned on the hot water and kept Draco in his lap while it filled up. Draco cuddled into his neck and sighed happily.
" You spoil me. "
Harry grinned and hugged him tighter.
" And I love doing it. Besides, it's my fault you're in pain. "
" It doesn't hurt that much. But I do appreciate the attention. " They smiled at each other and Harry gave him a little Eskimo-kiss. When the tub had filled up, Harry made sure the water wasn't too warm or cold before helping his lover in. Draco sighed happily and leant his head back against the edge. Harry stroke his hair softly and smiled.
" Good? "
" Perfect. Wait, did you give me any hickeys? "
" Don't think so. I can't see any. "
" Well next time, give me some souvenirs. " Harry chuckled and kissed his cheek.
" Sorry. " He stood up and stroke his hair again.
" I'll leave you to it. I'll be downstairs. Just shout if you need anything. "
" Thanks love. " Draco smiled as Harry blew him a kiss and left the bathroom.
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Harry sat with his two dads in the couch, snuggled up with blankets and all wearing Santa hats. As Harry heard steps come down the stairs his head snapped up. Draco came down the stairs, dressed in black pants and a loose, silky red and gold shirt. Harry's jaw dropped. Sirius chuckled and closed his mouth for him.
" Dad. "
" Yeah, Harry? "
" You know when we watched beauty and the beast, and Belle came down the stairs and the beast didn't know what to do because she was so pretty? "
Both his parents chuckled.
" Yes, dear? "
" I can relate. "
They both laughed and pushed him up on his feet. Harry stumbled up to Draco and silently took his hand. He couldn't even speak. Draco blushed as Harry tried to find something to say.
" Merry Christmas, Harry. " He finally said when Harry had just stood there in a mess for a few moments.
" Merry Christmas, Draco. " He pulled him into a tight hug and sighed. He felt Draco hug him back and he just stood there with him. Suddenly, he heard sniffling. He looked up, but Draco wasn't crying. He looked over to the couch and saw Remus try do desperately comfort a sobbing Sirius.
" Dad? "
" I'm sorry but my little boy is all grown up and happy and in love and alive and happy~ and we all got to be here on christmas and there's peace and~ "
Remus hugged him and shushed him as he rubbed his back, but even he got a little misty eyed. Harry gently let Draco go and sat down next to them both.
" I know dad. I know. "
The sobbing Sirius wailed and threw himself around Harry's neck. They all chuckled and Harry held his dad. Remus greeted Draco with open arms.
" Merry Christmas, dear. " He hugged the happy blonde and took him into the kitchen to make him a hot drink. Harry managed to soothe Sirius and waited for Draco. When he returned Harry couldn't help but grin. He looked so pretty in Gryffindor colours, and his hair was so pretty and his eyes and his face… Draco sat down next to Harry with a cup of hot chocolate and kissed his cheek.
" Better? " Harry asked quietly and Draco nodded with a smile.
" Ready for round two tonight even. " He whispered back.
" Shh, don't turn me on in front of my dads. "
They giggled and shared a soft kiss.
Remus clapped his hands to get everyone's attention. He stood in front of them all with a huge grin.
" Now when the whole family is gathered, I think it is time for presents. " Harry wrapped his arm around Draco's waist and smiled lovingly at him. Draco grinned excitedly and cuddled up to him. Remus held up the first gift.
" Merry Christmas Moony, love Sirius. Aww, thank you, sweetheart. " He bent down and kissed his Fiance and put the gift down on the table. He continued to distribute everyone's gifts and then sat down.
" Who wants to start? "
" I think you should start. " Sirius wrapped his arm around him and smiled. Harry and Draco agreed and Remus smiled happily. He opened the gift from Draco first. It was technically for both Remus and Sirius, But Remus was the one to open it. Both of them smiled as they both held the box. Draco had gotten them " Forever ink. " a set with two feather quills, ink in two different colours and a piece of indestructible parchment.
