A/N: I appreciate all the support for this story! And the link for Esmeraldaa's tattoo is:
www (dot) tattootribes (dot) com / index (dot) php? idinfo=1189
but if that doesn't work you can just Google 'lioness and mermaid' and it should be one of the first pictures
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
The morning after the bonfire was torture. My heart was breaking and aching. Being away from her hurt, physically and emotionally. The worst thing was that I couldn't do anything about it. In the end it was ultimately her decision. I had to wait, if she said no and chose to start a relationship with another guy I would sit back and let her be happy. Her happiness was all that mattered to me.
I just hoped she would chose me...
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A whole day had gone by and the love of my life hasn't returned. I was worried but Sam told me not to worry. He said something like 'She's done this before yada yada she'll be fine' or he said something close to it, I wasn't listening. I spent the rest of my day in my room, no matter what went on outside my door I will not leave this house until she comes back.
I passed time by flipping thorugh some car magazines that were left around my room. After a while I was incredibly bored. I left to get a snack and came back to my room. Sleeping was another way to pass some time. I had nothing better to do and sleeping sounded alright.
(A/N: His dream is the italic part)
I looked around it was a forest, I was surrounded by trees. The moon was shining through the clouds above my head. I was walking forward- an ear splitting scream. I moved myself faster and faster. Finally I reached the scream. In the shadows near the tree furthest away from me I could make out the figure of a person. Their skin was glowing slightly in the dark. I could seee them crouched over another body.
There was a sudden flash, Esmeralda was infront of me. She winked before turning back around. The figure from before came out from the shadows, a vampire with red hair came out with his head down. He loked up and hissed- it was Edward. I wasnted to move and protect her but I couldn't control my own body.
Esmeralda was at my side in a minute, she kissed my check and whispered 'I'm sorry"
She was gone in a moment. I turned my attention back to them. Eward lunged at her and she met him halfway. Screams and growls echoed around me. But I could do nothing about it, all I could do was watch and hope for the best.
It seemed that Edward had the advantage in the fight. He had her pinned to a tree, she snapped her teeth at him and with a clap he moved his arms away from her. His eyes wide as he walked backwards, like he couldn't control himself. She stalked towards him frowning.
Another scream, I blinked and Edward was gone in his place was a fire.
She looked back at me, slowly coming closer.
"Jacob, Jacob" She was chanting my name over and over.
I woke up with someone poking my arm, hard. I rolled over and luckily the poking stopped. In replace of the annoying pokes were sloppy smooches over my face.
What the hell?
I stretched and opened my eyes. Beside my bed was the star of my freaky dream; Esmeralda. She was pouting- she does that a lot- her arms were folded in-front of her on my bed.
"I couldn't get this off my mind so I'll just get it out" She said, I nodded.
"Every since i met you I couldn't get you off my mind. I tried everything not even swimming cleared my head and usually it calms me done but not that time." She paused and exhaled before starting again.
"I left yesterday for a long ass walk, I stumbled on a certain somebody and she said I might as well give you a chance. I don't think I can be your girlfriend but we can try to be friends and see where that goes"
"That's fine with me" I said with a grin, she hopped on the bed and wrapped her arms around me
"Hurry up and get dressed, I'm taking you out" She said and left the room
I grabbed a pair of jeans from the floor and sniffed it. It smelt alright, i put them on with a blue muscle shirt and met her in the living room.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house.
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