" You're meant to write something special together and then it can never be destroyed. " Draco mumbled and was attacked by hugs from them both. Harry knew that Draco had spent his very last money buying that very expensive gift. But it seemed worth it Because Draco was laughing and drowning in hugs. Harry finally managed to pull them away and stop the steady stream of " Thank you"s. Next, Remus unwrapped a very soft sweater with a very happy sheep on it. Before Remus could thank him, Sirius blurted out;
" Do you get it? "
Remus blinked and looked at it.
" Uhm… what? "
" if you put it on. "
Remus was extremely confused.
" Look what it is made of! " Sirius grinned. Remus blinked and looked at the label.
" Is it husband material? Nope, just says 100% wool. " He looked at his fiance.
" So if you put it on~ "
" I give up, I don't get it! " Remus sighed.
" You are gonna be a wolf in sheep's clothing! "
Both Harry and Remus groaned while Draco giggled. They went on with their gifts until it was Draco's turn. He was surprised by how happy he was to unwrap the box of homemade sweets and the warm gloves he got from Harry's parents. They were not at all the type of gifts he was used to receiving, but he loved them so much. He held Harry's present in his hands and looked at him.
" I hope you didn't spoil me. "
Harry just smiled.
" Open it and find out. "
" Because if you got me something really expensive I'm gonna feel bad. " He said as he removed the paper around a box with a brand name he didn't recognise. He glanced at Harry before opening the box and revealed two bracelets. They were quite wide and almost completely see-thru. He picked one up and inspected it.
" Oh, thank you. It's beautiful. "
Harry laughed.
" Let me show you how they work, put it on. " Harry put on the other and smiled.
" Close your eyes. "
Draco looked at him curiously before closing his eyes. He felt harry's finger gently stroke his wrist where the bracelet was.
" Now look. "
Draco opened his eyes to find that Harry's hand was nowhere near his wrist, But on his own. Harry tapped his own bracelet, but it felt to Draco like he was tapping his wrist.
" Oh. Aww, thats so nice! " Draco grinned and stroke his bracelet so Harry would feel it.
" I love it. Thank you so much. " They hugged and Draco nuzzled into his neck.
" Okay, now I wanna open mine. " Harry grinned and Draco moved back.
" Don't expect too much. I did my best. "
Harry picked up Draco's gift and wasn't at all careful as he excitedly tore the paper off. Soon, he held a picture frame in his hands. The inhabitants were a small cartoon Harry and a small cartoon Draco, cuddling in front of a fire. They were smiling and kissing and holding hands and soon fell asleep on each other. Harry looked at Draco.
" That's so… did you make this? "
" Yeah.. I did my best since I didn't have much bu- " He was cut off by the softest kiss Harry had ever given him.
" That's the most perfect thing I could have gotten. Thank you so much." He whispered. Draco sighed in relief and smiled. They looked at each other for a few seconds before Harry was urged to open his other gifts. Harry's gift pile was the biggest. He got a sweater from the Weasleys, along with Sweets from Molly Weasley. He got more sweets from Hagrid and more sweets from his dads. He also got some really fluffy socks, and a book from Hermione.
The day went by very calmly. They gathered all blankets in the couch and watched movies, ate lots and lots of delicious food together, cuddled and kissed and talked about school and sports and about the war and weddings and dreams.. It was a very perfect day in Draco's opinion. Healing. Getting to lean against Harry's body for hours and hours on end while being spoiled with food and kisses and love was better than any therapy he had ever had. He ended up passing out with Harry's fingers in his hair, wrapped up in more soft blankets than he could count. He was warm, he was safe, he was more loved than he could ever dream about, He was full, he was happy. He had the life he almost hadn't dared to hope for. He let out a little sigh in his sleep as Harry took care of him. Massaged his shoulders, rubbed his arms, kissed his head.
He had no idea about the discussion Harry had with his parents after he went to sleep. How they tried to figure out how they could get Draco's money back, where he would stay after school, If Harry still wanted him to live with them if they broke up and so on. They all decided to help out with the legal paperwork, that Harry and Draco would live in their house until they decided they were ready to leave, and of course, Harry wouldn't want to kick Draco out if they so happened to fall out of love. But Harry was fairly certain that would never ever happen.
